Sermon 3552. The Soul's Desertion

(No. 3552)

A SERMON PUBLISHED ON THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 22, 1917.

DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,

AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.

"My beloved had withdrawn himself, and was gone." Solomon's Song 5:6.

The happiest condition of a Christian out of Heaven is to live in the conscious enjoyment of the Presence of the Lord Jesus.When the love of Christ is shed abroad in the heart by the Holy Spirit, the Believer need not envy an angel his harp of gold!It matters not what may be his outward trial, the Holy Spirit is able to make the heart live above all surrounding circumstances,so that we can have summer in the midst of winter and pluck our ripest fruits when there are neither leaves nor fruits uponthe tree. But the Christian is unhappy-unhappy to the utmost degree-whenever he loses the sense of the Presence of his Lord.Then the pillars of his house are made to tremble, his fresh springs are dried up, the sun is hid from his eyes and the skyis so dark overhead that he walks, rather wanders, about a world which cannot render to his soul any substantial comfort.Were he a worldling, he could live upon the world, but having been taught by Divine Grace to aspire after something noblerand better, the loss is exceedingly grievous to his spirit. I question whether the most of Christians do not sometimes losethe enjoyment of the Lord's company. I question yet further whether there are not very many professors who live contentedlyunder that loss-nor can I account for this, except on the supposition that they can have known but little of that Presencein their best estate. Otherwise, they must be in a most sickly and slumbering condition of soul, gradually becoming worseand worse-or else they never could bear to have things as they are with them. It seems to me that a real Believer in a soundstate of health no sooner loses the Presence of his Lord than he begins to cry for Him. Where has Christ gone? Why have Ilost sight of Him? The sounds of His footsteps still linger in the ear. The Believer wakens and starts, and asks himself,"How is this? Where has my Beloved gone? What is it that has chased Him from me? I cannot live if He leaves me, therefore,let me speedily seek Him and never rest until once more I am restored to full communion with Him." Let me, then, talk a littlewith such Believers as have lost, for awhile, the comfortable Presence of their Lord. The first question shall be-

I. WHY WAS THE BELOVED GONE?

According to the text, He was gone. Read the preceding verses, or perhaps you have them upon your memories. The spouse hadbeen asleep. This was the beginning of the mischief. "I sleep, but my heart wakes." If we begin to fall asleep, we must notwonder if we miss the quickening and comforting influences of our Lord's Presence. Jesus Christ did not put us in His Churchthat we might sleep away our time on earth. Do not fancy that such an active spirit as that which burned and blazed in ourSavior's flesh can be content to hold communion with lazy sluggards who toss upon their bed and say, "Yet a little more sleepand a little more folding of the arms to slumber." It is the active Christian who keeps pace with Christ! Christ is a quickwalker-if you crawl along the path of duty, He will soon leave you behind-until you begin to enquire, "Where is He gone,"and quicken your pace to overtake Him. Are there any here who have missed Christ's Presence, and who may trace it to the factthat they have been drowsy in prayer of late, heavy in all the exercises of study and duty, and, in fact, altogether sleepy?Have they been without care for the conversion of others, having scarcely any concern, even, about their own children? Arethey, perhaps, indifferent to the welfare of Christ's Church, feeding little upon the Word and resorting but little to theassemblies of the saints? Marvel not if the Beloved withdraws Himself when His spouse does nothing but nod and sleep, insteadof keeping company with Him in active service!

After the spouse had fallen asleep, her Beloved came and knocked at the door, saying, "Open to me, my sister, my love, mydove, my undefiled, for my head is filled with dew, and my locks with the drops of the night." Yet she refused to open thedoor to him. Surely this is another sin which drives Christ away-when admonished for falling into a drowsy state, not to regardit. Depend upon it, there is extreme peril to a soul that does not accept the warning. Awful as it is to sin when unwarned,it is still more horrible to persevere in sin in the teeth of rebuke and after gentle, loving expostulations. What? Did conscienceprick me and will I not be scrupulous? After having seen my fault and smarted for it, do I still persist in it? Have I beenlukewarm and indifferent? Does the Holy Spirit visit me, remonstrate with me, and make me feel that I am gradually backslidingand little by little declining? Have I vowed and resolved that I would seek spiritual recovery and am I still as dull, careless,and unconcerned as ever? This argues ill and argues ill for my soul! The Beloved will not put up with these rebuffs forever.Out of love to us, He will hide His face. If we grieve Him, He will go. If we walk frowardly towards Him, He will soon walkfrowardly towards us. These are God-provoking sins! It is a defying of His Spirit when you thus spurn His gentle admonitions!

Note, further, that the spouse, when her Beloved knocked at the door, made idle excusesthat she had taken off her cloak andher sandals, and could not put them on. She was taking her rest upon her couch and could not bring herself to come to thedoor to let him in. Ah, how often self-indulgence lies at the bottom of the sin that drives Christ away! A Believer cannotlet his lower nature get the uppermost and yet find that he is walking agreeably to the Lord's mind. Your spiritual natureought to keep your mental nature under control-and your mental nature ought to keep your bodily or animal nature entirelyin check. A man who is a thinker and a philosopher will scorn to let the mere passions govern him, but a true Christian, havinga yet higher spirit within him than the mere mind, having that new living Seed within himself which comes from God, and leadshim to God, should not and must not allow his baser nature to reign supreme! If we indulge the flesh, depend upon it, Christwill not be with us! He does not come to dwell with swine, but with men-but not with men of the earth, earthy, except in orderto renew them and make them like Himself, who is the Second Man, the Lord from Heaven-to make them heavenly. If your conversationis to be with Christ, your conversation must be in Heaven! If you would enjoy the sunlight, you must not bow your face downto the earth. If you seek to be enriched in the things of God, you must not be forever groping among the dark pits and bogs,and morasses of earth. Oh, Soul, are you indulging yourself and taking things easy? Carnal security is one of your worst enemies!Do I hear any man say, "It is enough, my Soul-you have much spiritual goods laid up for many years-take your ease"? Do youthink that there is no need for you to watch? Do you think you have become so experienced that there is no occasion for youto be much in prayer, for a word with you is as an hour with some? Do you imagine that there is no cause for you to be continuallystriving against your besetting sin because you have got such complete mastery over these infirmities? Oh, when we talk so,we betray the darkness in which we are living, the self-deception we are fostering, the corruption we are degenerating intoand the desertion we are provoking! Such backsliding as this will soon make Jesus hide His face from us!

Beloved, the simple reason of Christ's conscious absence from our souls is, in most cases, sin. I say in most cases, for sometimesChrist may hide Himself in absolute Sovereignty, but I am always jealous lest we should charge God foolishly. You are so aptto put too many saddles on that stalking horse! There are such multitudes of professors who would even excuse their sins uponthe plea of a Divine Sovereignty which exposed them to temptation, that I scarcely like to mention it. I believe that Goddoes not afflict willingly or arbitrarily the children of men. Neither does Christ hide His face from His people for nothing-butyour sins have separated between you and your God. He chastises us, not as silly parents may do, out of mere spleen or caprice,or to please themselves, as the Apostle seemed to think some fathers did in his day, for he says, "They verily chastened usafter their own pleasure." But when God chastens us, it is for our profit. Our good is His aim and His end in using the rodof correction. He makes us smart for the sin which seemed sweet. He nauseates our palate with the bitter fruits of disobedience,that we may afterwards relish the peaceable fruits of righteousness!

Now, Beloved, in each individual case, the hiding of the Lord's face may be occasioned by a different sin. It is very probablethat my Lord thinks that to be a high sin in me which He would take little notice of in you. It is equally possible that Hemay think that to be peculiarly offensive in you which He would not visit in my case with stripes, for according to our constitution,our office, our experience, our light and our several circumstances, our transgressions may be estimated. You are not provoked,perhaps, by a good deal of noise from one of your children, but half that noise from another of your children would exceedinglyvex you. Because the one happens to be of a quick, impetuous temperament, you set it down to natural disposition, but theother, being of gentler habit and quieter mood, you upbraid him for his excitement, as if it were of evil prepense and intendedto aggravate and annoy! So you may have a confidential servant in your family, from whom you may reasonably expect more care,thoughtfulness and circumspection than you look for in any of the other servants. The more trust you repose, the more scrupulousnessyou require. Let us, then, each one according to his position, seek Grace to walk uprightly, carefully, tenderly. It has beenwell said that what an ordinary subject might do or say, one of the Cabinet Council must not even think. The favorite of kingshas a dangerous path to walk- and though it is a blessed privilege to be the favorite of Heaven, it involves a very solemnresponsibility. "You only have I known of all the inhabitants of the earth; therefore, I will punish you for your iniquities."You can see defilement on a white slab which you would not have noticed on the common soil-and so there are sins which spoilthe character of saints that would hardly be observed in ordinary society. The Presence of Christ can only be preserved withincessant watchfulness and inviolate fidelity. The sacred Dove is soon disturbed. The Beloved is soon awakened and made tostir. Hence it should be our cry, "I charge you by the roes and by the hinds of the field, that you stir not up, nor awakemy love until he please." Having thus considered the cause why the Beloved is gone, let us enquire- II. WHAT ENSUES UPON THEWITHDRAWAL OF HIS PRESENCE?

Great mistakes have been made upon this subject. Some have supposed that Believers suddenly cease to be followers of Christ,go back into the world, apostatize and perish! But the Lord does not desert His people after this fashion. He has not castaway His people whom He did foreknow, and He never will! Has He put His hand to the work of their salvation? He will not permanentlyturn away from them! When he turns away, it is always with a gracious motive-hence the consequences, though often very sad-arenotfatal. The withdrawal of His conscious Presence is not intended to slay us, though it brings us very low and would leaveus a prey to destruction were it not that He stays His hand in time, and gives Grace to keep the soul alive under His desertion!

As soon as Christ is gone, there is a suspension of those influences that once made the Christian happy and strong. The HolySpirit no longer comforts the soul. The Word does not enliven or invigorate. The sweetest sermons fail to cheer the heart.Even the promises of God's Holy Book are like lanterns without candles-they bring no light. When Christ hides His face froma disciple, his spirits flag and he feels a general depression. He cannot pray as it was his habit to do- he cannot preachas he once did. The holy duties to which he tenaciously clings become rather a burden than a pleasure. Instead of those delightfulwalks he had alone when his soul went up to God in quiet meditation, he finds his thoughts all dissipated, scattered hereand there. Nor can he by any means concentrate-far less can he make his thoughts soar and mount towards Christ. He goes tohis Bible-not as often as he did, nor yet so solemnly as he did-but the Book does not speak to him. God answers him neitherby Urim nor by Thummim, nor by open voice. And now he does not seem to have the illuminations of God's Spirit. He does notdive into the meaning of the Word as once he did. Providence, again, seems dark. The secret of the Lord does not appear tobe with him as it formerly was. He has no enjoyment. The soul follows after God after a fashion, but, alas, he has to cry,"Why are you cast down, O my Soul, and why are you disquieted within me?" Thus Divine Influences are, for a while suspended.

Then it follows that he loses much of his assurance. He used to know he was a Christian. Now he begins to sing, "'Tis a pointI long to know." So he has to furbish up his old evidences and eat some of the stale food that he used to care little forwhen he used to live upon a daily portion from the King, even a portion from the King's table. He sits down in the ashes andis glad to sit there. Sometimes he mourns because he cannot mourn, and frets because he cannot fret. While he sees his sin,he is afraid he has not a true feeling of it. Though he still looks to the Cross of Christ and to the precious blood of Atonement,he does not seem to have the power of looking that he once had, nor to derive that comfort from casting himself upon the finishedwork which before he did when Jesus Christ was manifestly with Him.

But perhaps it will aid you in realizing the dark features of this desertion if I use a little simile. You see full oftena house that is left by its former tenant and is shut up. Jesus Christ never altogether leaves a heart of which He has oncetaken possession. There is one room in a Believer's soul which the Holy Spirit never quits. Where He comes, He comes to abideand to abide forever! Still, that room is so secret that while He resides there, the whole house may look as if it was deserted.Compare that empty house with a cheerful home. What a contrast between its previous and present condition! Why, the joy hasgone from it/The blinds are drawn down-or, perhaps, the windows stare at you in their desolation. The house looks unfurnished.It is no longer an ornament to the street. Its decorations have vanished since its inhabitants have fled. The house is there,with all its capacities, but the home, with all its vivacities, is lacking. The life and the loveliness have gone from it!And so a child of God soon loses all his joy and comfort when the Tenant of his soul is withdrawn. No sparkling of the eyes,no singing of the great hallelujahs, no sounding of the cymbals, even the high-sounding cymbals. He will be glad enough toget a note out of the harp, now! He cannot get up to those glorious songs which once made his spirit keep tune with the angelsbecause the joys of Heaven had come down to earth!

Then the house, being empty, is sure to get into a state of filth. There is nobody to clean the dust-all sorts of spidersand foul things get into the corners and crannies-and the longer the house is shut up, the more these creatures multiply.Down in the cellar there is a little vegetation-long yellow stalks and roots trying to live-left there by some old inhabitant.But there is nothing fair, nor beautiful. All is uncomfortable. So it gets to be in our hearts! All sorts of evils springup. Evils we little suspected, which would have been kept in check by the Presence of Christ, begin to multiply and increaseupon us, and the little good that is in us seems to be an unhealthy sprout bringing forth nothing unto perfection!

Then a house with nobody in it decays. How the metal rusts! How the paint gets stained! How the wood begins to rot! How thewhole thing has a damp kind of smell! It is all going to ruin. Why, 10 years of habitation would not do so much mischief asthese 12 months of shutting up. When Jesus Christ is gone, everything is amiss-love nearly expires, hope scarcely glimmers,faith is well-nigh paralyzed, no Grace is in lively exercise! Without the life of God in the soul, there is a total collapseand a chill strikes right through the spirit. Has the house been long empty? The boys outside are pretty sure to mark it fortheir sport, and to break the windows. In fact, it stands exposed to all sorts of outward damage. So, too, with malice andmischief, the devil will come upon a man when he knows that he has lost the light of God's Countenance. What a horrible oldcoward he is! When the child of God is rejoicing in the company of Christ, he has not often to encounter Satan. The accuserof the Brothers and Sisters well knows how to time his tactics and his temptations! But when he sees that the Lord has departed,then Satan takes courage and attacks the child of God to his serious damage and hurt! I heard the other day of a good countryplowman who told a story of victory over temptation in his own simple style. He was a man who feared God above his neighborsand seemed to live above the world in spiritual things. A minister asked him if he did not get tempted and worried sometimesby Satan. "Yes," he said, "I have known much about being tempted by Satan in my time. Why, Sir, 10 years ago I was threshingin this barn, here, and the devil came upon me with a strong temptation. It plagued and worried me so, that I could not getrid of it-till at length I put down my flail and got away into a corner, just beyond the wheat there-and I wrestled with Godagainst Satan until I gained such a victory that I came back to my place rejoicing! Many a time since that," said the oldman, "he has lurked about my path, but I never stop to parley. I repeat the promise by which I found a way of escape thatday in this barn, and I feel myself made strong by the remembrance of that victory." Yes, and just so when we can remembersome of those occasions when we seemed to overcome temptation by private communion with God, then we get strong, but-

"Let the Lord be once withdrawn

And we attempt the work alone,

When new temptations spring and rise-

We find how great our weakness is." Like Samson, when his hair was lost, we think we shall defeat Satan as at other times,but we-

"Shake our limbs with vain surprise,

Make feeble fight and lose our eyes." When houses have been long left without tenants and look deserted, they get up a rumorthat they are haunted. And I am sure that when a heart has been left by Christ and there have been no comfortable enjoymentsof His Presence, our souls do get haunted with strange, mysterious doubts and fears, vexations and forebodings which you cannotgrapple with-horrors that do not take any shape, troubles that ought not to be distressing, alarms that are made up of shadows-dangersthat have not any real existence! Oh, that Christ were there! As phantoms would all vanish in the sunlight, so would all thesedreary doubts and dismal dilemmas be chased away if Christ returned! Oh, that our poor empty house could once more have itsgates flung wide open and that the King would come to dwell in His own palace and make it all bright and lustrous with HisPresence! Master, see how sick we are without You! Come, blessed Physician! Jesus, see what wretched beings we are if Youwithdraw! Come, our Beloved, come to us! Let the sad effects of Your departure quicken Your footsteps and bring You over themountains of division to the longing spirits of Your fainting children! Passing on, let us enquire-

III. WHAT COMFORT IS THERE FOR A SOUL WHEN THE BELOVED HAS WITHDRAWN HIMSELF AND

IS GONE?

Let me reply, there is no comfort at all that will be of any service to you unless you get Him back. Ah, but if a wife lovesher husband, and he is gone, we may quote the old song-

"There is nae luck about the house When thegudeman'sawa'."

The dear man, the joy of her heart, being gone, she could not make anything go well. And so, where the loving heart has lostits Beloved, its best Beloved, there seems to be no joy anywhere! Nothing can make up to a regenerate soul for the loss ofthe society of her Lord. And yet some considerations may help to stay us while we are seeking for it. Though He is gone, Heis still our Beloved. Though we cannot see Him, yet we love Him! And if we cannot enjoy Him, we thirst after Him! And thatis some consolation, though it is a poor consolation, to think it has not quite lost all its life, for it has got life enoughto smart, life enough to be in pain and life enough to feel itself in exile until Christ's return! I think, too, there issome comfort in this-that though He is gone, He is gone out of love. Was it in a tiff of anger? Yet it was rather a rebukeof our sins than a rejection of our persons. Christ withdraws because He wants to bring us to our senses and to draw us moreclosely to Himself. He knows that if we were to have enjoyments and yet walk in sin, this would be highly dangerous and, therefore,these enjoyments must be withheld till the heart is broken and the soul abhors itself in dust and ashes!

It is some comfort also, that though He is gone, He is not gone out of earshot. Jesus Christ can still hear the cry of Hispeople. No, He is not gone beyond the reach of His eyesight. He is looking upon His poor deserted one to see what the effectof His hiding Himself is.

And there is this to be said, that He is not so far gone but that at any moment He can return, and His return can at oncemake our souls like the chariots of Aminnadib! He can rise upon our darkness and that in the next instant if so it pleasedHim. He is gone, but He is not altogether gone. He has not taken His love from us, nor shall His loving kindness utterly fail.Still on His hands He bears the marks of His passion for our salvation. Still on His breastplate glitter the jewels that bearour names. He cannot forget us, though He hides Himself! He may be asleep, but it is in the same vessel with us-and near thehelm. He may appear to have utterly deserted us, but, "can a woman forget her sucking child that she should not have compassionon the son of her womb?" Yes, they may forget, but Christ shall never forget His saints! But now, lastly-

IV. WHAT IS OUR DUTY IN SUCH A PLIGHT?

If he is gone, what then? I answer-our duty is to repent of that which has driven Him away. We must institute a search atonce! Bunyan describes the citizens of Mansoul as searching for the cause why Immanuel had withdrawn Himself, and they tookMaster Carnal-Security and burned his house, and hanged him on a gallows on the site where the house stood, for it was throughfeasting with him that the Prince was angered, and His subjects lost His Presence. Search yourselves if you are not as happyas you were-if you are not living as near Heaven-Gate as you were, search yourselves.

And having done so, and found out the evil, ask for Divine Grace to be purged of it. Oh, you will fall into that evil, again,if you trust to your own strength! But in reliance upon the Holy Spirit's power, you can overcome it-you can put your footupon the neck of this evil and so destroy it that it shall not molest you again!

And then, Beloved, let me earnestly entreat you-and I am speaking more to myself, perhaps, than I am to any of you-to stirup your whole soul to recover lost ground. Be ashamed that there is any lost ground to recover. Oh, it is easier to lose Christthan it is to find Him after we have lost Him. It is easier to go straight on in the strength of Grace than it is to haveto go back to find your roll which you have lost under the settle in the Harbor of Ease, and then, after going back, to haveto go over the same ground again! When you have got the wings of an eagle, what blessed work it is to soar and to pass overlong tracks of country! But when the eagle wing is gone and you have to limp painfully along, like David, with broken bones,it is hard work. But, Beloved, if you have slipped at all, ask for Grace to recover now! For my own part, I feel I have solittle Grace that I have none to lose. As to falling back-oh, what should we be if we fell at all back, for we are back enoughnow! We are nowhere at all in comparison with the saints of God in the olden times. We are but beginners and babes, but where,where, where shall we be if we are to go still farther back? No, no, Sovereign Grace, prevent so dreadful a catastrophe! Pressforward!

And, Brothers and Sisters, will it not be a great thing and a right thing for us to endeavor to set apart much time for specialprayer that we may have lost Grace restored Should we not set ourselves to this one thing-that we must get back, by the simplicityof faith, to the foot of the Cross? And by the earnestness of love, unto the bosom of the Master once more-and that we willnot be satisfied with preaching, and praying, and going to places of worship, or with ordinances, or with anything-until weget Christ back again? Oh, my Soul, I charge you be content with nothing till you get your Lord again! Say, with the goodhousewife I spoke of just now, whose husband was away from home, "Yes, this room shall be decorated, and every part of thehouse shall be cleansed, but, ah, the joy of my heart will be to see him return! And until he comes, the house cannot be cheerfuland joyous." It is so with our souls. We must have the King back, and back soon! And when He does come back, we must holdHim fast and not let Him go. Charge your souls to be more careful in the future, lest you again provoke Him to jealousy.

Alas, for those who never knew my Lord! Oh, may they seek Him early and find Him speedily! If it is sad to lose His Presencefor awhile, what must it be to live and die without Christ? Oh, that is a black word for anyone to have written on his brow,"Without Christ." If you are in that condition, dear Hearer, may Divine Grace bring you to Christ, and Christ to you, thatyou may enjoy the fellowship of His love! Amen.

EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: SONG OF SOLOMON 2:1-7; 3:1-5.

SONG OF SOLOMON 2.

Verses 1, 2. I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.Itis the nature of love to make the thing beloved like itself. If Christ is a lily, He makes His people lilies, too. CertainlyHe is the lily of the valley, and before long His Church is able to say, "As the lily among the thorns, so am I," while forthe present, Jesus says it. She is among the thorns, thorns that hurt and vex her. The people of God are still in the tentsof Kedar, still among the wicked, having their ears vexed with their filthy conversation. But the lily is all the more beautifulon account of the thorns that make the background-and so your piety may be all the more resplendent because of the evil menamong whom you sojourn.

3. As the apple tree among the trees of the woods, so is my beloved among the sons. The citron tree towered aloft in the midstof the forest and it was covered with its golden apples. Such is Jesus Christ, the most lovely of all objects, and thoughthere are some that pretend to contend with Him, yet to the Believer, rivals are left in the distance-no-they are altogetherforgotten! "As the apple tree among the trees of the woods, the most distinguished and the most lovely, so is my beloved amongthe sons." How do you know?

3. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. I know his loveliness, for I havefelt it, and I not only have comfort without, but I have food within.

4, 5. He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love. Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples:for I am sick of love. A strange thing is this love of Christ, for, as Erskine puts it-

"When well, it makes me sick; When sick, it makes me well."

There is no infirmity which this love of Christ cannot care, no conflicting passion which it cannot remove and, on the otherhand, a great amount of this love shed abroad in the heart will often prostrate the Christian with excess of delight, tillhe is ready to cry out, with good Mr. Welsh, the Scotch pastor, "Hold, Lord! Hold! It is enough! Remember I am but an earthenvessel and if I have too much of Glory, I shall not live." I am afraid we shall not often have to say this, yet there aretimes when the Believer's joy knows no bounds and his hallowed delight in his God is so excessive that he needs to have somesupernatural support to enable him to endure the delight which his Father gives him!

6. His left hand is under my head, and his right hand does embrace me. The hand with which He smites His enemies cannot smiteme, for it is under my head, my sweet support. And His right hand, the hand with which He blesses, the hand of His power andHis Glory, does embrace each one of His people.

7. I charge you, Oyou daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that you stir not up, nor awakemy love, till he please. The next passage we shall read is at the commencement of the Third Chapter, and presents quite adifferent scene. Perhaps you will scarcely think it is the same person that writes it, but, oh, we are very variable! Seenow how that sunshine has just gilded that side of the house and, in another minute-see-it melts away and has gone again!Just so is it with our experience. We rejoice for a few moments, but soon the clouds hang heavy over us and we scarcely knowwhat and where we are! The Spouse has now altered, but her Husband never does alter, for the Lord, the King, abides stillthe same, and herein is our joy.

SONG OF SOLOMON 3.

Verses 1-3. By night on my bed I sought him whom my soul loves: I sought him, but I found him not. I will rise now, andgoabout the city in the streets, andin the broad ways I willseek him whom my soulloves: Isought him but I found him not. Thewatchmen that go about the city found me: to whom I said, Saw you him whom my soul loves?The same question over and over again-onlythat one thought, "Where is He?" Ministers were nothing. Streets of ordinances were nothing. What the soul needed was to finda personal Christ, and to have personal fellowship with Him.

4. It was but a little that Ipassed from them, but I found him whom my soulloves; Iheld him and wouldnot let him go. Jacob'swrestling is succeeded by Jacob's vows.

4. UntilIhad brought him into my mother's house, andinto the chamber ofher that conceivedme. Fellowship that is sweet to memust be sweet to others of my Brothers and Sisters, therefore will I bring Him to the Church, and tell to all the assembledpeople how sweet, how delightful He is to my soul!

5. I charge you, O you daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that you stir not up, nor awakemy love, till he please.