Sermon 3420. Could He Not? Ah! But He Would Not
A SERMON PUBLISHED ON THURSDAY, AUGUST 20, 1914.
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"And some of them saaid-Could not this Man, who opened the eyes of the blind, have caused that even this man should not havedied?" John 11:37.
HERE was very good reasoning. Jesus Christ had opened the eyes of the blind-could He not, therefore, have healed Lazarus ofthe disease which proved fatal? Of course He could! He who can avert one evil can avert another. It could have been no moredifficult for Christ to have turned aside the fever, or whatever it may have been which afflicted Lazarus, than to have openedthe eyes of a man who was born blind. The first was impossible, but that achieved, no difficulties remained. "Impossible"is a word which does not fall into language when you have to deal with Christ and, therefore, when He has once proved, bya miracle, that He is truly the Christ, then it is clear that, ever afterwards, nothing is difficult or impossible for Him.
The same Truth of God, in another shape, holds good, namely, that when Christ has conferred one blessing, He can also conferanother. He is not as we are, who, with one gift, have exhausted our stock and who can only bestow good wishes afterwardsbecause we have no more means. But Jesus Christ is just as full of power as if He had never exerted that power. And aftera thousand miracles, He is just as willing and as able to bestow further favors! One evil averted is a good argument thatanother can be-one good received is a good argument that another may be received from the same Divine hand!
Stop a minute, therefore, and encourage your hearts with such reasoning as this. "The Lord that delivered you out of six troubles,can He not also deliver you out of the seventh? The Lord, who has been with you these 40 years in the wilderness, shall Heleave you in this 45th or 50th year? He that has brought you thus far and bestowed upon you early tokens of His faithfulness,is it a hard thing for you to believe that He will continue to do the same? You have been preserved out of many dangers-whynot out of another? You have been provided in necessities-why not be provided for again? You have been raised up when mostare cast down-why not raised up again? You have found a way out of the very depths, when the pains of Hell got hold upon youand the snares of the devil surrounded you-why can there not be a way found for another rescue?" The Lord that has done, cando, and is doing! That He has done so in the past is a guarantee that He will do so in the present and in the future! He hasalready made an investment-if I may so speak-of His love and of His Grace and of His faithfulness upon you and He will notlose what He has already spent, but He will carry on the good work to perfection, till He shall bring you to Himself in everlastingGlory! Comfort yourself, then, Christian, with this blessed remembrance of your past experience and rest assured that thisMan, who opened your eyes when you were blind, can keep your life from spiritual death! Yes, and were you dead, yet shouldyou live by His strength, for He is able to do exceeding abundantly above what you ask, or even think!
The same encouragement may be suggested to any here who are anxious about their souls. The salvation of anyone ought to bean encouragement to any other. If God has saved one sinner, why not another? If the precious blood of Jesus has made one drunksober, why not another? And if among the white-robed hosts there are some who had defiled their garments with the fouleststains, why should not I yet be there by the same blood-washing and the same mercy of my gracious God? He that opened theeyes of one blind man can open the eyes of all blind men if so it pleases Him-and He that gives perfect pardon and acceptanceto one, can give to another the same, wherever He chooses to bestow them! Let no man despair! There are examples of greatsinners saved on purpose to encourage others to trust in Christ. I care not how aggravated your sins may have been, I am quitesure they have been already paralleled in some other cases-in some other cases, too, where salvation has ultimately come!You are not beyond the Divine range. You have not sinned yourself yet into Hell. Mercy yet can reach you! The blood can yetcleanse you! The Divine bosom can yet receive you and even the Heaven of God can yet find room for you, though you are thechief of sinners! This is good argument, we say-this which was used by Jesus. What has been done can be done. If Christ doesone form of good, He can do another. If He opens the eyes of the blind man, He can cause that the sick shall not die!
But now, after that encouragement, there comes up a great difficulty. It is certain that if Christ had willed it, Lazarusneed not have died. Then Mary need not have sat still in the house weeping. Then Martha need not have said, with sorrow andwith a broken heart, "Lord, if You had been here, my brother had not died." There was no need that Lazarus should suffer allthat pain, all that languishing and pass through the gates of the grave-no absolute need for it! Christ could, if He had chosen,have prevented that man from dying and, what is more, if Christ willed it, He could prevent all your troubles and all mine.If He chose, none of His people need ever have so much as a headache, or a pin's prick of the finger! They need not, one ofthem, ever be poor, or have any losses or any crosses. They need, none of them, ever be tempted, for He could chain up thedevil. They need, none of them die, for He could take them up to Heaven, like Elijah, or translate them, like Enoch. It standsproof positive, if He could open the eyes of the blind, He could, if He would, prevent any of His people from sickness, fromdeath and from all other ills! It were possible for Christ, if He so willed it, to avert all our sufferings and all our lossesfrom us. Then why does He not do it? ' 'Behold how He loved him!" said the Jews, and yet the next thing they said was, "Well,but if He opened the eyes of the blind, could He not, if He had willed it, have prevented this man's dying?" Yet He did notdo it-and Lazarus died."
Now, I am quite sure, Brothers and Sisters, if you had a dear one at home that was sick, and I came in to see you, and I could,with a word, raise your sick friend, I dare not go out of your room without doing it! You would feel very grieved with meif I did. You would think it very unkind and, moreover, I am sure I could not find it in my heart not to do it. Speak a word?Why, I would speak any number of words, if I could raise your sick ones from being sick, and keep them from dying! You wouldthink me very unkind if I did not, and so these Jews could not comprehend it. They said of Christ that He burst into tearsat the thought of Lazarus being dead! They said, as they saw Him in that genuine burst of sacred passion, "Behold how He lovedhim!" And they could not comprehend it, that with a power which could open the eyes of the blind, and which must be sufficientto prevent the death of Lazarus, yet He did not prevent it, but the loving Christ allowed His friend, Lazarus, to sleep tillhe was laid four days in the grave and His body began to stink with corruption!
Brothers and Sisters, we are now about to look the question in the face-and what shall we say about it? The first thing weshall say about it is this, that-
I. IT IS NOT ALWAYS RIGHT FOR US TO MAKE ENQUIRIES AS TO THE LOVE AND THE WISDOM OF OUR LORD.
It may seem a very strange thing to us that He does not prevent the afflictions which are so grievous, and that He does notgive us some of those mercies which we think would make us so comfortable. But we have no right to ask questions. A servantmust not be always asking his master, "Why do you do this?" Or, "Why do you do that?" And the scholar is not expected to understandall the doings of the professor at whose feet he sits. A master-builder would soon discharge the carpenter on the work whoshould always be saying, "Why should that piece of timber be of that shape," or, "Why must those stones be placed in sucha position?" The architect is supposed to know the plan, not the Irish laborer! It is enough for the architect to know, withoutevery small body on the work understanding everything that is to be done. We are not, therefore, to be always asking questions.There is another spirit that ought to rule us, rather than the spirit of captious criticism. A man goes and takes stones,and he puts some of them into the earth, deep down. Some of them He places higher up, one upon another. Some he daubs withmortar, some he places where they cannot be seen and some he polishes and puts into the corners. Are the stones to say tothe builder, "Why do you place me here?" Or, "Why do you place me there?" The potter takes his lumps of clay and puts themon his knees-and one vessel is made to dishonor and another is made a graceful form to honor-but shall the thing formed sayto him who formed it, "Why do you make me thus?" It is not for the thing that is created to begin to question its Creator,for then the Creator might well reply, "Who are you and where were you when I made the Heaven and the earth? When I balancedthe clouds and laid the foundations of the earth? Declare now, if you can answer Me!" That wonderful sermon from the mouthof God Himself, at the close of the book of Job rolls like crashes of thunder over our heads and makes us cower down consciousof our insignificance! And when we dare to lift up our heads once more, we find upon our lips words like those which camefrom the mouth of Job, "I have heard of You by the hearing of ear, but now my eye sees You. Therefore I abhor myself and repentin dust and ashes." For you and for me to think to understand God is as though some tiny insect, whose whole life was comprehendedin an hour, should expect to understand the marches of the heavens and to comprehend the revolutions of the spheres! The childby your side, taking up a shell full of water, has no idea of what the sea is, and you, when you look at God's ways, see nomore of God's ways than that little shell full, as it were, compared with the sea! Stand still and see that He is God! LetHim be exalted in the earth! Yes, let Him be exalted in the heavens! He gives no account of His matters. He does as He willsin the armies of Heaven and among the inhabitants of this lower earth. Ah, Lord, it is better for us to lie passive in Yourhands than to be attempting to sit upon Your Throne, holding the balance and judging Your work! What if He does not make merich, but lets me pine in poverty? What if He does not heal me, but allows me to linger out a life of sorrow? What if He doesnot bless my undertaking, but He permits heavy trials to overcome me? I will not ask Him why! "I was dumb with silence. Iopened not my mouth because You did it"-that is the spirit in which we may look at this question. One thing more I want youto remember, and that is this-
II. THAT WHATEVER GOD MAY DO OR MAY NOT DO WITH US, IT IS ALWAYS THE CHRISTIAN'S WISDOM TO STAND TO THIS-THAT CHRIST IS ALWAYSLOVE.
The Jews said, "Behold how He loved him!" They could see that by His tears, though He let him die. Now, there were good reasons,though the Jews might not see the reasons and, Brothers and Sisters, there are good reasons why God withholds that right handof His which is so full of bounty and why at other times He does stretch it out-and good reasons why He lifts that left handof His which is so heavy to smite, and brings it down upon you, the chosen child of His heart! But do not think that Christcan be otherwise than kind? If you have trusted in Him, never believe that He can hate or forget you. Never think that Hecan suspend His affection towards you. No, never once will He deal with you according to any other rule than that of love-neveronce! The dispensation may be very dark, but judge not by appearances. Your conscience may be very guilty, but He is greaterthan your guilt. Your heart may condemn you, yet can He absolve you and His love is not measured by even your consciousnessof His Presence. He has forgiven you and He will not visit you in wrath for sin! No, though Satan tells you that repeatedstrokes must argue an angry God, he is the father of lies from the beginning-believe not that which he suggests! It cannotbe possible that God is unkind! The camels are destroyed, the oxen are stolen, the children have perished, the body is coveredwith sore boils, but, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him," says the triumphant Patriarch. "Shall we receive goodfrom the hand of the Lord and shall we not receive evil? The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away, and blessed be the nameof the Lord." Be then as Job was and as David was when, being about to describe the uneasiness of his mind on account of theaffliction of the righteous, and the prosperity of the wicked, he began the Psalm by saying, "Truly God is good to Israel,"as if he started with that and nothing could ever drive him from it! Though the wicked prospered and the righteous were chastenedevery morning, yet God was good to His own Covenant people in the most supreme and emphatic sense! But now let us come tothis question, again, for it still looks difficult. If faith makes no enquiries and resignation shall be content, still-
III. THERE IS DIFFICULTY.
Let us see now. If Christ had prevented Lazarus's death, what would have happened?He might have done, if He had liked, but,in the first place, Christ would not have been glorified by raising Lazarus from the dead. If Lazarus does not die, he cannotbe raised, and that manifestation of miraculous power could not be evinced. You will let Lazarus die, then-you all agree tothat-that Christ may have an opportunity of raising him again. See, then, if you do not have a trouble-and Christ can preventit if He wills-but if you are not brought into trouble, you cannot have the deliverance, Christ cannot put out His hand oflove to save you, if there is nothing to save you from! Oh, then, be quite content to bear trouble, in order that your blessedLord Jesus may make Himself illustrious as He comes to you in the very nick of time and delivers you out of the depth of yourdistress!
In the next place, if Lazarus had not died, Lazarus himself would not have been so honored. Everybody said afterwards, "Thatis Lazarus whom Christ raised from the dead." He was a marked man and I am sure if you were Lazarus, you would say, "Ah, well,it is worthwhile to die to be raised again to have the honor of such a favor." Now, Beloved, if you are not tried and troubled,you cannot become one of the experienced saints! It cannot be said of you by your Brothers and Sisters, "That man has passedthrough six troubles and through seven, and yet the Lord's faithfulness has been proved in them all." You will miss greatpleasure if you miss great affliction! Depend upon it, you will be more a loser by missing trouble than you have ever imagined!
In the next place, Mary and Martha would not have had such a sweet lesson from Christ. Their poor eyes were red, I doubt notwith their four days' weeping, and the previous days' watching and nursing. But then, oh what joy they had when they saw theirdear brother restored again! Such a meeting did make amends for all the grief of parting! And though they had heard the LordJesus talk about the resurrection and the life, they heard that dear powerful voice cry, "Lazarus, come forth." Why, it wasfor their education, their spiritual profit and benefit that the Lord allows Lazarus to die! He might have prevented it, butthey were such gainers by the affliction that it proved His love that He did not deny them the benefit of the trial!
Mark, again, if Lazarus had not died, then those few would not have been converted because they saw Lazarus rise from thedead-and it is said, "Therefore, many of the Jews believed on Him." Well they might! It was a wonderful sermon to see a deadman come forth bound in his grave clothes! But how could he have thus come forth if he had not died? It was for the benefitof those spectators that the trial was allowed to come. Oh, you do not know, some of you, how many precious souls may havetheir destiny-speaking after the manner of men-wrapped up in your affliction! There is a necessity, for the good of others,that through your testimony others may believe-that you should be brought into the very depths and made to be sad, that afterwardsGod may interpose for your rescue!
Yet again, the result of the resurrection of Lazarus was that our Lord rode in triumph through the streets of Jerusalem. Thereseems to me to be a connection between these two things. If you read the next Chapter, you find our Lord taken in triumphthrough the streets, with palm branches and great shouts. And probably that which moved the multitude to do it, the immediatecause, was this marvelous miracle which Christ had worked. Oh, Beloved, Christ often gets great triumph among the rolls ofmen from the deep trials of His people, out of which He does rescue them and shall not you and I be well content that He shouldstand back and hide His face and even seem to be an enemy to us, if, out of all this, His glory shall spring? If He shallget hosannas and shouting, and the waving of palm branches-and if men on earth and angels in Heaven shall do Him extraordinaryhomage because of the work He works in us-oh, shall we not be content that our choicest joys shall wither and our best comfortsfor a while shall die?
In the case of Lazarus, you can all see that though he need not have died-in one respect Christ could have kept him alive-yetit was a great proof of love on Christ's part that Lazarus did die. Now, I believe that everything else that has happenedin the world, if we had light enough to see it, would turn out to be the same. I know it is a difficult question, sometimes,to make out why God permits certain evils. When people say, as the Negro did, "Well, now, God is greater than de devil, whydon't He kill de devil?" I am sure I cannot answer the question, but I am very well persuaded that if, on the whole, it wouldbe the best thing to do, to kill the devil, He would do it! And it is, after all, in a most mysterious way, the best thingfor His people, and the most glorious thing for Himself, that the devil should be permitted. The Fall-what a mysterious thingthat is! It might have been prevented. I cannot hold any limit to the Omnipotence of God-if He had willed it, there need nothave been a Fall. Then why did He permit it? I reply to that in the same spirit. I do not know, and I do not want to know-butI think I can see such a display of Divine Mercy, and Love and Grace, and every other attribute, in the redemption of ourLord Jesus Christ, that the Fall, terrible thing as it was, seems to be a grand platform on which the Glory of God could bedisplayed!
When the Lord brought His people out of Egypt, they might have gone right straight to Canaan. Why did He not take them thereat once? Why did He make them go round by the Red Sea and come to that difficult place? Why-why did He not, indeed? They wouldnot have had half the fears, nor half the terrors. No, but then remember, there would not have been so many Egyptians drowned.And there would not have been such grand shouts, nor such sweet clashing of Miriam's cymbals, nor such beating of timbrels,nor such dancing of nimble feet. And they would not have said, "Sing unto the Lord, for He has triumphed gloriously; the horseand his rider, He has cast into the sea!" All the difficulty only led to a greater triumph! God was glorified! His enemieswere put to confusion and His people's memories were stored with thoughts of the mighty works of God which might stimulatetheir faith as long as the world should stand. It is best as it is. God orders all things right, after all, and though Hemight prevent this, and does not, and He might give us that, and does not, we believe it is all for the best and bow our heads,and wait till the light shines, that we may understand more of the reason why.
Now, Beloved, the point I want to come to is this-depend upon it, that as I have proved in the case of Lazarus, it was thebest thing that the worst thing should happen-so it is in your case! You are in trouble tonight. Now, Christ could have preventedit, could have carried you to Heaven on a featherbed if He had chosen. He could have made you ride to Heaven all the way ina chariot that never jolted-on a paved road right straight up to Paradise, without a single rut, or any stones on it-but Hechose not to do so. Now-
IV. LET US SEE IF WE CANNOT FIND A REASON.
If we cannot, it will not matter if you believe it is right. Still we will try. The roughness of the road that you are travailingnow, may it not be necessary to wean you from this world? Oh, but the goods of this world are like bird lime to birds-theystick to our feet and keep us from mounting towards Heaven. "Ah," said one, as he looked abroad on his gardens and house andpark, "these are the things that make it hard to die." Yes, and these are the things that make it hard to live near to God!When a man's heart begins to be content with the things of this world. When he finds his satisfaction here, he is not inclinedto look up to his God. Now, perhaps you are one of that kind that could not bear too much prosperity. Every gardener willtell you that there are some of his flowers that he cannot put in the glare of the sun, for they would never do there. Sowith you-you grow better in the shade. Your nearness to Heaven and your soul's health require this affliction.
Besides, may it not be that this affliction is sent on purpose to try your faith because it is weak? "What?" you say, "Trymy faith because it is weak? I thought you would have said not try it because it is weak." Ah, but faith grows by trial. Whenfaith is weak, a too heavy trial would crush it, but a suitable trial is ruled by God for the strengthening of it. You must-youmust grow! The Lord would not have His children be stunted and dwarfed-and this trial is sent that you may be made to grow.
Further, you may not only be made to grow in faith this way, but also in close communion with your God. I have read latelyone old Puritan whose opinion is that we never grow, except in affliction. I could not endorse that, but I am afraid thereis a great deal of truth in it, for almost all the sunshiny days we have, we waste, and when God is very gracious to us intemporals, we generally find that these lean cattle of our ingratitude will eat up the fat cattle of God's mercies! We growbest, depend upon it, when the wind blows us away from our natural havens to the great Port of Peace which is found in communionwith God in Christ Jesus! When our soul has nowhere else to fly to for shelter, she flies to Christ. When she sees all hercrutches and all her props broken away, and all her foundations made to reel, then she casts her arms about her own dear Lordand there she hangs in rapture and simple child-like love and confidence! And she is brought nearer to God than she ever wasby the strength of her trials-and that is always a Divine result, a Divinely valuable result. It is a great mercy, if nothingelse should come of it-a great mercy to have troubles if they should have this result!
Brothers and Sisters, if Christ would, He could prevent our having affliction, but He will not prevent them because He wantsto make something of us. For instance, He wants to make some of us to be comforters to others, but how can you comfort othersin trouble when you have never experienced the like? Oh, what poor hands some of us make in trying to comfort some of God'ssaints who have been in much deeper water than we have ever sailed on! Why, we find they look upon us as mere boys and wonderhow we have the impertinence to bring consolation to them! But when we can say, "I have just experienced the very trial youare now passing through-and the Lord sanctified it and supported me under it." then the mourner opens wide his ears and thesoul receives our comfort as though it were honey dropping from the comb!
My dear Brothers and Sisters, you will never be qualified to understand and explains some of the promises without trials.Some of God's promises cannot be read except by the firelight of affliction. There is a kind of invisible ink that peoplesometimes use, which does not show till you hold it to the fire-and some of the promises seem to be written in that kind ofink. You do not understand them until you get a trial, but in the trial you find out that God has fitted every word of theconsolation to the Providence in which He has placed you. But, indeed, my Brothers and Sisters, when I consider the infinitevariety of blessings which come to us drawn by the team of black horses that our Father always keeps for this purpose. WhenI consider how God is glorified by the endurance of the saints and by the Divine Graces which they receive in consequenceof tribulation. When I consider how their joy will be swollen at the last, when they come to their rest, by the remembranceof their pilgrimage here below, I can but think that it is a fine mark of special mercy that God does not allow His peopleto go into the fat fields of unbroken prosperity, but into the fields of trial and of trouble- that they may be enriched andthat their souls may be established.
Come then, let every murmuring thought be gone! Let every dark suspicion be discarded. Let us kiss the hand that smites us,and look up to our Father's face, even when He chastens us! And in this way we shall soon find the trial turn to joy, thebitter cup will become sweet and resignation will sweeten all!
If these words shall have ministered any consolation to God's suffering ones, my heart shall be glad. I sometimes need suchthoughts, myself, and there are times when if I could have them spoken to me by somebody else, they would be to me like thepaths of God which drop with fatness. Now there may be some of you-I know you are tried and troubled-to whom this will bejust the very word. If so, do not let Satan take it away from you. Do lay hold of it by faith and feed upon it with joy andcomfort. Yes. "Comfort you, comfort you, My people, says your God. Speak comfortably unto Jerusalem." So I would that youmay be happy and a rejoicing people in the midst of all your troubles.
But, alas, this does not belong to all of you. It is only comfort to those who belong to Christ-some of you do not belongto Him and have never trusted Him. The Lord bring you this very night to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ! Those about tobe baptized say to you tonight, "We avow ourselves to be Believers in Jesus! We are buried in water to show that we desireto be dead to all the world and buried in the death of Christ. We rise out of it to show that we desire to live in newnessof life by the quickening power of the Resurrection of Christ."
You will have no right to this ordinance until you have trusted the Savior. When you have trusted Him. When you have reliedfully upon Him. When He becomes All-in-All to you, then may you take the sign, because the thing signified is yours!
May the Lord bless you, for Jesus' sake.
EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: PSALM119:25-40.
By the help of God's Holy Spirit, this Psalm may serve for the purposes of self-examination, for we may ask ourselves as weread, "Do I feel that way? Are my prayers like those of this good man? Is my experience like his?" We may often ask ourselves,"Am I as watchful, as careful and as fond of God's Word as he was?" Such questions will do us good.
Verse 25. My soul cleaves unto the dust: quicken You me according to Your Word. He does not like to feel the cleaving of hissoul to the dust. There are some that feel it, and they seem content to continue in that condition. But no sooner does Davidfeel it than he cries "Quicken You me." A sense of sin is of small value unless it leads us to desire to escape out of it."Quicken You me. I lie as dead as if it were dust to dust. My soul seems cleaving to it, as if it had come to its own, andmeant to rest there! But, Lord, give me life. Your Word promises me life. You have ways laid down in Your Word for givinglife. Quicken You me according to Your Word."
26. I have declared my ways, and You heard me: teach me Your statuesI have told you all about myself. Now tell me about Yourself."Teach me Your statutes."
27. Make me to understand the way of Your precepts: so shall I talk of Your wondrous works. It is a bad thing to talk of whatwe do not understand. And he who shall preach what he has never experienced is very likely to do so. Yet Beloved, there isno understanding God's precepts except He shall teach them to us. We are void of understanding. He must enlighten. He mustinstruct. "Make me to understand the way of Your precepts." Some are very anxious to understand the doctrines, and some tounderstand the prophecies. All well and good, but, "Make me to understand the way of Your precepts." Give me practical godliness.Help me to live to Your praise, "so shall I talk of Your wondrous works." I will not talk till You have taught me. But whenYou have taught me, then my subject shall be Your wondrous works. The wondrous work of making me to understand-You shall besomething to speak about! And all the wondrous works of Nature, Providence and Grace shall be the subject of my continualconversation.
28. My soul melts for heaviness-For the best of men sometimes suffer the sharpest sorrows. Hearts of stone are not likelyto be so sensitive as hearts of flesh. "My soul melts for heaviness."
28. Strengthen You me according unto Your Word. He wants strength, but he does not want to obtain it in any way but the wayof God's appointment. "According unto Your Word." Somewhat like our hymn, which says-
"He that suffered in my stead, Shall my physician be. I will not be comforted Till Jesus comforts me."
"Strengthen You me," but let it be "according to Your Word."
29. Remove from me the way of lying: and grant me Your Law graciously. Let me not lie. Let me not be tempted to lie. Let menot be pestered with the lies of others. Remove the way of lying far from me and oh, by Your Grace, give me to know the Law.That is a remarkable combination of words. "Grant me Your Law graciously." Has Law anything to do with Grace? Yes, such aLaw as he speaks of-the Law in the heart-the Law in the hand of Christ-the Law written in the life of the Believer-not thelaw of merit and of Salvation by works, but, "grant me Your Law graciously."
30. I have chosen the way of truth: Your judgments have I laid before me. As a seaman spreads out the chart before him, thathe may follow the right channel and not miss his track-as a traveler spreads out his map that he may keep to the right way."I have chosen the way of truth. Your judgments have I laid before me."
31. I have stuck unto Your testimonies. As if I were glued to them-sealed to them. They said I was very old-fashioned. Theysaid I did not keep pace with the times. They said I was not a man of thought. I did not care about that. "I have stuck untoYour testimonies."
31. O LORD, put me not to shame. And He never will! If we stick to Him, we may be quite sure that we shall come forth outof every difficulty and every opposition triumphantly!. "Put me not to shame." And although he thus spoke, yet you perceivethe activity of his soul.
32. I will run the way of Your commandments, when You shall enlarge my heart Give my heart freedom. Knock off my fetters.Take away my heaviness. Remove from me my ignorance. Give my soul room and she will run, but it will be in the ways of Yourcommandments.
33. Teach me, O LORD, the way of Your statutes, and I shall keep them unto the end. Here is the art of finally persevering.Here is the way of continuing to the end-and the same shall be saved. We must begin with a teachable spirit. He that is notwilling to learn, has not begun a right. We ought to disciple all nations, but he who will not learn is not yet discipled."Teach me." But the teaching we must have must come from God. "Teach me, O Lord. I am not content to have the Word secondhand.Be You my schoolmaster. Teach me, O Lord. I shall never learn unless You teach me. You who did make me. You who did give mea new heart. You must write that Law upon my heart, or it will never be written there. Teach me, O Lord. Teach me the wayof Your statutes. Teach me practical godliness. So teach it to me that I stall learn it and put it into practice. And if Iam taught of You, then I shall keep it unto the end."
34. Give me understanding and I shall keep Your Law: yes, I shall observe it with my whole heart A want of understanding isa very great lack. There is little wonder that men turn aside from an outward religion which has never taken possession oftheir thoughts and minds. If they only subscribe to the creed which they have never studied. If they only carry out a life-themere shell of a life-the inward principles of which they do not know, they will soon turn aside. "Give me understanding andI shall keep Your Law."
35. Make me go in the path of Your commandments; for therein do I delight "Not only teach me the way, but make me go in it!Take hold of me as a mother does her little child, and teach me how to walk and help me in the walking." Make me go. It isa feeble word-a most expressive prayer. "Make me go, for therein do I delight." When a man delights in God's way, he willbe sure to be made to go in it.
36. Incline my heart unto Your testimonies. Bend it that way-incline it.
36. And not to covetousness. For, naturally, my heart would go after the world and cleave to its riches, its treasures, andbegin to covet! But, Lord, bend it the other way. If you do not love God's testimonies, the tendency will be to become a loverof the world. "Incline my heart unto Your testimonies and not to covetousness."
37. Turn away my eyes from beholding vanity. Or, "make my eyes to pass from beholding vanity." I am a runner in the race.Do not let me stop to look at anything, but may my eyes pass by vanity. Let me not be like she in the fable who paused togather the golden apples in the race-and so lost it and was deceived. If the world's golden apples are thrown in my way, makemy eyes to pass from beholding vanity.
37. And quicken You me in Your way. More life towards You will deaden me to the world. The more I follow after God, the lessshall I care to follow after the world.
38. Establish Your Word unto Your servant Make it fast, firm, sure.
38. Who is devoted to Your fear. I am established in You. Establish the Word in me. You have bound me fast to Your altar.Oh, give me the fast blessings and sure mercies of David!
39. Turn away my reproach which I fear: for Your judgments are good. I fear lest I bring a reproach upon You, and then uponmyself. Oh, suffer me not to do so! I am not afraid of the reproach of the world. I count the reproach of Christ greater richesthan all the treasures of Egypt. But, oh, let them never have to charge me with sin and let me not fall into such pecuniarydifficulties or other troubles, that men will be able to make a charge against me out of them. Help me to provide things honestin the sight of all men. "Take away my reproach, which I fear, for Your judgments are good."
40. Behold, I have longed after Your precepts: quicken me in Your righteousness.