Sermon 2671. A Sincere Summary-and a Searching Scrutiny
INTENDED FOR READING ON LORD'S-DAY, APRIL 22, 1900.
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON, ON LORD'S-DAY EVENING, OCTOBER 29, 1882.
"I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies: for all my ways are before You." Psalm 119:168.
"I have gone astray like a lost sheep; seek Your servant; for I do not forget Your commandments."
IF anyone says that these two texts contradict one another, I say that they do not. They form a paradox and they are bothtrue, and true of the same man, at the same time. I will read them to you again. "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies:for all my ways are before You." "I have gone astray like a lost sheep; seek Your servant; for I do not forget Your commandments."
I purpose to take our first text as a sincere summary of a godly man's life and our second text as a searching scrutiny, oras the result of a searching scrutiny, which looks below the surface, and then comes to a conclusion, not contradictory tothe former one, yet supplementary to it.
I. First, then, dear Friends, our first text is A SINCERE SUMMARY OF A GODLY MAN'S LIFE. Looking back, he can say of it ingeneral, "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies: for all my ways are before You."
First, let me say that it is necessary that we should have so lived that this shall be the summary of our life, for if wehave not so lived, what evidence have we that we have been born again-that we have passed from death unto life-that we havebeen delivered from the bondage of sin and brought into the way of holiness? If our life is not different from what it usedto be, how can we try to deceive ourselves with the idea that we are converted? If our lives are no better than the livesof unregenerate men, what reason can we have for believing that we are regenerate? After all, at the last we shall be judgedaccording to our works. "By their fruits you shall know them," is a test that still stands good and will stand good even tothe end. "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatever a man sows, that shall he also reap." And, in looking back, ifour life has been ungodly-if it has been wanton and unchaste-if it has not been characterized by sobriety, honesty, prayerfulness,consecration, what can we say of it? We shall have to judge ourselves to be still "out of the way" and to have need that weshould turn to God with full purpose of heart and seek what, evidently, we have not at present found. If the Grace which weare supposed to have received has not made us to differ both from our former self and from men of the world, then it is notthe true Grace of God.
Next, whenever a man can truly say, with the Psalmist, "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies," it is a fruit ofGrace. I t is not a product of the legal spirit. It is not a result of free will un-helped by God's Grace and love. Whereverthere is even a spark of holiness, it must have come from that great central fire which is in the heart of God. "Every goodgift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neithershadow of turning." There is not on earth a rare flower of loveliness and purity which is not an exotic-it is blooming ina clime to which it is a stranger. God has planted it with His own right hand.
So, then, he who can thus sum up his life has nothing of which to glory, for he has received from God everything of good thereis in it and, therefore, he gives all the glory of it to the Giver and takes none of it to himself. It is faith that worksby love, purifying the soul, and producing the devout and godly character-and faith never claims any honor for
itself, for it is, itself, the gift of God. Christ says much in praise of faith because faith says so much in praise of Christ!And faith is used, in the Covenant of Grace, as a means of blessing, because it excludes boasting and gives all the gloryto God, who works all that is good within us. So, you see, dear Friends, that there is nothing of legality in what I am sayingnow when I testify that a godly Christian, when he sums up his life, can say, "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies."
Next, this summary of life is excellent for its breadth. Notice how it is worded. It comprehends the precepts and the testimoniesof the Lord. That is, the practical and the doctrinal parts of true religion. There are some persons who appear to be veryscrupulous concerning the precepts and they are very anxious to keep them. So far, they do well. But as to the Doctrines ofGrace, they say, "We do not know much about them," and they appear to think that it is not at all necessary that they shouldknow about them. A very large part of God's Word, which teaches most precious Truth, they slur. They think that it does notmatter to them. Should they not believe according to the denomination in which they were born or brought up? They say thatthere is no particular necessity for them to be so diligent in searching and knowing the Word. The Psalmist thought not so,but he said to the Lord, "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies." I feel that I am as much bound to believerightas to actright and it is just as truly a sin to believe error, when I can learn the truth, as it is to commit iniquity. Weare responsible to God for the use we make of our understanding, as well as for the exercise of our affections. There is nothingin the Word of God to justify men in believing what they like, and anyone who neglects to search out the Truth of God commitsa sin of omission. He who holds an error which he might see to be an error if he looked in the mirror of God's Word, is guiltyof rebellion against the teaching of God. If we would live a life such as we can look back upon with pleasure, we ought totry to keep the testimonies as well as the precepts of the Lord.
I have met with some people who used to be more numerous than they are now, who were very strenuous about the Doctrines ofGrace. If anybody differed from their view of the Doctrines, they at once said that he was unsound. I should hardly like torepeat the hard things they used to say about such a person, but, certainly, to be sound in the Truth of God was the grandthing with them. And I do not condemn them for that, but I do blame them because, sometimes, practical preaching seemed irksometo them and the enforcement of the precepts of the Word made them wrathful-they could not endure it. You could tickle theirpalates and delight them with a good strong sermon on the Doctrines of Grace, but when you came to insist upon holy walking,they would turn upon their heels and say that the preacher was "legal."
Now, inasmuch as I before said that to neglect God's testimonies is an evil, so I add that to neglect the precepts is an equalevil. Be you, O man of God, as earnest to do the right as to believe the right and, on the other hand, as earnest to believethe right as to do the right! Your whole nature should be subject to God. He is to be your Teacher as well as your Law-Giver.Will you not sit at the feet of Jesus, like Mary did, to learn of Him, as well as rise up, like Martha did, to serve Him?If you will not, then you give to Him a lame and limping obedience. "The legs of the lame are not equal," and your obedienceis lame, since the legs of it are not equal. There is a long doctrine and a short obedience, or a long precept and a shortdoctrine. Be it not so with you, O man of God, if you would look back upon a well-ordered life! Happy shall that man be whocan say, "Ever since that glad day when I was brought as a penitent to my Master's feet, I have studiously endeavored to dowhat He has bid me do and I have just as earnestly shunned and turned away from everything which I have known to be sin. Ipraise the Lord that He has helped me to keep my garments unspotted from the world."
But if he would be a complete Christian, he must be able to add, I have also strived to believe all that is taught in theWord of God. I have not given myself up blindly to be led by priest or minister. I felt that God had given me a consciencefor which I was responsible, not to my fellow men, but to Him, so I have gone to the Law and to the Testimony, testing everythingby that Infallible standard. I have not sat down in idleness, taking things for granted because they were preached with brilliantoratory, but, like the Bereans, I have searched the Scriptures daily to see whether these things are so or not." Ah, Beloved,it will make a soft pillow for your head if, in the retrospect of life, you can say, "I have made the Law of God, in its teachingsand in its commands, to be the rule of my whole life." God grant that you may have that satisfaction at the last!
Further, dear Friends, this summary is excellent for its length, as well as for its breadth, for here the man of God says,"I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies." I do not know how long the Psalmist had kept them, but it seems to me naturalthat he should make this summary towards the end of his life. I pray that it may be so with us when
we come to die. I have known the gray-headed old man-how well I knew him, and how greatly I loved him, for I mean my venerablegrandfather-who, when he was dying, could say, "That which I preached when I first entered the pulpit I have preached to thelast. And for 58 years, to the best of my knowledge I have preached nothing but Jesus Christ and Him crucified. I have nothingto retract of the testimony which I have given, for what the Spirit of God taught me, that have I taught to others." And hecould equally have said at the last, "I have, as a father, trained my children in God's fear and they are all following inmy footsteps. I have, as a pastor, watched over my flock with sedulous care. I have set them an example which they can safelyfollow. And there is no man who can truthfully lay a charge against me, for in all uprightness and integrity have I walkedbefore God."
Mark you, this dear old man was a Calvinist-an out-and-out preacher of Free Grace who would not, for a moment, take the slightestcredit to himself for anything that he was, or had done! Yet he could not have said less than this unless he had pretendedto possess a modesty which was not true and mimicked a humility which was based on falsehood. In like manner, may we be kept,by the Grace of God, clear of all trusting in our works, but, at the same time, may we abound in good works to the Glory ofGod and, both in thought and in life, may we be clear in the sight of God! Oh, how I have envied that first Quaker, GeorgeFox, who, with all the eccentricities of his life, could honestly say on his deathbed, "I am clear, I am clear, I am clearof the blood of all men." This is the highest ambition that a minister's heart may indulge-that he should be able to say thatat the last-as other men of God have been able to do.
So, you see, this is a blessed summary as to length as well as breadth.
Above all things, it is excellent from its cause. Notice how the Psalmist says to the Lord, "I have kept Your precepts andYour testimonies." That is what the true man of God still says, "I followed the precept because it was God's precept. I didnot care whether a Church or a Council of any sort had set its stamp upon it. It was God's precept and that was enough forme. And I believed the Doctrine because it was His testimony. It might not be the testimony of any Reformer, or Confessor,but it was enough for me that it was God's testimony." That should be the reason for our conviction and also our action.
The Psalmist kept God's precepts and testimonies because all his ways were before God. He felt that God was watching him.He lived under the consciousness of God's Presence with him both by night and by day and, therefore, he dared not believeanything contrary to God's Truth, or act contrary to God's command. "You God see me" either held him in check or else impelledhim onward. This is the way for us, also, to live, dear Friends! I pray that you may live thus.
I think the Psalmist also meant, when he said that all his ways were before God, that they were under God's smile of approval.God not only observed, but He communed with and commended His servant. Another Psalmist, or perhaps the writer of these wordswhich form our text, said, "I will walk before the Lord in the land of the living." And Enoch might have said, "I have walkedwith God from day to day. Communion with Him has been my continual delight and all my ways have been before Him." The Bookof Psalms begins thus-"Blessed is the man that walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the way of sinners,nor sits in the seat of the scornful. But his delight is in the Law of the Lord; and in His Law does he meditate day and night."His ways are always before God and he has respect unto the Law of the Lord evermore.
Such a life as that, dear Friends, is excellent from its use. It is sure to be a life of happiness, even though it shouldbring on persecution. It is certain, also, to be a useful life. It is an example which your children and your children's childrenmay safely follow. It is an argument for the Gospel which the most skeptical cannot refute and it is a most blessed way ofpropagating that Gospel, for men are more often convinced by our actions than by our words. Seek after it, dear Friends, andlet your lives be such that you may close them with the words of my first text, "I have kept Your precepts and Your testimonies:for all my ways are before You."
II. Now let us pause a moment and observe that the Psalmist, after he had spoken thus, and spoken quite sincerely and truly,yet felt that he must close his long life's summary in another fashion. He then uttered our second text, which I called aSEARCHING SCRUTINY. "I have gone astray like a lost sheep; seek Your servant; for I do not forget Your commandments."
His life was perfect, after the manner of Scriptural perfection, but when it was carefully examined and scrutinized, it wasfound to be manifestly imperfect! Suppose you take a needle, one of the very best that has ever been made-any seamstress wouldbe glad to use it. She would never think of sending a packet of such needles back and saying that they were
not good. They are bright, untarnished, sharp, smooth-all that they should be-quite perfect needles. But just put one of themunder a microscope-I have done so-and then see what it is like! Why, now, it is a bar of steel-rough and ugly-looking, tendingtowards a point at one end, but certainly very blunt. That is just the difference between the microscopic examination andthe ordinary observation of our poor eyes. So, the life of a Believer may be like that of Job, "perfect and upright," butwhen it comes under the scrutiny of an eye that is illuminated by the Spirit of God and touched with the heavenly eye-salve,quite another verdict is given! And, tremblingly, with many tears, the confession is poured into the ear of God, "I have goneastray like a lost sheep"-followed by the petition-"Seek Your servant" and the renewed declaration, "for I do not forget Yourcommandments."
Here is, first, a confession of imperfection and of helplessness. I t really means a continual imperfection and helplessness,for the Hebrew verb relates not only to the past, but to the present. It might just as well be read, "I am still going astraylike a lost sheep." Indeed, it mustbe so read, for the Psalmist goes on to say, "Seek Your servant." He would not have offeredsuch a prayer if his confession had only related to something that was at an end. There is, here, not only imperfection andthe tendency to a continuous imperfection, but there is also an acknowledgment of helplessness! The Psalmist does not say,"I have gone astray like a lost sheep, but I can return when I please." No, he prays to the Lord, "Seek Your servant," asif the only help for him lay in the search which the great Shepherd would make and the consequent restoration which wouldcome by His gracious and powerful hand!
Let us just think for a little while and then I feel sure that we shall soon say that we must confess to God as the Psalmistdid. I mean that each one of those here present who have led godly lives will still have to say to the Lord, "I have goneastray like a lost sheep." Think first of God's precepts. Have we ever gone astray in heart from any one of them? Supposeyou never have departed from them in life-which is a very charitable supposition-have you ever in heartfelt the precepts tobe hard? Had you been really perfect, it would have been easy, it would have been natural for you to keep them. Have you notsometimes had to whip yourself up to a duty? The need of being whipped up to it proves that evil is still remaining withinyou. Then, have you ever forgotten a precept? Lives there a man who has carried out all the precepts of God without forgettingany one of them? I would like to see the Brother who has done so-but such a Brother I never expect to see.
I think that, with the most of us, it is thus. There is a certain duty and we try to do it with all our hearts, but, meanwhile,we forget another duty which is just as binding upon us as the first was. We look right on and so we overlook the duties thatlie on the right hand and on the left. The very intensity which makes us earnest about one thing often prevents our attendingto another thing which is equally important-and thus we present to God one duty stained with the blood of another! I haveknown a father, in aiming at being firm with his children, err by being too severe. But far oftener have I known others, intentupon being kind to their children, who have grown like Eli and have winked at their sin. That is but one instance among thousandsof the evil I am deploring. A man may say, "I shall rebuke So-and-So for his fault," but he does it too sharply and thereinhe errs. Or, afraid of being too severe, he says nothing and therein he errs. Did you ever, in all your life, do any one thingso well that it could not possibly have been done better? The difference between the good there was in what you did and thegood there might have been in it is just so much of deficiency-and sin is any lack of conformity to perfection. Whether youfall short of the mark or go over the line matters little. In either case, you have missed the perfection God demands. Ifyou do not reach His standard, you have not yet attained to perfect holiness and there is still something of sin to confess.
The precepts of the Lord are so broad that they touch the secret imagination of the heart. Is there a man living who neverhas an unclean desire? "I fought against it," says one. I know you did, but the very desire was sinful. Or, if it has notcome to a desire, was there never an impure imagination that crossed your mind? "Yes, it just flitted across my mind," yousay. Well, in proportion as you yielded to it, in that proportion it was a guilty thing. Yes-I must say it-if even a dreamhas had anything of sin in it, and you have been complacent over it, it detects the sin that is within you, for were you reallyperfect, even the very passing thought, though it were but as a bird of the air that flew above your head, would still, bycasting a shadow over your spirit, cause you vexation and sorrow. Keep that microscope close at hand and it need not havevery strong lenses-only look fairly into your own life, first, by the light of the Law of God, and, secondly, by the lightof your obligations to Christ who has redeemed you with His precious blood-and then I feel sure
that you will have to say, "I fall short even of my own ideal and I am persuaded that my ideal falls very far short of whatGod's ideal of perfection is."
Has it not often struck you, dear Friends, as a very amazing thing that good men-some of the best of men who have ever lived-havenevertheless been guilty of things which, at the present moment, we regard as heinous crimes? Mr. Whitefield had a strongobjection to slavery, but still it did not seem to him to be wrong to have a number of slaves at the orphan house at Savannah-andto speak of them as his goods and chattels. That was a matter about which the conscience of the good man was not then enlightened.We do ill if we condemn men too strongly for things about which no enlightenment has come to them, but are they not, themselves,guilty in the sight of God? Of course they are! There are men, nowadays, carrying on trades that are doing mischief and onlymischief to the populace, but they are not aware of the evil, their conscience is not enlightened about it.
To take another line of thought, suppose a man is worth many hundreds of thousands of pounds and all the while there are millionsof people abroad perishing for lack of the Gospel and, often, the great deficiency of the Missionary Societies is not in themen, but in the means to send out the preachers of the Gospel? Is that man right, before the living God, who says, "I am notmy own, for I am bought with a price, and all that I am and have belongs to Christ," and yet who nevertheless remains immenselyrich-rich beyond anything that he or his children after him can ever need? Yet, possibly, his conscience is not enlightenedabout that matter and it is no very great crime in his judgment-neither may you and I condemn him, for our own conscienceis probably quite as much in the dark upon something else. But whenever anybody, who is very rich, gets up and says, "I ama perfect man," I feel inclined to say what Christ said to the young man who thought that he was perfect, "Sell all that youhave." Somebody asks, perhaps, "Does Christ propose that test to every one of us?" No, certainly not, but to any of us whosay that we are perfect, that test may be applied. If you are such a perfect man, see if you can do as our Lord said-sellall that you have, and give the proceeds to the poor. I have known a man sing-
"Yet if I might make some reserve, And duty did not call, I love my God with zeal so great That I should give Him all"-
but, all the while, he has been trying to feel whether it was a three-penny piece or a four-penny piece that he was goingto give to the collection!
As I begin to think of these various things which I have mentioned-just casting, as it were, a little ray of light upon them,not the great Light of the eternal purity of God-I cannot understand how there can be any man, even though he has kept God'sprecepts and testimonies as far as he could, who, nevertheless, is not bound to say, "I have gone astray like a lost sheep."
But, further, suppose it to be possible that we have not gone astray from the precepts of the Lord, how about His testimonies?Is any man here prepared to say, "I feel that I have, in every respect, believed the Truths of God as they are revealed inGod's Word, and that I have never erred from them"? Do you believe all the Truths of God and all the Truths in their rightproportions and relations? And do you give due emphasis to each Truth at the right moment? Have you ever believed that whichafterwards you found to be incorrect and false? Possibly you have not willfully done this, but have you done it at all? Thinkof Augustine, that mighty master and teacher in the Church of God, sitting down in his old age and writing his, "Confessions."Alas, even he found that he had plenty of things to confess and to amend! And it must be so with us, too. The very man whocan say, "In the main, I have preached the same things all through my ministry," yet, nevertheless, adds, "I preached themas far as I knew them, but I did not know them at the first as I learned them afterwards. I did not know this Truth in relationto that Truth and I sometimes misrepresented God in my very zeal to give a correct statement-and I slew one Truth of God inmy defense of another." Ah, Friends, we are all so fallible! No, more than that, we do all so sadly failin one way or another,that we must meekly bow our head and each one, say, "I have gone astray like a lost sheep."
I am afraid that I might have put this matter much more strongly than I have ventured to lay it before you and still havebeen within the mark. But there I leave it, as I need to speak upon one more point.
In that prayer of the Psalmist, "Seek Your servant," I discern conscious faith in the Divine power. He seems to say, "Lord,I am as silly as a sheep, but if I were only a sheep, I could not pray. I am a servant, too-'Your servant.' It is my
joy, it is my glory to be Your servant. Now, Lord, because I am Your servant, seek me. Do not lose me, Lord! You have boughtme with Your blood. I am seeking You, Lord, so come and seek me. I want to be perfectly holy-come and help me. Forgive everysin of omission or of commission. Draw me away from every mistake. Draw me nearer and yet nearer to Yourself. 'Seek Your servant.'"Perhaps you are ill, or even dying-well, living or dying, this prayer may still suit you-"Seek me, Lord, 'seek Your servant.'"
Then, lastly, comes in that sweet reflection, "For I do not forget Your commandments." "I have a love for them, I have a longingfor them and I am sure that this never grew in my heart by nature. It is the gift of Your Grace and, because You have putit there, Lord, and You have begun to work in me, finish Your work, I pray You. Lord, You have made me long to be rid of everyfalse way, therefore, deliver me from it. You have made me wish to be transparent and sincere. You have made me hungry andthirsty to be like Yourself! Then will you not satisfy the craving You have, Yourself, imparted?-
"'The dearest idol Ihave known, Whatever that idol be, Help me to tear it from Your Throne, And worship only Thee.'
"If I hold an error, yet You know that I wish not to hold it. Show me that it is an error and I will have done with it atonce. And if I am acting in good faith in a wrong way, Lord, do You but let me see that it is wrong and, cost what it may,I will do the right and cease from the evil."
This is a blessed way in which to close our life, but there is a still more blessed way and that is, after all is said anddone, and after God's Grace has been praised for everything that is lovely and of good repute that it has worked in us, thento cast bad works and good works all away and just look to the Cross, and to the Cross alone, and see our life in Jesus' death,our healing in His wounds, our glory in His shame, our Heaven in His anguish! Look, saint! Look now! Sinner, you may do thesame. Where the saint's salvation is, there is yours, too. And if the graybeard, hoary with years of honor and of virtue,gathering up his feet in the bed, knows no better or brighter hope than that of being justified through the righteousnessof Christ and washed in His blood, it is a joy to know that the same hope is free to you guilty ones who have not kept theprecepts or the testimonies of God!
Turn to Christ on Calvary! Cast your eyes on Him who, like the bronze serpent, is lifted up that every sin-bitten one maylook unto Him and live! Oh, by His Grace, look to Him now and you shall live, for never a soul looked to Him and died whilelooking there!
God bless you, dear Friends, for Christ's sake! Amen.
HYMNS FROM "OUR OWN HYMN BOOK "-185, 232, 119 (SONG II), 538.
EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: ROMANS 7; 8:1-4.
Romans 7:1-3. Know you not, brethren, (for I speak to them that know the Law), how that the Law has dominion over a man as long as helives? For the woman which has an husband is bound by the law to her husband so long as he lives; but if the husband is dead,she is loosed from the law ofher husband. So then if, while her husband lives, she is married to another man, she shall becalled an adulteress, but if her husband is dead, she is free from that law; so that she is no adulteress, though she is marriedto another man. He merely states this as an illustration.
4. Therefore, my brethren, you also have become dead to the Law by the body of Christ; that you should be married to another,even to Him who is raised from the dead, that we should bring forth fruit unto God. While we were under the Law of God, wecould not come into the bonds of the New Covenant-the Covenant of Grace. But, through the death of Christ, we are dead tothe Law and, therefore, we are set free from the principle and Covenant of Law, and we have come under the Covenant of Grace.
5. For when we were in the flesh, the motions of sins, which were by the Law, did work in our members to bring forth fruitunto death. Sin is the transgression of the Law of God. Therefore, out of the Law, by reason of our corrup-
tion, springs sin. And, in our past lives, we did, indeed, find sin to be very fruitful. It grew very fast in our membersand it brought forth much "fruit unto death."
6. But now we are delivered from the Law, that being dead wherein we were held; that we should serve in newness of spirit,and not in the oldness of the letter No longer is the message to us, "This do and you shall live." No more are we slaves underbondage, but we have come into a new state-we are free, rejoicing in the glorious liberty of the children of God-and whatwe now do is done out of a spirit of love, not of fear. We are not seeking after holiness in order to be saved by it, neitherdo we seek to escape from sin because we are under any fear of being cast into Hell. We have another spirit altogether withinus.
7. What shall we say, then? Is the Law of God sin? God forbid/No, so far from being sin, the Law is the great detective ofsin, discovering it and letting us know what sin really is.
7, 8. No, Ihad not known sin, but by the Law: for Ihad not known lust, except the Law had said, You shall not covet But sin,taking occasion by the commandment, worked in me all manner of concupiscence. Or, "covetousness." The very fact that God saidto us, "Do it not," worked upon our nature so that we wanted to do it! And that which God commanded, which was a matter ofindifference to us while we were in ignorance of His will, became, by reason of the depravity of our hearts, a thing to beresisted just because He had enjoined it upon us. Ah, me, what wicked hearts are ours that fetch evil even out of good!
8, 9. For without the Law, sin was dead. For I was alive without the Law once: but when the commandment came, sin revived,and I died. ' 'I did not know how sinful I was until God's commandment came to me. Sin seemed to be dead within me and I thoughtmyself a righteous man. But when the Law of God came home to my heart and conscience, and I understood that even a sinfulthought would ruin me, that a hasty word had the essence of murder in it and that the utmost uncleanness might lurk underthe cover of what seemed a mere custom of my fellow men-when I found out all this, sin did, indeed, live, but I died so faras righteousness was concerned."
10-13. And the commandment, which was ordained to life, I found to be unto death. For sin, taking occasion by the commandment,deceived me and by it slew me. Therefore the Law is holy, and the commandment holy, and just, and good. Was then that whichis good made death unto me? God forbid.'' 'If I sinned the more when God's commandment was revealed to me. And if, by thelight of the Law, sin was made more apparent to me, and became so exceedingly sinful that it drove me to despair and so tocommit still worse sin, the fault was not in the Law, but in sin, and in me, the sinner."
13. 14. But sin, that it might appear sin, working death in me by that which is good; that sin by the commandment might becomeexceedingly sinful. For we know that the Law of God is spiritual. The Law of the Lord is a far higher thing than it seemsto be in the esteem of many people. Talk not of it as a mere "Decalogue." It has far-reaching hands and it affects the secretthoughts and purposes of men. Even their stray imaginations come under its supremacy. "The law is spiritual."
14. But I am carnal, sold under sin. "I am carnal." There is the source of all the mischief-a disobedient and rebellious subject,not an irksome Law! The Law is good enough, it is absolutely perfect, "but," says the Apostle, "I am carnal"-fleshly-"soldunder sin."
15. For that which I do, I allow not. The man himself does that which is evil, but his conscience revolts against it.
15. For what I would, that I do not; but what I hate, that I do. This is a strange contradiction-a man who has Grace enoughto will to do good and yet does it not! There are two men in the one man-the new nature struggling against the old nature.This must be a renewed man who talks in this fashion, or else he could not say that he hated sin! Yet there must be a partof him still imperfect, or else he would not do that which he hates.
16. If, then, I do that which I would not, I consent unto the Law that it is good. "If I do that against which my will andmy conscience rebel, so far, the better part of me acknowledges the goodness of the Law, though the baser part of me rebelsagainst it."
17. Now, then, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwells in me. The renewed man still stands out against sin. His heartis not wishful to sin, but that old nature within him will sin even to the end.
18. 19. For Iknow that in me (that is, in my flesh), dwells no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to performthat which is good I find not For the good that I would, I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do. Oh,
how often have men who have been struggling after holiness had to use these words of the Apostle! The more holy they are,the more they realize that there is still a something better beyond them, after which they struggle, but to which they cannotyet attain! So they cry still, "The good that we would, we do not: but the evil which we would not, that we do."
20. Now if I do what I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwells in me. The true man-the newborn man-is strugglingafter that which is right. The real, "I," the immortal, "ego," is still pressing forward like a ship beating up against windand tide, and striving to reach the harbor where it shall find perfect rest. Oh, what struggles, what contentions, what correctionsthere are within the men and women in whom the Grace of God is mightily working! Those who have but little Grace can takethings easily and swim with the current. But where Grace is mighty, sin will fight for the mastery, though it must ultimatelyyield, for there can never be any true peace until it is subdued.
21. I find then a Law that when I would do good, evil is present with me. Speaking for myself, I can say that, often, whenI am most earnest in prayer, stray thoughts will come into my mind to draw me off from the holy work of supplication. Andwhen I am most intently aiming at humility, then the shadow of pride falls upon me. Do not gracious men generally find itso? If their experience is like that of the Apostle Paul, or like that of many another child of God whose biography one delightsto read, it is so and it will always be so.
22-24. For I delight in the Law of God after the inwardman: but Isee another law in my members, warring against the law ofmymind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. O wretchedman that Iam! Who shall deliver mefrom the body of this death?These are birth-pangs, the throes and anguish of a regenerated spirit! The Christian man is fightinghis way to sure and certain victory so the more of this wretchedness that he feels, the better-if it is only caused by a consciousnessthat sin is still lurking within him-and that he longs to be rid of it.
25. I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the Law of God; but with the flesh thelaw of sin.
Romans 8:1. There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the SpiritSome people talk about "getting out of the 7th Chapter, into the Eighth." But who made this into an Eighth Chapter? Certainly,the Holy Spirit did not! There are no chapters in the Epistle as He inspired Paul to write it-the whole of it runs straighton without a break-"There is, therefore, now no condemnation"-while struggling, fighting, warring, contending-
2. For the Law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death. ' 'Has made me free"-thatis, the real, "I," of which he wrote a little while before-the true man, himself. "'The Law of the Spirit of life in ChristJesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.' I have broken its bonds, I am a free man. Contending against its usurpation,I have escaped from under its yoke and I shall yet tread sin under my feet, and God shall shortly bruise even Satan himselfunder my feet."
3. For what the Law couldnot do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending His own Son in the likeness of sinfulflesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh. That He has done most effectually!
4. That the righteousness ofthe Law might be fulfilledin us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit Oh, what ablessed thing it is to walk freely, "not after the flesh, but after the Spirit," even though, all the while, there is, withinthe soul this strife that the Apostle has been describing!