Sermon 313. Terrible Convictions and Gentle Drawings
Delivered on Sabbath Morning, May 6th, 1860, by the
REV. C.H. SPURGEON
At Exeter Hall, Strand.
"When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long. For day, and night thy hand was heavy uponme: my moisture is turned into the drought of summer."-Psalm 32:3-4.
DAVID HERE DESCRIBES a very common experience amongst convinced sinners. He was subjected to extreme terrors and pangs ofconscience. These terrors were continual; they scared him at night with visions, they terrified him all day with dark andgloomy forebodings. "Day and night thy hand was heavy upon me." His pain was so extreme, that when he resorted to prayer hecould scarcely utter an articulate word. There were groanings that could not be uttered within his spirit; and hence he callshis prayer roaring-a "roaring all the day long." Wherever he was, his spirit seemed to be always sighing, sending a full torrentof melancholy groans upwards towards God; a "roaring all the day long." So far did this groaning proceed, that at last hisbodily frame began to show evidences of it. He grew old, and that not merely in the lines of the countenance and the fallingin of the cheeks, but his very bones seemed as if they partook of the suffering. He became like an old man before his time.We have heard of some who through severe trouble have had their hair blanched in a single night. But here was a man who didnot show merely externally, but even internally, the heavy pressure of grief, on account of sin. His bones grew old, and thesap of his life, the animal spirits, were all dried up; his "moisture was turned into the drought of summer." So intimateis the connection between the body and the soul, that when the soul suffers extremely, the body must be called to endure itspart of grief. Verily in this ease it was but simple justice, for David had sinned with his body and with his soul too. Byfornication he had defiled his members; he had looked out from his eyes with lustful desires, and had committed iniquity withhis body, and now the frame which had become the instrument of unrighteousness, becomes a vehicle of punishment, and his bodybears its share of misery,-"my moisture is turned into the drought of summer." We gather from what David says in this Psalm,and indeed in all these seven penitential Psalms that his convictions on account of his sin with Bathsheba, and his subsequentmurder of Uriah, were of the deepest and most poignant character, and that the terrors he experienced were indescribable,filling his soul with horror and dismay.
Now, this morning, I propose to deal with this case, so common among those who are under conviction of sin. There are many,who, when the Lord is bringing them to himself, are alarmed by reason of the hardness of the stroke with which he smites them,and the sternness of the sentence which he pronounces against them. After having dealt very solemnly with that character,I shall then turn and spend a fear moments in trying to comfort another class of parsons, who, strange to say, are withoutcomfort, because they do not have these terrors, and are unhappy because they have never experienced this unhappiness. Strangeperversity of human nature, that when God sends the terrors we doubt, and when he withholds them we doubt none the less. MayGod the Spirit bless my discourse doubly to these two different conditions of men.
I. First, then, let me address myself with lovingkindness to those who are now THE SUBJECTS OF GOD'S REBUKE AND THE TERRORSOF GOD'S LAW.
To you would speak on this wise; first, detect the causes of your terror. In the second place tell you God's design in subjectingyou thereto, and then point you to the great remedy.
1. As for the causes of your terror they are many, and perhaps in your case the cause may be so peculiar that the wit of manmay not be able to discover it. Nevertheless, the remedy which I have to propound at the end, will most assuredly be adaptedto your case, for it is a remedy which reaches all diseases, and is a panacea for all ills. You tell me you are sore troubledby reason of conviction, and that your convictions of sin are attended by the most terrible and gloomy thoughts, I am notat a loss to tell you why it is. I shall this morning borrow my divisions from quaint old Thomas Fuller, whose book happenedto be thrown in my way this week by Providence, and as I cannot say better things than he said, I shall borrow much of hisdescription of the causes of the terrors of conviction.
First, those wounds must be deep which are given by so strong a hand as that of God. Remember, sinner, it is God that is dealingwith you; when you lay dead in your sins he looked on you, and now he has begun not only to look, but to smite; he is nowwounding you with the design of afterwards making you whole; he is killing you that he may afterwards make you spirituallyalive. You have now entered the lists with no other than the Almighty God; do you wonder, then, that when he smites, his blowsfell you to the ground? Are you astonished that when he wounds, his wounds are deep and hard to heal? Besides, remember itis an angry God that you have to deal with; one who has had patience with you in your sins these thirty, forty, or fifty years,and now he has come forth himself to compel you to throw down the weapons of your rebellion, and to take you captive by hisjustice, that he may afterwards set you free by his grace. Is it any marvel, then, that when an angry God-a God who has restrainedhis anger these many years-comes out in battle against you, you find it hard to resist him, and that his blows bruise youand break your bones, and make your spirit feel as if it must verily die, crushed beneath the mighty hand of a cruel one?Be not astonished at all your terrors; God on Sinai, when he came to give the law, was terrible; but God on Sinai, when hecomes to bring the law into the conscience, and to strike it home, must be more terrible far. When God did but stretch outhis hand with the two tables of stone, Moses did exceedingly fear and quake; but when he throws those tables of stone uponyou, and makes you feel the weight of that law which you have broken, it is but little marvel that your spirit is bruisedand mangled, and dashed into a thousand shivers.
Again, it is no wonder that you are sore troubled when you remember the place where God has wounded you. He has not woundedyou in your hand, or in your head, or in your foot; he is striking at your conscience-the eye of your soul; he wounds youin your heart-in your inmost soul. Every wound that God gives to the convicted man is a wound in the very heart-in the veryvitals; he cuts into the core of the liver, and makes his darts cut through the gall, and parches your inward parts with agony.It is not now a disease that has laid hold merely on your skin or flesh, but it is a something which makes the life-floodsboil with hot anguish. He has now shot his arrows into your inmost spirit, thrust his fingers into your eyes and put out theirlight. Oh! ye need not wonder that your pains are fearful, when God thus smites you on the tenderest part of a consciencewhich he has made tender by his grace. He may well smart that has salt rubbed into his wounds. You have been lashed with theten-thonged whip of the law till your heart is all bare and bleeding, and now God is scattering, as it were, the salt, andmaking all those wounds to tingle and smart. Oh! ye might wonder, if ye did not feel, when God is thus casting bitternessinto the fountain of your life.
Besides these, there is a third cause for this your pain, namely, that Satan is now busy upon you. He sees that God is woundingyou and he does not wish that those wounds shall heal; he therefore trusteth in his fangs, and teareth open the flesh, andtrieth if he cannot pour his poison into that very flesh which God has been wounding with the sword. "Now," saith he, "thatGod is against him will I be against him too. God is driving him to sadness; I will drive him farther still, and urge himto despair. God has brought him to the precipice, to the edge of his self-righteousness, and bidden him look down and seethe yawning gulf. Now," says Satan, "one push more, and over he will go." He has come forth, therefore, with all his strength,hoping that the hour of your conviction shall be also the hour of your condemnation. He will tempt you, perhaps, as he didJob, till you any, "My soul chooseth strangling rather than life." He will seek to bring you low, like Jeremiah, until youare ready to wish you had never been born, rather than that you should suffer like this. You can well understand, if a manhad been wounded, that it were hard work for the most skillful surgeon to heal him if some vile wretch should tear away theliniments and rend open the wounds as fast as they began to close. Oh! pray against Satan! Cry aloud to your God to deliveryou from this fiend, for he is the cause of much of your distress; and if you were rid of him, it may be that your wound wouldsoon heal, and you would find peace. But, remember, the remedy that I shall have to propound to you is a remedy against devils.It is the fiend's confusion as well as sin's destruction. Let them come against you as they may. The remedy I shall have topropound can heal the wounds of Satan, and the tearings of his tangs, as well as those sorrows of soul which God has broughtupon you.
You may discover a yet further reason why you are so sore wounded, when you consider the terrible nature of that weapon withwhich God has wounded you. He had not made a little gash with some slender instrument, but if I understand your case aright,he has brought against you the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. Its Word condemns you; its threatenings strikeyou like barbed arrows. You turn to the law as it is here revealed, and it is altogether on a smoke against you. You turnto the promises, and even they wound you, because you feel you have no right to them. You look at the most precious passages,but they do not assuage your grief, but the rather increase it, because you cannot realize them and lay hold upon them foryourself. Now, this is God using his Word against you, and you know what a weapon that is,-"the sword of the Spirit, whichis quick and powerful, piercing to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intentsof the heart." They are cut deep that are wounded by the Word of God. If it were my words which had brought you into thisfear, you might soon get rid of it; but these are God's words. Were it a father's curse, it might be hard to give you comfort;but it is God's curse that hath gone out against you-the curse of the God who made you. He himself bath told you that thesinner shall not stand in his sight, and that he hateth the workers of iniquity. He has himself brought home to your consciencesome of those awful passages:-"God is angry with the wicked every day;" "He will by no means clear the guilty;" "Our God isa consuming fire;" "The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God." With such weapons as these;with red-hot shot fired against you with all the power of the Spirit, it remains no longer a wonder that your soul shouldbe sharply racked, and your very bones should wax old through your roaring all the day long.
Furthermore, there is another cause for this deep disease of conviction, namely, the foolishness of the patient. Physicianswill tell you that they can heal one man vastly more quickly than another, even though the disease be precisely the came,and the same remedies be used; for there are some men who help the physician by the quietude of them spirits by the ease andresignation of their minds, their heart is and this gives "health to the navel, and marrow to the bones." But other men arefretful, disturbed, vexed, anxious, questioning this and questioning that; and then the remedies themselves cease to havetheir proper effect. It is even so with you; you are a foolish patient; you will not do that which would cure you, but youdo that which aggravates your woe; you know that if you would cast yourselves upon Christ Jesus you would have peace of conscienceat once; but instead of that, you are meddling with doctrines too high for you, trying to pry into mysteries which the angelshave not known, and so you turn your dizzy brain, and thus help to make your heart yet more singularly sad. You know thatyou are trying still to work out a righteousness of your own, and this is making your wounds stinking and corrupt. You know,too, that you are looking more to your faith than you are to the object of your faith; you are looking more to what you feelthan to what Christ felt; you spend more time in looking at your convictions than you do at Christ's vicarious sacrifice uponthe cross. You are a foolish patient; you are doing that which aggravates your complaint. Oh that you were but wiser, andthese terrors and these pangs might the sooner be over; you would not tarry so long in the prison if you would but use themeans of escape, instead of seeking to dash your head against its strong walls,-walls that will not move with all your ravings,but which will only break, and bruise, and wound you the more. You seek to file your fetters, and you rivet them; you seekto unbind them yourself, and you thrust them the deeper into your flesh; you grasp the hammer, and here is the fetter aboutyour wrist; you think to snap it, but you send the iron through the flesh, and make it bleed; you make yourself worse by allyour attempts to make yourself better, so that much of your sorrowful conviction is due to your own absurdity, your own ignoranceand folly.
And, once more, I must give you another reason. There is no wonder that you are under great and terrible pain when under conviction,for it is a disease in which nothing can ever help you but that one remedy. All the joys of nature will never give you relief.I have heard of some vain man who once wore the gown of a clergyman, who was "visited by a poor creature under distress ofmind, in the days of Whitfield;" he said to the penitent, "You have been among the Methodists." "I know I have," said he."Then don't go among those fellows; they have made you mad." "But what am I to do to get rid of the distress of mind I nowfeel?" "Attend the theater," said he; "go off to balls; take to gaming and the like; and in that way you will soon dissipateyour woe." But as he that poureth vinegar upon nitre, so is he that singeth songs to a sad heart; it is taking away a man'sgarment to make him warm; it is heaping snow upon his head to dissolve the frostbite, sending him back to draff and dung thathe may stay his hunger therewith, thrusting him into the kennel that he may get rid of the stench that offends his nostrils.Nay, but if these be the true woundings of God, sinful pleasures will make you worse instead of better; and even the usualcomforts of life will lose all power to console you. The words of the tenderest wife, the most loving husband, the merciesof Providence, the blessings of home,-all these will be of no avail to you to cure this disease. There is one remedy for it;but none of these will so much as touch it. Quaint old Fuller uses language to this effect, when Adam had sinned, he becamesuddenly plunged in misery; the birds sang as sweetly, the flowers bloomed as brightly, and the air was as balmy, and Edenquite as blissful; but Adam was in misery; he had unparadised paradise. God had not said a word against him, and yet he wentand hid himself under the trees of the garden to find a shelter there. There was nothing in the whole garden that could giveAdam a moment's delight, because he was under a sense of sin. And so will it be with you. If you could be put in paradise,you would not be the happier. Now that God has convinced you of sin, there is only one cure for you, and that one cure youmust have; for you may ramble the world round and you will never find another. You may try your best with all the pleasuresand mercies of this life, but you would be in torment, even though you could be taken to heaven, unless this one remedy shouldappease your aching heart.
2. I have thus, I think, given you sufficient reasons for the great poignancy of your grief; but now, secondly, what are God'sdesigns in thus plunging you deeply in the mire? He does not deal so with all his people; some he brings in a very gentleway to himself. Why, then, does he deal thus hardly with you? The answers to this question are these: there are some questionsbest unanswered; there are some dealings of God about which we have no right to ask a question. If he draws you to heaven,though it were through hell itself, you ought to be content. So long as you are but saved, however fearful the process, youought not to murmur. But I may give you some reasons after all.
In the first place, it is because you were such a stony-hearted sinner,-so dead, so careless,-that nothing else ever wouldhave awakened you but this trumpet. It would have been of no use to bring out the gospel with its dulcet notes; it would havebeen of little service for David to play on his harp before you. You needed to be aroused, and therefore it is that God hashurled his thunderbolts at you one after another, and has been pleased to make heaven and earth shake before you that youmight be made to tremble. You were so desperately set on mischief, so stolid, so indifferent, that if saved, God must saveyou in such a way, or else not at all.
And then again, the Lord knows that there is that in your heart which would take you back to your old sins, and so he is makingthem bitter to you; he is burning you, that you may be like the burnt child that dreads the fire; he is letting you see thedisease in its full climax, that you may from henceforth avoid the company in which that disease was found; he has taughtyou the full evil of your heart, the full obnoxiousness of sin, in order that from this day forth you may become a more carefulwalker, and may the more zealously hate every false way.
Besides, it may possibly happen that he designs this out of love to your soul, to make you the more happy afterwards. He isfilling your mouth with wormwood, and breaking your teeth with gravel-stone, that you may have a richer appreciation of theluscious flavour of the will of pardon when he pours it into your heart. It is making you feed on ashes-the serpent's meat-thatwhen you come to eat children's meat-the bread of heaven-your joy may be multiplied sevenfold. I am one of those poor soulswho for five years led a life of misery, and was almost driven to distraction; but I can heartily say, that one day of pardonedsin was a sufficient recompense for the whole five years of conviction. I have to bless God for every terror that ever searedme by night, and for every foreboding that alarmed me by day. It has made me happier ever since; for now, if there be a troubleweighing upon my soul, I thank God it is not such a trouble as that which bowed me to the very earth, and made me creep likea very beast upon the ground by reason of heavy distress and affliction. I know I never can again suffer what I have suffered;I never can, except I be sent to hell, know more of agony than I have known; and now, that ease, that joy and peace in believing,that "no condemnation" which belongs to me as a child of God, is made doubly sweet and inexpressibly precious, by the recollectionof my past days of sorrow and grief. Blessed be thou, O God, for ever, who by those black days, like a dreary wind hath madethese summer days all the fairer and the sweeter! The shore is never so welcome as when you mount it with the foot of a shipwreckedmariner just escaped from the sea; food never so sweet as when you sit at the table after days of hunger; water never so refreshingas when you arrive at the end of a parched desert, and have known what it is to thirst.
And yet one other reason let me give you, and I need not keep you longer on this point. Possibly, God is bringing you thus,my dear friends, because he means to make great use of you. We are all God's weapons against the enemy. All his saints areused as instruments in the Holy War; but there are some whom God uses in the thickest part of the battle. They are his swordswhom he wields in his hand, and strikes innumerable blows with them. These he anneals again, and again, and again. He is annealingyou. He is making you meet to be a mighty one in his Israel by-and-bye. Oh! how sweetly you will able to talk to others likeyourself, when you once get comfort; and oh! how much you will love him when he once puts away your sin! Will you not? Oh!I think I see you the first day after your sins are forgiven. Why you will be wanting to preach: I should not wonder if youwill be going out into the streets, or hurrying to your old companions, and saying to them, "My sins are washed away." Whythere will be nothing too hard for you. The Lord gets his best soldiers out of the highlands of affliction. These are Highlandersthat carry everything before them. They know the rivers of sin, they know the glens of grief, and now their sins are all washedaway, they know the heights of self-consecration, and of pure devotion; they can do all things through Christ, who strengtheneththem, the Christ who has forgiven them.
Do you not think I have just driven the nail home here? Do you not feel in your spirit, that if Jesus would forgive you, youwould do everything for him? Oh! I know if I should give out that hymn-
"Then loudest of the crowd I'll sing,
While heaven's resounding mansions ring
With shouts of sovereign grace."
you would say, "Ah, that I will; if ever he forgives such a wretch as I am, and takes such a poor worm as me to his bosom,nothing shall be too hard for me. I will give him all in this life, and I will give and eternity of praise in the life tocome."
3. But now I am impatient to come to the word of comfort which I have for you upon the great remedy. Sinners distressed onaccount of sin, and bowed with terror down, there is a way of salvation for thee, a way open and accessible,-accessible now.Thou mayest now have all thy griefs assuaged, and all thy sorrows may flee away. Hear thou then the remedy, and hear it asfrom the lip of God, and take care that thou availest thyself of it now, for the longer thou tarriest, the harder will itbe to avail thyself of it. "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved." Dost understand me? Trust Christ andyou are saved; trust him now and all your sins are gone; there is not one left. Past, present, and to come, all gone. "AmI to feel nothing?" No, not as a preparation for Christ; trust Jesus and thou art saved. "Are there no good works requiredof me?" None, none; good works shall follow afterwards. The remedy is a simple one; not a compound mixture of thy things andChrist; it is just this-the blood of Jesus Christ. There is Jesus on his cross. His hands are bleeding; his heart is bursting;his limbs are tortured; the powers of his soul are full of agony. Those sufferings were offered to God in the place of oursufferings, and "Whosoever believeth in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." Believe on him now. "But I may not,"says one. Thou mayest, nay, not only thou mayest, but thou art condemned if thou dost not believe him now. "I cannot," saithone. Canst not believe thy Lord? Is he a liar? Canst thou not believe his power to save? The Son of God in agony, and yetno power to save!! "I cannot think he shed his blood for me," saith such an one. Thou art commanded to trust him. Thou shaltread thy title clear in him afterwards. Thy business now is simply with him, not with thine interest in him. That shall beknown afterwards. Trust him now and thou art saved. Faith is not believing that Christ died for me. If Christ died for everyman, then every Arminian, saved or unsaved, hath the true faith: for he believes Christ died for every man. We as Calvinists,do not believe this, but we believe faith consists in trusting Christ, and whosoever trusts Christ shall know as the effectof that trust, that Jesus died for him, and he is saved. Trust Jesus now; just as thou art, fall flat on thy face before him.Away with that last dirty rag of thine-that last good work; away with that last filthiness-that last good thought; thy goodthought, and thy good works are rags and filthiness. Come just as thou art; naked, lost, ruined, helpless, poor. If thou artso bad that I cannot describe thee, and thou canst not describe thyself, yet come. Mercy's free, mercy's free. I am neverafraid of preaching grace too free, or a Christ too willing to save. You do want a Mediator to come to God with, but you wantnone to come to Christ with. You do need some preparation if you are going to the Father; you want none if you are comingto the Son. Come as you are; and God himself must be untrue, his throne must have foundations apart from righteousness, Christmust be false, and this Bible a lie, before one soul that trusts Jesus can ever perish. There is the remedy, by the powerof the Holy Spirit; avail thyself of it. Now God help thee and thou art fully saved.
II. I shall now want your patient attention for another five or ten minutes, while I take upon myself what was a double duty,because I was afraid to shout the last part of the sermon the first part might do hurt. In the last part of the sermon I haveto deal with some WHO HAVE NEVER FELT THESE TERRORS AT ALL, AND WHO STRANGE TO SAY IT, WISH THEY HAD FELT THEM.
I suppose I may have conversed now with somewhere verging upon two thousand souls who have been brought to know the Lord undermy instrumentality, and I have very often noticed that a considerable proportion of these, and of the best members of ourChurch too, were brought to know the Lord not by legal terrors, but by gentler means. Sitting one day last week, I saw sometwenty-three, and I should think that there might be as many as twelve out of the twenty-three whose convictions of sin werenot distinctly marked with the terrors of the law. An excellent young woman comes before me-"What was the first thought thatset you really seeking the Savior?" "Sir, it was Christ's lovely character that first made me long to be his disciple. I sawhow kind, how good, how disinterested, how self-sacrificing he was, and that made me feel how different I was to what he was.I thought Oh! I am not like Jesus!' and that sent me up to my chamber, and I began to pray! I often have cases like this-Ipreach a terrible sermon upon the law, and I find sinners get comfort under it; I preach another sermon upon Election, andI find poor sinners get awakened under it. God blesses the Word in the very opposite manner to which I thought it would beblessed, and he brings very, very many, to know their state by nature by things which we should have thought would ratherhave comforted than alarmed them. "The first religious impression I ever had," said another, "that set me seeking the Savior,was this; a young companion of mine fell into sin, and I knew that I was likely to do the same if I was not kept by some onestronger than myself; I therefore sought the Lord, not on account of past sin at first, but because I was afraid of some greatfuture sin. God visited me, and I then felt conviction of sin and was brought to Christ." Singularly enough too I have metwith at least a score of persons who found Christ and then mourned their sins more afterwards than they did before. Theirconvictions have been more terrible after they have known their interest in Christ than they were at first. They have seenthe evil after they have escaped from it; they had been-plucked out of the miry clay, and their feet set on a rock, and thenafterwards they have seen more fully the depth of that horrible pit out of which they have been snatched, So that it is nottrue that all who are saved suffer these convictions and terrors. There are a considerable number who are drawn by the cordsof love and the bands of a man. There are some who, like Lydia, have their hearts opened not by the crowbar of conviction,but by the pick-lock of divine grace. Sweetly drawn, almost silently enchanted by the loveliness of Jesus, they say, "Drawme, and I will run after thee."
And now you ask me the question-"Why has God brought me to himself in this gentle manner? "Again I say-there are some questionsbetter unanswered than answered. God knows best the reason why he does not give you these terrors; leave that question withhim. But I may tell you an anecdote. There was a man once who had never felt these terrors and he thought within himself-"Inever can believe I am a Christian unless I do." so he prayed to God that he might feel them, and he did feel them, and whatdo you think is his testimony? He says, "Never, never do that, for the result was fearful in the extreme." If he had but knownwhat he was asking for, he would not have asked for anything so foolish. I knew a Christian man once who prayed for trouble.He was afraid he was not a Christian, because he had no trouble; but when the trouble came, he soon discovered how foolishhe was to be asking for a thing which God in mercy had kept back from him. O be not foolish enough to sigh for misery. ThankGod that you go to heaven along the walls of salvation; bless the Master that he does not call you in the cloudy and darkday, but brings you gently to himself; and be content, I pray you, to be called by the music of the voice of love.
May it not happen that Jesus Christ has thus brought you for another reason? He knew that you were very weak, and your mindwas very frail, and if you had felt these terrors you might have gone mad; and you might have been in a lunatic asylum nowinstead, if you had passed through them. It is true his grace could have kept you, but God always tempers the willed to theshorn lamb, and he will not treat the weak ones as he does the strong ones.
And I think again, it may be that if God had given you these feelings you would have grown self-righteous. You would havetrusted in them, so he has not given you them. You have not got them to build on, thank God for that, for now you must buildon Christ. You say-"If I had felt these things, I think I should have been saved." Yes, then you would have trusted in yourfeelings; the Lord knew that, and therefore he has not given you them. He has given you nothing at all, therefore you mustnow rest on Christ and nowhere else but there. Oh! do so now.
It may be, again, that he has kept you there because he means to make you needful-useful to some who like yourself have comegradually to him, for you can say to them when you find them in distress, "Why Jesus Christ brought me gently, and thereforebe of good cheer, he is bringing you too." I always like to see in my church some of all sorts. Now there is a brother I couldpoint out this morning who has never known in his life, and I think never will know, about the plague of his own heart, tosuch an extent as some of us have learnt. He has never gone through fire and through water, but on the contrary is a loving-heartedspirit; a man who spends and is spent in his Master's service, he knows more of the heights of communion than some of us.For my part-though I do not want to change places with anybody-I think I could trust my Master if I had his experience, aswell as I can trust him with my own. For what has experience to do with it after all? We do not rest on experiences, and frames,and doings;
"Our hopes are fixed on nothing less
Than Jesus blood and righteousness."
Now to you then, in conclusion, I preach the same remedy. Poor soul, thou longest to be troubled; ay! but I'd rather havethee long to get relief. Jesus Christ hangs on the cross, and if thou wilt trust him, thou shalt be saved. Just as thou art,as I said to my other friend just now-Just as thou art, take Christ as he is. Now, never think about getting ready for Christ;he does not want anything of yours. You need not trim and dress yourselves to come to Christ. Even your frames and feelingsare not the wedding garment. Come naked. "But sir, I am so careless."-come careless, then. "But I am so hardhearted."-comehard-hearted, then. "But I am so thoughtless."-come thoughtless, then, and trust Christ now. If you trust him, you will nottrust a deceiver. You will not have put your soul into the hand of one who will let it fall and perish. ' Believe on the LordJesus Christ and thou shalt be saved," whether convicted by terror or by love, for "He that believeth and is baptized shallbe saved; he that believeth not" feel what he may, and be in terror though he may, "shall be damned."