Sermon 2798. Sweet Stimulants for the Fainting Soul
A SERMON INTENDED FOR READING ON LORD'S-DAY, SEPTEMBER 28, 1902.
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT NEW PARK STREET CHAPEL, SOUTHWARK, ON A LORD'S-DAY EVENING, IN THE WINTER OF 1860.
"O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore will I remember You from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, fromthe Hill Mizar." Psalm 42:6.
HERE is a common complaint of God's people and here are two remedies which David, wisely guided of God, administers with discretion.Let us direct our meditation in this order-first, let us talk of the complaint And then, secondly, let us look into the Divinemedicine chest and use the remedies provided there.
I. LET US TALK OF THE COMPLAINT "O my God, my soul is cast down within me."
We do not know what was the precise reason why David's soul was cast down. Perhaps it was because he had been driven out ofthe royal city by his own son-the son whom he had petted and pampered and, thereby, made a rod for his own back. We are prettysure that he was now denied the privilege of going up to the House of God-he could not now join with the multitude that keptholy day. These two things probably worked together to cast down his spirit-his absence from the tabernacle and the causeof that absence.
I am not sure, however, that these two things combined would have been enough to cast down David's spirit if it had not beenfor a more bitter ingredient in his cup of sadness. There have been good men in circumstances similar to David's at that timewho, even then, could gird up the loins of their mind and hope to the end. When bitten by that which is sharper than a serpent'stooth-an ungrateful child-and debarred from the House of God, they have, even then, been able to stay themselves upon theLord and to rejoice in the Most High God. The real reason of the Psalmist's distress was, no doubt, that God had, at leastto some degree, hidden His face from him and, therefore, the flowers of David's graces all drooped and his joy, which formerlysparkled in the sunlight of God's Countenance, was now dim and dark. Troubles may distress the outward man, but they cannotdistress the soul of the child of God while he feels the Lord Jehovah to be his everlasting strength. Yes, it sometimes happensthat the very pressure which weighs down the scale of his earthly hopes tends to lift up the opposite scale of his spiritualpeace! As long as God is with him, trials are nothing, for he casts them upon Jehovah. But once let God withdraw from himfor a while and he is troubled-that mountain which seemed to stand fast begins to rock and shake-and to prove the instabilityand insufficiency of all mortal grounds of confidence.
The causes of our being cast down are very numerous. Sometimes it is pain of body-perhaps a wearing pain which tries the nerves,prevents sleep, distracts our attention, drives away comfort and hides contentment from our eyes. Often, too, has it beendebility of body-some secret disease has been sapping and undermining the very strength of our life and we knew not that itwas there while we have been drawing insensibly near to the gates of death. We have wondered that we were low in spirits,whereas it would have been a thousand wonders if we had not been depressed! We have marveled that we have been cast down,whereas a physician would tell us that this was but one of many symptoms which proved that we were not right as to our bodilyhealth.
Not infrequently has some crushing calamity been the cause of depression of spirit. Trial has succeeded trial. All your hopeshave been blasted, your very means of sustenance have been suddenly snatched from you. While all your needs have remained,the supplies have been withdrawn from you. At other times, it has been bereavement that has brought you
down very low. The axe has been at work in the forest of your domestic joys. Tree after tree has fallen-those from whom youplucked the ripest fruits of sweet society and kindred fellowship have been cut down by the ruthless woodsman-you have seenthem taken away from you forever so far as this world is concerned. Or else it may be that you have been slandered. Your goodhas been evilly spoken of, your holiest motives have been misinterpreted, your most Divine aspirations have been misrepresentedand you have gone about as with a sword in your bones while the malicious have taunted you, saying, "Where is your God now?"The cases of depression of spirit are so various that it must be, indeed, a rare panacea, a marvelous remedy, which wouldsuit them all! Yet, when we come to speak of the remedies mentioned in our text, we shall find them suitable to most of thesecases, if not to all-and to all in a degree, if not to the fullest extent.
Let us pass now, from the most obvious, to the more subtle causes of soul-dejection. This complaint is very common among God'speople. When the young Believer has first to suffer from it, he thinks that he cannot be a child of God, "For," he says, "ifI were a child of God, would I be like this?" What fine dreams some of us have when we are just converted! We fancy that weare going to sail straight away to Heaven and to have a prosperous voyage all the way! The wind is always to blow fairly forus, there is never to be a rough wave, no storm-cloud is to hover over the ship all the day long-and if there are any nights,the stars will be so brilliant that it will be as bright as day! Or, possibly, we imagine that we have come into a countrywhere everybody will be kind to us, where all circumstances will be propitious to us, where everything will tend to nurtureour piety and our own hearts-indeed, will forever get rid of legal terrors and perilous alarms! Oh, silly creatures that weare if we dream thus foolishly! We know not what we are born to in our second birth, for, as a man is born to trouble by hisfirst birth-when he is born a second time, he is born to a double share of trouble! Then, he was born to physical and mentaltrouble, but now that he is born-again, he is born to spiritual trouble and as he shall have new joys, so shall he also havea long list of new sorrows.
All that, however, is unknown to us at the first. And when it comes upon us, it surprises us. Am I now addressing one whois ready to exclaim, "I give up all hope. I am sure I cannot be a child of God because I am so cast down"? O you simple soul,the most advanced saints suffer in just the same way! Men who have been for forty, fifty, 60 years followers of Christ complainthat, sometimes, it is a question with them whether they have ever known Christ at all! There are seasons with them when theywould, if they could, creep into any mouse hole and hide their heads rather than be seen among God's people because they fearthat they are hypocrites-and that the root of the matter is not in them. Why, I tell you, young Christians, that the mostexperienced Believers, the men who have great doctrinal knowledge and much experimental wisdom, the men who have lived verynear to God and have had the most rapt and intimate fellowship with their Lord and Savior are the very men who have theirebbs, their winters and their times when it is a moot point with them whether they really love the Lord or not! Even the ApostlePaul was not exempt from doubts and fears, for he wrote, "We were troubled on every side; without were fights, within werefears." And, on another occasion, "I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I havepreached to others, I myself should be a castaway." The man after God's own heart, even David, a man of experience so deepthat none of us can fully decipher, much less rival it-a man of love so fervent that few of us can do more than aspire tocatch the hallowed flame-nevertheless, had to cry aloud, and that very often, "O my God, my soul is cast down within me!"
"But," says one, "this death-like faintness comes upon me so often that, certainly I cannot be a child of God." Yes, but letme tell you that, possibly, it will come even more! Or, should it come more seldom, if you shall have weeks of pleasure, oreven months of enjoyment, it is possible that your doubts will then be doubled in intensity and your soul will yet have greatertrials to experience! So great a Savior is provided for our deliverance that we must expect to have great castings down fromwhich we need to be delivered. Why, Believer, what are one half of the promises worth if we are not the subjects of doubtsand fears? Why has Jehovah given us so many shalls and wilsbut because He knew that we should have so many accursed ifs andperhapses He would never have given us such a well-filled storehouse of comfort if He had not foreseen that we would havea full measure of sorrow. God never makes greater provision than will be needed, so, as there is an abundance of consolations,we may rest assured that there will also be an abundance of tribulations! There will be much fear and casting down to eachof us before we see the face of God in Heaven! This disease of soul-dejection is common to all the saints-there are none ofGod's people who altogether escape it.
Let me go a step further and say that the disease mentioned in our text, although it is exceedingly painful, is not at alldangerous. When a man has a toothache, it is often very distressing, but it does not kill him. There have been some
who have foolishly and peevishly wished to die to escape from the pain, but nobody does die of it. The bills of mortalityare not swelled by its victims. And, in like manner, God's children are much vexed with their doubts and fears, but they arenever killed by them. They are a great trouble, but they are not like a mortal disease. They are sorely vexatious, but theyare not destructive. Why, it is possible for you to have real faith and yet to have the most grievous unbelief! "Oh," yousay, "how can faith and unbelief live together?" They cannot live together in peace, but they may dwell together in the sameheart. Remember what our Lord Jesus said to Peter "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?" He did not say, "O you of nofaith," but, "of little faith." Thus there was somefaith, though there was also much doubt. So, in the Psalmist, there wassome faith-there was, indeed, a great deal of faith-for he said, "O my God," and it takes great faith to truly say, "my God."Yet is there not also great unbelief here? Otherwise, would his soul have been cast down at all? But, meanwhile, had he notthe yearnings of lively hope in God? If not, would he have dared to say, "Therefore will I remember You from the land of Jordan,and of the Hermonites, from the Hill Mizar?
The fact is, we are the strangest mixture of contradictions that ever was known. We shall never be able to understand ourselves.God knows us altogether, but we shall never, at least in this life, completely comprehend ourselves. You remember that verseabout the holy women at the sepulcher of Christ? After they had heard the angel's message, "they departed quickly from thesepulcher with fear and great joy." What a strange mixture! On the one hand, we have the golden fruit of joy-and on the otherhand, the black fruit of fear. So it makes a kind of checker-work-there are blacks and whites, joys and sorrows, bliss andmourning mingled together! The highest joy and the deepest sorrow may be found in the Christian and the truest faith and yetthe most grievous doubts may meet together in the child of God. Of course, they only meet there to make his heart a battlefield-butthere they may meet-and his faith may be real while his doubts are grievous.
I would remark, yet further, that it is not only possible for a man to thus be cast down and yet to have true faith all thewhile, but he may actually be growing in Grace while he is cast down! Yes, and he may really be standing higher when he iscast down than he did when he stood upright. Strange riddle! But we who have passed through this experience know that it istrue. When we are flat on our faces, we are generally the nearest to Heaven. When we sink the lowest in our own esteem, werise the highest in fellowship with Christ and in knowledge of Him. Someone said, "The way to Heaven is not upward, but downward."There is some truth in the saying, though it is upward in Christ, it is downward in self. As Dr. Watts sings-
"The more Your glories strike my eyes, The humbler I shall lie."
The inverse is equally true-
"The humbler I lie at my Savior's feet, The more His glories strike my eyes."
This very casting down into the dust sometimes enables the Christian to bear a blessing from God which he could not have carriedif he had been standing upright. There is such a thing as being crushed with a load of Grace-bowed down with a tremendousweight of benedictions-having such blessings from God that if our soul were not cast down by them, they would be the ruinof us. It is a good thing for us, sometimes, when fears frighten us and prosperity distresses us. Some of you may not understandwhat I am saying. You will not until you have this experience of which I have been speaking, but it does so happen that bittersoften cleanse and sweeten the spiritual palate of God's children, while there are sweets which make their mouth full of bitters!I know that I have had songs in the night after I have had groaning during the day and, often, a salutary blow from God'sloving hand, though it has made me smart, has cured me of some other far more baneful smart. Where kisses wounded, blows havehealed.
The Christian life is a riddle and most surely are God's people familiar with that riddle in their experience. They must workit out before they can understand it. So I say again that this casting down is consistent with the most elevated degree ofpiety. Depression of spirit is no index of declining Grace-the very loss ofjoy and the absence of assurance may be accompaniedby the greatest advancement in the spiritual life. Mark you, if it continues month after month, and even year after year,then it is a sign of great weakness of faith-but if it comes only occasionally, as clouds pass over our sky, it is well. Wedo not want rain all the days of the week and all the weeks of the year, but if the rain comes sometimes, it makes the fieldsfertile and fills the brooks-and after the shower has fallen and the sun shines again, it puts a new brightness upon the faceof Nature and makes the birds clear their throats and sing a new song! The earth never looks so
beautiful as when she rises up like one that has washed his face in the brook and, in the shining water, shows the freshnessof her verdure and tells of the wondrous skill with which God has been pleased to adorn her. Even so is it with the Christianwhen he comes forth from great and sore troubles with his harp returned, his psaltery vocal with praise and his lips gratefullyconfessing to his God, "You have increased my greatness and comforted me on every side."
Painful as is this disease of soul-dejection-it is often very helpful to our spirit when we are obliged to cry, with David,"O my God, my soul is cast down within me." To be cast down is often the best thing that could happen to us. Do you ask, "Why?"Because, when we are cast down, it checks our pride. We are very apt to grow too big. It is a good thing for us to be takendown a notch or two. We sometimes rise so high, in our own estimation, that unless the Lord took away some of our joy, wewould be utterly destroyed by pride. Were it not for this thorn in the flesh, we would be exalted beyond measure.
Besides, when this downcasting comes, it gets us to work at self-examination. That religion which has begun to be a matterof form and ritual to us, becomes a thing to be considered in deeper earnest. We look at it as a real thing because of ourreal doubts. Often, I am sure, when your house has been made to shake, it has caused you to see whether it was founded upona rock. While your ship had nothing but fine weather, you sailed along too presumptuously. But when the storm threatened,then it was that you reefed your sails and turned to your chart to find your latitude and longitude, fearing that there mightbe danger ahead. So you get good to your soul by being made to examine yourself. A great loss in business has sometimes helpeda man to become rich, for he has been more careful in his dealings afterwards. He has begun to change a system of trade which,perhaps, might have brought him to insolvency-and thus his business has been put upon a firmer footing than before. Even so,this downcasting of spirit, by leading us to search ourselves, may help, in the end, to make us all the richer in Divine Grace.When our soul is cast down within us we begin to have closer dealings with Christ than we had before. A long continuance ofcalm induces listlessness. There is a way of being wanton towards Christ. We begin to think that we can do without Him-weimagine that we have such a store of ready money that we can trade on our own account. But when gloomy doubts arise, we goback to the place where our spiritual life commenced and we sing again-
"Nothing in my hand I bring, Simply to Your Cross I cling."
There is such a tendency in all the branches of the living and true Vine to try to bring forth fruit without deriving nourishmentfrom the stem, so the Lord, every now and then, takes away the visible flowing of Divine consolation in order that we mayconsciously realize our entire dependence upon Him. When you and I were little and we were out at eventide walking with ourfather, we sometimes used to run on a long way ahead, but, by-and-by, there was a big dog loose on the road and it is astonishinghow closely we then clung to our father! You remember how John Bunyan depicts that trait in the character of the childrenwho went on pilgrimage with their mother, Christiana. "When they were come up to the place where the lions were, the boysthat went before were glad to cringe behind, for they were afraid of the lions and so they stepped back and went behind. Atthis their guide smiled and said, 'How now, my boys, do you love to go before when no danger does approach, and love to comebehind as soon as the lions appear?'" Just so is it with our doubts and fears. We run so far ahead that we lose sight of Christ-frightfulthings alarm us-and then we flee back again to the shadow of His Cross! This experience is good and healthful for us.
One other benefit that we derive from being cast down is that it qualifies us to sympathize with others. If we had never beenin trouble we would be very poor comforters of others. It would do most physicians good if they were required, occasionally,to drink some of their own medicine. It would be no disadvantage to a surgeon if he once knew what it was to have a brokenbone. You may depend upon it that his touch would be more tender afterwards! He would not be so rough with his patients ashe might have been if he had never felt such pain himself.
Show me a man who has never had a trial and I will show you a man who has no heart. Above all things, save me from the manwho has never had any trouble all his life-let me not go into his house, or be near him anywhere else. If I am sick, let himnot even pass by my window lest his shadow should fall upon me and make me worse, for he must be a cold-hearted, unsympatheticman if he has never known a trial and has never had to pass through the furnace of affliction!
I know that whenever God chooses a man for the ministry and means to make him useful, if that man hopes to have an easy lifeof it, he will be the most disappointed mortal in the world! From the day when God calls him to be one of His captains andsays to him, "See, I have made you to be a leader of the hosts of Israel," he must accept all that his commission includes-evenif that involves a sevenfold measure of abuse, misrepresentation and slander. We need greater soul-exercise than any of ourflock, or else we shall not keep ahead of them. We shall not be able to teach others unless God thus teaches us. We must havefellowship with Christ in suffering as well a fellowship in faith. Still, with all its drawbacks, it is a blessed serviceand we would not retire from it. Did we not accept all this with our commission? Then we would be cowards and deserters ifwe were to turn back! These castings down of the spirit are part of our calling! If you are to be a good soldier of JesusChrist, you must endure hardness. You will have to lie in the trenches, sometimes, with a bullet lodged here or there, witha saber cut on your forehead, or an arm or a leg shot away-where there is war, there must be wounds-and there must be warwhere there is to be victory!
II. I shall not say more about our being cast down. I have probably said enough about the disease, so now let us open thegreat medicine chest, and examine THE TWO REMEDIES here mentioned. "O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore willI remember You from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, and from the Hill Mizar."
The first remedy for soul-dejection is, a reference of ourselves to God, as David says, "O my God, my soul is cast down withinme: therefore will I remember You." If you have a trouble to bear, the best thing for you to do is not to try to bear it atall, but to cast it upon the shoulders of the Eternal! If you have anything that perplexes you, the simplest plan for youwill be not to try to solve the difficulty, but to seek direction from Heaven concerning it. If you have, at this moment,some doubt that is troubling you, your wisest plan will be not to combat the doubt, but to come to Christ just as you areand to refer the doubt to Him. Remember how men act when they are concerned in a lawsuit-if they are wise, they do not undertakethe case themselves. They know our familiar proverb, "He who is his own lawyer has a fool for his client." So they take theircase to someone who is able to deal with it and leave it with him. Well, now, if men have not sufficient skill to deal withmatters that come before our courts of law, do you think that you have skill enough to plead in the court of Heaven againstsuch a cunning old attorney as the devil who has earned the name of "the accuser of the brethren," and well deserves the title?Never try to plead against him, but put your case into the hands of our great Advocate, for, "if any man sins, we have anAdvocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous." So, refer your case to Him-He will plead for you and win the day! Ifyou should attempt to plead for yourself, it will cause you a vast amount of trouble and then you will lose the day afterall.
Often, when I call to see a troubled Christian, do you know what he is almost sure to say? "Oh, Sir, I do not feel this-andI do fear that-and I cannot help thinking the other!" That great "I" is the root of all our sorrows-what I feel, or what Ido not feel-that is enough to make anyone miserable! It is a wise plan to say to such an one, "Oh, yes! I know that all yousay about yourself is only too true, but, now, let me hear what you have to say about Christ. For the next 24 hours at least,leave off thinking about yourself and think only of Christ." O my dear Friends, what a change would come over our spiritsif we were all to act thus! For when we have done with self and cast all our cares upon Christ, there remains no reason forus to care, or trouble, or fret! That saying of Jack the Huckster, which I have often repeated-
"I'm a poor sinner, and nothing at all, But Jesus Christ is my All-in-All"-
describes the highest experience, though it is also the lowest. It is so simple and yet so safe, to live day by day by faithupon the Son of God who loved me, and gave Himself for me-to be a little child-not a strong man, but a little child who cannotfight his own battles, but who gets Jesus to fight them for him! To be a little weak one who cannot run alone, but who mustbe carried in the arms of the Good Shepherd. We are never so strong as when we are weak, as Paul wrote, "When I am weak, thenam I strong." And we are never so weak as when we are strong, never so foolish as when we are wise in our own conceit andnever so dark as when we think we are full of the Light of God. We are generally best when we think we are worst! When weare empty, we are full-when we are full, we are empty. When we have nothing, we have all things, but when we fancy that weare "rich and increased with goods, and have need of nothing," we are like the Laodiceans and know not that we are "wretched,and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked." Oh, for Grace to solve these riddles and so to live, day by day, out of selfand upon the Lord Jesus Christ!
Let me give you an illustration. It is the easily-imagined case of a poor old woman who has no money of her own, but who hasa rich friend who says to her, "Come to my house every Saturday and I will give you so much for a regular allowance. And ifthere is anything else that you need, I will pay for it-all your needs shall be supplied." He does not give her a large sumof money to keep, for she might not know how to spend it wisely, or she might be robbed of it-he gives it to her week by week.One Saturday morning the old lady is full of fear and alarm. If you happen to call upon her just then, you will hear her complaining,"I have not a farthing in the world! I have just spent my last sixpence. I have no money in the bank, no houses from whichI can collect rent! I have nothing but these few things that you see here-how am I to live with only this?" If you did notknow anything more about the woman, you would sit down and pity her, would you not?
As it gets to be nearly twelve o'clock, she says, "I must be going." You ask, "Where?" She replies, "I am going to my friendwho tells me to go to him every Saturday and he will give me all I need." "Why," you exclaim, "you silly old soul, you havebeen telling me all this tale of need and exciting my pity, when you are really a rich woman! Just because you do not happento have it in hand, you have been telling me this pitiful story which is really not true." In like manner, when I see an heirof Heaven sitting down and mourning and weeping because he has not got this, and he has not got that-and when I turn to theScriptures, and read, "All things are yours; and you are Christ's, and Christ is God's." And I find promises like this, "Allthings, whatever you shall ask in prayer, believing, you shall receive." Or this, "The Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lordwill give Grace and glory: no good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly." If I do not say this to the onewho is murmuring without cause, I say it to myself, for I have often been as foolish as the old woman of whom I spoke justnow, "O you foolish self, how slow of heart you are to believe! How foolish you are to be thus sitting down and bemoaningyour own emptiness when Christ is yours, with all His boundless fullness, when the Father's love and the Spirit's power andthe Savior's Grace are all engaged to bring you safely through your trials, to rid you of your troubles and to land you triumphantlyin Heaven!"
Be of good cheer, then, tried and depressed Believer, and apply this sacred remedy to yourself! Remember the Lord! Refer yourcase to Him and look to Him for all that you need!
David's other remedy for his soul, when it was cast down within him, was the grateful remembrance of the past when, by theLord's tender mercies, it was lifted up-"therefore will I remember You from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, fromthe Hill Mizar." Look up your old diary-many of you have gray hair-so your notebooks go back a long way. Let us read one ortwo of the entries. Why, here is a bright page! Though the one preceding it is black and full of sorrow, this page is brightwith joy and jubilant with song! What do I read? I see written here-
"I will praise You every day! Now Your anger's turned away, Comfortable thoughts arise From the bleeding Sacrifice."
You wrote that verse in your diary just after you had found the Savior and your sins had been forgiven you for His sake. Well,then, although your harp is now unstrung and you are not praising your Lord today, I pray you to remember that hour when firstyou knew His love and to say, "If I had never received more than that one mercy from Him, I must bless Him for it in timeand bless Him for it throughout eternity!" Here is another page in your diary. I see that you had been enduring some temporaltrouble and that your earthly friends had forsaken you. But, in the middle of your trouble, just where I might have expectedto find these words, "I am utterly cast down, for God has forsaken me," I find written here-
"When trouble, like a gloomy cloud Has gathered thick and thundered loud, He near my soul has always stood, His loving kindness,oh, how good!"
Do you think that He is not standing by your side now? If there is a loud thundering and if there is a thick darkness, willHe leave you? Surely these reflections upon what you have experienced in the past should lead you to trust in Christ for thepresent! And, as you think of all His dealings with your soul, You may well say-
"Can He have taught me to trust in His name,
And thus far have brought me to put me to shame?"
God forbid that we should ever think that He was so cruel as to enlighten, comfort, cheer and help us so long and then leaveus, at last, to sink and perish!
In this diary of yours, I also find one sweet record which is a great contrast to your present sad and gloomy state. You musthave had a vision of Christ Crucified, for you have written-
"Here I'll sit forever viewing
Mercy's streams, in streams of blood
Precious drops! My soul bedewing,
Plead and claim my peace with God.
Truly blessed is this station,
Low before His Cross to lie-
While I see Divine compassion
Floating in His languid eyes." Yet you, who have been at the foot of the Cross, are afraid that you will be cast away at thelast! You have known the sweetness of Jesus' love, yet you are cast down! He has kissed you with the kisses of His lips-Hisleft hand has been under your head and His right hand has embraced you-yet you think He will leave you to sink, at last, inyour trouble! You have been in His banqueting house and you have had such food as angels never tasted, yet you dream thatyou shall be cast into Hell! Shame on you! Pluck off those robes of mourning! Lay aside that sackcloth and those ashes! Snatchyour harps down from the willows and let us together sing praises unto Him whose love, power, faithfulness and goodness shallalways be the same!
If there are any here who are strangers to all these things, I can only wish that they might even know our sorrows, in orderthat they might have an experience of our joys to treasure up in remembrance. Believers in Jesus are not a miserable crew-theyhave songs to sing and they have good reason to sing them! They have enough to make them blessed on earth and to make themblessed forever and ever!
EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: PSALM 119:17-28.
Verse 17. Deal bountifully with Your servant, that I may live, and keep Your word. O Lord, I am Your servant, yet, I prayYou, do not pay me wages according to my deserts, but according to the greatness of Your mercy! "Deal bountifully with Yourservant." Little mercy will not be enough for such great sins and such great needs as mine. Deal very generously with Yourpoor servant who is so full of necessities, "that I may live," for, if You will only let me live, it will be of Your bountysince I deserve not even that gift. Only to have my life still spared shall be regarded by me as a great favor from You. Iwant not to live to please myself, for that would not be living at all, but "that I may live, and keep Your word." A holylife is the only true life, the only life that is really worth having-and he that has it has been dealt bountifully with byhis God. I commend this verse to each servant of the Lord as a prayer that may be continually presented to Him.
18. Open You my eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of Your Law. This is one of the first parts of God's bountifuldealings with us. There is no mercy that is so great as mercy to one's own person, to one's own eyes, for instance, whichare such essential parts of ourselves. Lord, when You are dealing bountifully with me, I do not ask for riches, but I do askthat my eyes may be opened. I do not ask You to give me more than You have given in Your Word, but I do ask for opened eyeswith which I may perceive what You have put there, otherwise the beauties of Your Word may be useless to me by reason of myblindness. This blessed Book teems with marvels-it is a world of wonders. It records many miracles, but every page of it isitself a miracle and a mass of miracles-yet we must have them revealed to us or we shall not discover them. Revelation, itself,must be revealed to every person individually by the Spirit of God, or else he will never see it.
19. I am a stranger in the earth: hide not Your commandments from me. Humane men deal kindly with exiles. God has commandedus to be generous to strangers and He will certainly be so Himself. Lord, because of Your love, I find myself like an exileamong the sons of men. But be not a stranger to me. What should I do, in this world, without You, and without Your Word? "Hidenot Your commandments from me."
20, 21. My soul breaks for the longing that it has unto Your judgments at all times. You have rebuked the proud that are cursed,which do err from Your commandments. God cannot stand the proud-it is very seldom that they can stand one another! And ifproud men loathe pride as they see it in others, you may rest assured that the good and great God will not endure it. Howsternly He rebuked it in the angels that kept not their first estate. How He rebuked it in Pharaoh! All through history itmay be seen how God has been continually abasing the proud and giving Grace to the humble.
22. Remove from me reproach and contempt; for I have kept Your testimonies. He had lived honestly and uprightly and yet menslandered him. Was there ever a man upon earth who was good and true, who was not slandered? God Himself was slandered inParadise by the old serpent-and the Lord Jesus was constantly being slandered by wicked men-so can any of us hope to escapethe envenomed tongue of the slanderer? Yet it is very painful and we may well pray to be delivered from it, especially ifwe can add, with the Psalmist, "for I have kept Your testimonies."
23. Princes also did sit and speak against me: but Your servant did meditate on Your statutes. Sometimes men can bear whatthe commonalty say, but to have the great ones of the earth speaking against them is thought by some to be very hard. ThePsalmist says, "Princes also did sit and speak against me." What did he do under such circumstances? Did he rise up in angerand answer them? Or did he sit down and consider how he could defend himself against them? Far from it-"Your servant did meditateon Your statutes." He seems to say, "I did not think it was worth my while to leave the Scriptures, even for a moment, soas to speak to them, but I went on studying Your Word and left them to say what they pleased." We shall be wise if we do likewise.
24. Your testimonies also are my delight and my counselors. While these princes were taking counsel against the Psalmist,he also went and took Counsel's advice against them! But that Counsel's advice was the advice of the Word of God. He stuckto the Scriptures! Little as he had of them, yet that little he greatly prized. The Pentateuch furnished him with five InspiredCounselors to whom he resorted in his time of need. Let us imitate his example, especially as we have the complete Canon ofrevelation to advise and counsel us!
25-28. My soul cleaves unto the dust: quicken You me according to Your word. I have declared my ways, and You heard me: teachme Your statutes. Make me to understand the way of Your precepts: so shall I talk of Your wondrous works. My soul melts forheaviness: strengthen You me according unto Your word. The Word of the Lord is available for quickening, teaching and strengthening.As Paul wrote to Timothy, "All Scripture is given by Inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, forcorrection, for instruction in righteousness; that the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."May that gracious Spirit, who Inspired it, always teach us its inner meaning!