Sermon 3205. Scales Taken From the Eyes
A SERMON PUBLISHED ON THURSDAY, JULY 7, 1910.
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales." Acts 11:18.
THIS means that the film upon Saul's eyes was comparable to the scales of a fish, or else that it fell off as scales mightfall. When the blinding film was gone, light broke into the darkness of Saul. In different men, sin manifests its chief powerin different parts of their nature. In the case of many, sin is most apparent in their eyes. That is to say, ignorance, errorand prejudice have injured their mental sight. Some have the withered hand of conscious inability, others have the deaf earof mental obtuseness, but there are far more who hear the joyful sound and display much energy, but they hear without understandingand are zealous without knowledge, for they are blind. This was Saul's condition. He was thoroughly honest-we might say ofhis heart, when it was at its worst, that it was always true to its convictions. He was no deceiver and no timeserver. Hewent in for what he believed to be right with all his might-lukewarmness and selfish policy were alien to his nature. He dashedwith all his might against the Doctrine of the Cross because he thought it to be an imposition. His fault lay in his eyesand so, when the eyes were set right, Saul was right. When he perceived that Jesus was, after all, the Messiah, the man becamejust as earnest a follower of Christ as before he had been a persecutor!
We will talk about scales falling from men's eyes. I want to address those who would be right if they knew how. Those whoare earnest, but in the wrong direction, for they do not see the truth. If the Lord, in His Infinite Mercy, will but touchthose sightless eyeballs and remove the film, so that they discern the right way, they will follow it at once. May the Lordremove many scales while we are proceeding!
First, we will speak of scales which men fail to perceive because they are inside. Secondly, we will show what makes thesescales come to the outside so that men do perceive them. Then, thirdly, what instrumentality the Lord uses to take these outsidescales away And, fourthly, what did Saul see when the scales were gone
I. First, then, THERE ARE SCALES WHICH MEN DO NOT PERCEIVE. Saul had scales upon his eyes when he was on the road to Damascus,but if you had looked at his face, he would have appeared to have as bright an eye as any man. Scales on his eyes? Why, hewas a sharp-sighted philosopher, a Pharisee and a teacher of others. He would not have believed you for a minute if you hadsaid to him, "Saul, you are blind." Yet blind he was, for his eyes were shut up with inside scales-the worst sort of scalesthat can possibly cloud the sight.
Saul had the scale of selfto darken his eyes. He had a great idea of Saul of Tarsus. If he had written down his own character,he would have begun it, "A Hebrew of the Hebrews; as touching the Law of God, a Pharisee." And then he would have gone onto tell of countless good works, fasts, prayers and have finished with, "concerning zeal, persecuting the church." He wasfar too great in his own estimation to become a disciple of Jesus Christ! How could the Rabbi who sat at the feet of Gamalielbecome a follower of the despised Galilean? Poor peasants might follow the Man of Nazareth, but Doctor Saul of Tarsus-a manso educated both in the knowledge of the Hebrew literature and of the Greek philosophy-it was not likely that he would minglewith fishermen and peasants in adoring the Nazarene! This is the reason why a great many people cannot see the beauties ofChrist and cannot come to Him that they might have life, namely, because they are so great in their own esteem! Ah, my lord,it might have been a good thing for you if you had been a pauper! Ah, good Moralist, it might not be amiss for you if youwould sit by the side of those who have lost character among men and discover that after all, there are not many shades ofdifference between you and them! Great "I" must fall before the great Savior will be seen! When a man becomes nothing in hisown estimation, then Jesus Christ becomes everything to him, but not till then. Self is an effectual darkener of the windowsof the soul. How can men see the Gospel
while they see so much of themselves? With such a noble righteousness of their own to deck themselves with, is it likely thatthey will buy of Christ the fine white linen which is the righteousness of saints?
Another scale on Saul's inner eye was ignorance, and learned ignorance, too, which is by far the worst kind of ignorance!Saul knew everything but what he ought to have known. He was instructed in all other sorts of learning, but he did not knowChrist. He had never studied the Lord's claim and Character-he had picked up the popular rumors and he had thought them tobe sterling truth. Ah, had he known, poor Soul, that Jesus of Nazareth really was the Christ, he would never have hauled menand women to prison! But the scale of ignorance was over his eyes. And how many there are in this city of London, in whatwe call this "enlightened" 19th Century, who know a great deal about a thousand things, but nothing about the one thing necessary!They have never troubled to study Christ and so, for lack of knowledge, they grope about as the blind!
With ignorance generally goes another scale, namely, prejudice. The man who knows nothing about truth is usually the man whodespises it most. He does not know and does not want to know. "Don't tell me," he says, "don't tell me." He has nothing buta sneer for you when you have told him the Truth of God to the best of your ability. The man has no candor. He has made uphis mind, he has! Besides, his father before him was not of your religion and do you think he is going to be a turncoat andleave the old family faith? "Don't tell me," he says, "I don't want to know anything of your canting Methodism," or, "Presbyterianism,"or whatever it is that he likes to call it. He is so wise! He is wiser than seven men that can render a reason! O Prejudice,Prejudice, Prejudice, how many have you destroyed! Men who might have been wise have remained fools because they thought theywere wise. Many judge what the Gospel ought to be, but do not actually enquire as to what it is. They do not come to the Bibleto obtain their views of religion, but they open that Book to find texts to suit the opinions which they bring to it. Theyare not open to the honest force of the Truth of God and, therefore, are not saved by it! Oh, that this scale would fall fromevery eye which it now closes!
Saul's soul was also darkened by the scale of unbelief Saul had seen Stephen die. If he saw the martyr's heavenly face, hemust have noticed the wondrous peace which sat upon his countenance when he fell asleep amid a shower of stones. But Sauldid not believe. Though no sermon is like the sight of a martyrdom, yet Saul was not convinced. Perhaps he had heard aboutthe Savior more than he cared to remember, but he did not believe it. He counted the things rumored concerning Him to be idletales and cast them under his feet. O Brothers and Sisters, what multitudes are being ruined by this cruel unbelief towardsChrist! Some of you, too, whom I have been addressing for years, are Believers in the head, but unbelievers in the heart,not really putting your trust in Jesus! Who can see if he refuses the Light of God? Who shall find salvation if he will nottrust the Savior for it? Unbelief is as sure to destroy those who are guilty of it as faith is sure to save Believers!
Then the scale of habit, too, had formed over Saul's inner eyes, for he had been for a long time what he then was. "Can theEthiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots?" If so, then he that is accustomed to do evil may learn to do well. Theysay that use is second nature and when the first nature is bad, the second nature is like the first, only it goes furtherin wrong. Ah, dear Friends, some of you have been so accustomed to refuse the Gospel, so accustomed to follow after the pleasuresand the vices of the world, that it does not seem possible that you should follow after Christ! Habits of secret sin are peculiarlyblinding to the soul. May this scale be speedily made to fall!
Another scale is worldliness, and Saul had that upon his inner eyes, for he loved the praise of men. He had his reputationto maintain, for he had profited beyond most of his brothers and was reckoned to be a most hopeful and rising teacher of Israel.It was not likely that Saul would believe in Jesus Christ, for then he would have to lose the esteem of his countrymen. Thefear of man and the love of man's applause-how they prevent men from seeing the Truth about Jesus and recognizing Him as theSon of God! "How can you believe, which receive honor, one of another?" How can men bow themselves before Jesus Christ when,all the while, they are bidding high for the homage of their fellow sinners? The love of adulation, which is a form of worldliness,blinds the eyes and so will any other love of things beneath the moon! Let but the heart be set upon this blinding world andthere will be little sight for things Divine.
II. These scales were upon the inside of Saul's eyes when he was on the way to Damascus, but now we have to notice them BROUGHTTO THE OUTSIDE. Those outside scales revealed in type and figure what had always been the matter with Saul-they were the materialindex of the spiritual mischief under which he had long labored! Only now they were brought outside so that he knew they werethere, and others could perceive that they were there. Now there was hope
that they would be removed from the eyes! Now that he was conscious of them, the evil was half cured! What brought those scalesto the outside and made Saul know that he was blind?
Well, first, it was the exceeding Glory of Christ. He says, "About noon, suddenly there shone from Heaven a great light roundabout me," and he adds, "I could not see for the Glory of that light." Let my Lord Jesus Christ only manifest Himself to anyof you and you will be well enough aware of your blindness and you will say to yourselves, "What a strangely blind being Imust have been not to have loved such beauty as this-not to have yielded myself to such Grace as this-not to have trustedmyself to so complete a Savior as this!" Oh, the Glory of Christ! It has even laid the saints prostrate when they have seenit! Those who dwell nearest to their Lord are frequently overcome with the exceeding brightness of His Glory and have to confesswith those favored three-
"When in ecstasy sublime, Tabor's glorious steep we climb, At the too-transporting light, Darkness rushes over our sight."So it is with the sinner when he gets his first view of a glorious Christ-the inrush of the Glory makes him mourn his nativeblindness-he perceives that he has had no perception and knows that he has known nothing!
Another thing which made the scales pass to the outside of Saul's eyes was that unanswerable question, "Why do you persecuteMe?" That brought home to him a sense of his sin. "Why?" That was a "why" for which Saul of Tarsus could not find a, "because."When he discovered that the Man of Nazareth was the glorious Christ of God, then, indeed, he was "confounded." He could makeno reply to the demand, "Why do you persecute Me?" Oh, that the Lord would fix such a "why" in some of your hearts! Why shouldyou live in sin? Why are you choosing the wages of unrighteousness? Why are you hardening your hearts against the Gospel?Why are you ridiculing it? Why do you sneer at the servants of God? If the Holy Spirit drives that "why" home to your heart,you will begin to say, "What a blind fool I am to have acted as I have done, to go kicking against the pricks, fighting againstmy best Friend and pouring scorn on those whom I ought most of all to admire!" The whyfrom the lips of Christ will show youyour blindness!
The scales were on the outside of Saul's eyes, now, because his soul had been cast into a terrible bewilderment. We read ofhim that when his eyes were opened, he saw no man, but trembling and astonished, he asked the Lord what he must do. Some ofus know what that experience means. We have been brought under the hand of God till we have been utterly astonished-astonishedat our Savior, astonished at our sin, astonished that there should be a hope remaining for us, astonished that we should haverejected that hope so long! With this amazement, there was mixed trembling lest, after all, the mercy should be too greatfor us and the next word from the Lord would be, "You have kicked against the pricks so long that, henceforth, the gates ofmercy are shut against you." May the Lord fill some of you with trembling and astonishment! And if He does, then you willperceive the blindness of your soul-and cry for light!
I have no doubt the scales became all the more perceptible to poor Saul when he came to those three days and nights of prayer,for when you get a man on his knees and he begins crying for mercy, he is in the way of being more fully taught his need ofit! If relief does not come at once, then the penitent cries more and more intensely-his heart all the while is aching moreand more and he perceives how blind he must have been to bring himself into such a condition. It is a good thing, sometimes,when the Lord keeps a man in prayer, pleading for the mercy and pleading, and pleading, and pleading on and on, until he perceiveshow great his need of that mercy is! When he has bitterly felt the darkness of his soul, he will be exceedingly bold in bearinglight to his fellow men. May God bring many of you to agonizing prayer! And if that prayer should last days and nights andyou should neither eat nor drink for anguish of spirit, I guarantee you that you will thoroughly learn your blindness andthe scales upon your eyes will be painfully evident to you!
III. Now thirdly, and here I should like to stir up the people of God to a little practical business-we have seen Saul withthe scales outside his eyes. He now knows that he is blind, though he did not know it before when he was a proud Pharisee.He can see a great deal better, now, than he could when he thought he could see. But still, there he is, in dark-
ness-and we long for the scales to be removed! WHAT INSTRUMENTALITY DID THE LORD USE TO TAKE THE
It was not an angel, nor was it an Apostle, but it was a plain mannamed Ananias, who was the means of bringing sight to blindSaul! We do not know much about this useful Brother. We know his name and that is enough. But Ananias
was the only person whom the Lord used in taking off the scales from this Apostle's eyes. Dear Brothers and Sisters, thereare some of you, if you are but alive to it, whom God will bless in like work! Perhaps this very night, though you are unknownand obscure Christian people, He may make you to be the means of taking the scales from the eyes of somebody who will be eminentlyuseful in future years. The Holy Spirit blessed the great Apostle to the Gentiles by Ananias and He may lead another of Hismighties to Himself by some obscure disciple!
Ananias was a plain man, but he was a good man-you can see that Ananias was a thorough man of God. He was one who knew hisLord and recognized His voice when He said to him, in a vision, "Ananias." And he was a man whom the Lord knew, for He calledhim by his name. "I have called you by your name: you are Mine." The Lord will not send you on His errands unless you aresound, sincere and living near to Him. But if you are that, no matter how feeble you may be, I beseech you to be looking,even tonight, for some blind soul to whom you may be as eyes!
Notice that this Ananias was a ready man, for when the Lord spoke to him, he said, "Behold, I am here, Lord." I know manyprofessors who would have to answer, "Behold, I am somewhere else, Lord, but certainly not here." They are not "all there"when they are in Christ's work! The heart is away after something else. But, "Behold, I am here, Lord," is a grand thing fora Believer to say when his Lord bids him seek the wanderer. It is well to say, "Behold, I am here, Lord, ready for the poorawakened one. If he needs a word of comfort, I am ready to say it to him. If he needs a word of direction, here am I, as Youshall help me to speak it to him." My Brother, be you like Ananias was, a ready man!
And he was an understanding man, for when the Lord said to him concerning Saul, "Behold; he prays," he knew what that meant.He well understood the first indication of Grace in the soul! Beloved, you must have a personal experience of the things ofGod, or you cannot help newborn souls! If you do not know what it is to pass from death to life, and do not know the marksof regeneration, you are useless.
At the same time, he was a discerning man-an enquiring, discriminating man, for he began to say, "Lord, I have heard by manyof this man." He wanted to know a little about Saul, so he enquired of the great Master as to his character, and whether itwas a genuine work of Grace in his soul. It will not do to pat all people on the back and give them comfort without examininginto their state. Some of you must know by this time that indiscriminate consolation does more hurt than good. Certain classesneed no consolation, but rather require reproof. They need wounding before they can be healed! And it is a good thing to knowyour man, and especially to wait upon the Lord and ask Him to tell you about your man, so that you may know how to deal withhim when you do come to him. As Ananias did, use all diligence to know the case.
But when once he had made his enquiry, he was an obedient man. He was told to go into a house where I do not suppose he hadever left his card in his life, but he did not stop for an introduction-he went off at once to the house of Judas, and enquiredfor one called Saul, of Tarsus. He had Divine authority-the Lord had given him a search-warrant, and so he entered the house-
"Thus the eternal mandate ran, Almighty Grace, arrest that man!"
Ananias must be the sheriffs officer to go and arrest Saul in the name of the Lord! And so away he went.
And you will notice what a personal-dealing man he was, for he did not stand at a distance, but, putting his hands on him,he said, "Brother Saul" Ah, that is the way to talk to people who are seeking the Lord-not to stand five miles off, and speakdistantly, or preach condescendingly, as from the supreme Heaven of a sanctified Believer, down to the poor sinner mourningbelow! No, go and talk to him! Call him, "Brother." Go and speak to him with a true, loving, brotherly accent, as Ananiasdid, for he was a brotherly man.
Ananias was also a man whose subject was Christ. As soon as ever you do speak to the sinner, let the first thing you haveto say be, "The Lord, even Jesus." Whatever you say next, begin with that, "Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus." Have somethingto say about Jesus, but say it personally and pointedly, not as though you were alluding to persons living in Australia sevenhundred years ago, but as referring to Brother Saul, and intending the word for him!
Among Christian people there are mighty hunters before the Lord who strive after souls, but I wish that a hundred times asmany really cared for the souls of their fellow men. Some church members never speak to anybody about spiritual things. Youcome into your pews and you like two seats if you can get them-like gentlemen in a first-class carriage, you want a compartmentto yourselves! And then, after service, no matter who is impressed, many of you have not a word
to say. Should it be so, Brothers and Sisters? We should always be on the lookout to seat strangers comfortably and afterwardsto drive home, by personal remark, any Truth of God which may have been advanced. "Ah, says one, but I may speak to the wrongperson." Suppose you did? Is it such a mighty misfortune to miss your mark once? Ah, Brothers and Sisters, if you were toaddress the wrong person 50 times and ultimately meet the right one once in a year, it would well reward you! If you wereto receive rebuffs, and rebuffs, and rebuffs, and yet at last you should find out the Brother Saul who is to have the scalesremoved by you-and by none but you-you would be well rewarded! A plain common-sense word from a common-sense Christian hasoften been the very thing to set some able critic at liberty! Some man of profound mind-a Thomas of abundant doubts and questions-hasonly just needed a simple-hearted Christian to say the right words and he has entered into peace and liberty. You must notthink that learned persons, when the Lord touches them in the heart, need to be talked to by Doctors of Divinity. Not they!They become as simple-hearted as others and, like dying kings and dying bishops, they ask to hear a shepherd pray becausethey find more savor, more plainness, more earnestness, more faith and more familiarity with God in the humble expressionsof the lowly than in the language of courtly preachers. Do not, therefore, Brother Ananias, say, "I cannot go and talk toanybody. I have never been to college." Do not, Sister in Christ, stay back because you are a woman, for oftentimes the Lordmakes the sweet and gentle voice of women to sound out the music of Grace! God grant that many of us may be the instrumentsof taking the scales from men's eyes!
IV. LASTLY, WHAT DID SAUL SEE WHEN THE SCALES WERE GONE?
The first person he saw was Brother Ananias. It was a fine sight for Saul to see Brother Ananias' Christian countenance beamingwith love and joy! I fancy he was like one of our elders, a fine old Christian man with love to souls written on his face.When Saul opened his eyes, it must have done him good to see just such a face as that-a plain, simple man full of holy zealand intense anxiety for his good. Dear Friend, if the Lord opens your eyes, you will see the brotherhood of Christians. Perhapsyou will enjoy that among the first delights of your Christian experience and, for a little while, your faith, it may be,will hang upon the testimony of an instructed Christian woman and your confidence will need confirmation by the witness ofa more advanced Brother in the Lord. But, my fellow worker, the saved one will never see Brother Ananias unless Ananias goesto him and becomes the means of opening his eyes! And if you will go and do that, you will win a friend who will love youas long as life lasts. There are some of you between whom and myself there are ties which death cannot snap. I will find youin Heaven if I can and I know you will desire to meet me. The Lord gave you to me as my spiritual children and if it shouldcome to pass that earthly fathers should not see their children in Heaven, yet the spiritual father will see his childrenthere praising and blessing the Lord! One of the next joys to knowing Christ, yourself, must surely be that of leading othersto know Him. Seek after this bliss!
The next thing that Saul would see would be a Savior in Christ, for Ananias said to him, "The Lord, even Jesus, that appearedunto you in the way as you came, has sent me, that you might receive your sight." Now he would see what an opener of the eyesJesus is, what a mighty Savior for sinners! And, oh, this is a blessed sight-to see Christ as a Savior, as my Savior, openingmy eyes, so that I can say, "One thing I know, whereas I was blind, now I see." This is a heavenly sight. May you help manyto gaze upon it!
Right speedily he saw the Spirit of God waiting to fill him-"that you might receive your sight and be filled with the HolySpirit." Ah, dear Soul, when you have come to see Christ, then the blessed Spirit will become dear to you and you will rejoiceto think that He will dwell in you to sanctify you, to enlighten you, to strengthen you, and to make you a vessel of mercyunto others!
One more thing that Saul saw, when his eyes were opened, was what some do not see, although their eyes are opened in otheraspects. "He received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized." He saw the duty of Believers' Baptism and he attendedto it directly. You who believe in Jesus should confess Jesus. And you who have confessed Jesus should gently stir the memoriesof those very retiring young converts who are afraid to put on Christ in Baptism. You know right well that salvation liesin the believing, but still, how amazingly the two things are put together, "He that believes and is baptized shall be saved."The two things are joined together by Christ, so let no man put them asunder! Surely, dear Friends, wherever there is a genuinefaith in Christ, there ought to be a speedy obedience to the other matter! I once met a man who had been a Christian 40 yearsand believed it to be his duty to be baptized. But when I spoke to him about it, he said, "He that believes shall not makehaste." After 40 years delay, he talked about not making haste! I quoted to him another passage-"I made haste, and delayednot to keep Your commandment," and showed him what the meaning of his misapplied passage was. Now, Soul, do not delay! Assoon as Saul's eyes were opened, straightway he took upon himself the outward badge of the Christian faith and arose, andwas baptized! Now I call upon you who love the Lord Jesus Christ not to play the coward, but come out and acknowledge yourLord and Master! You that are truly His disciples, confess it! I like to see a soldier wearing his red coat-it is the rightthing for him to wear his uniform. It is the same with the soldiers of Christ. What are you ashamed of? Be ashamed of beingashamed, if you are ashamed of Christ! "Oh, but, I am afraid I might not hold on my way!" Whose business is it to make youhold on your way? Is it not His business who has bid you to take up your cross and follow Him, and who has said, "Whoevershall confess Me before men, him will I confess before My Father which is in Heaven; but whoever shall deny Me before men,him will I also deny before My Father which is in Heaven"?
I pray the Lord to bless these feeble words of mine. O Souls, O Souls, it does seem to me so dreadful that so many of youshould come here continually and yet be blind! I try to talk plainly about your souls' needs and about Christ Jesus as ableto meet those needs-how long must I repeat the old story? Once again I beseech you, think upon my Lord and Master and seewhat a Savior He is, and how suitable He is for you! I would entreat you to delay no longer, but to close in with the invitationsof His mercy. I think, sometimes, that my Master deserves that we should do more than invite you. We commandyou, in the nameof Jesus of Nazareth, to bow before His scepter, for He is the King! Acknowledge His dominion and let Him be your Savior,for know this-His Gospel comes with Divine Authority as well as with gentle persuasion-and neither can men reject it exceptat the peril of their souls! He whom I preach to you tonight will shortly come to be your Judge. And if you will not trustHim on His Cross, you must tremble before Him on His Throne! Oh, come to Him! Simple trust is the way to come to Him. Believein Him and He is yours and His salvation is yours!
EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: ACTS 9:1-22; 22:1-16.
Acts 9:1, 2. And Saul, yet breathing out threats and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and desiredof him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this Way, whether they were men or women, he might bringthem bound to Jerusalem. His very breath was hot with malice against the saints! He could not live without venting his spiteupon the disciples of Christ. He showed this by the fact that he not only sought to arrest men, but he was equally cruel towardswomen, who, from their weakness, one would have thought might have been left alone-but he expressly desired it to be writtenin the letters that, "whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem."
3. And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from Heaven. When speakingbefore Agrippa, Paul said that it was "a light from Heaven above the brightness of the sun." Was it not that very Shekinahwhich of old had shone forth between the cherubim over the Mercy Seat?
4, 5. And he fell to the earth, and heard a Voice saying to him, Saul, Saul, why do you persecute Me? And he said, Who areYou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom you persecute: it is hard for you to kick against the pricks. There is somethingvery characteristic about Christ's answer to Saul's question. He did not say, "It is hard for Me," although He was, Himself,persecuted in His members and felt intense sympathy with them. He did not dwell upon that, but He said to Saul, "It is hardfor you." There was much pity in the rebuke. Saul was like a bull that has been pricked by the sharp ox-goad and kicks againstit-and so is hurt all the more. Our Lord knew what sorrow it would cause Saul in the years to come, for he would never ceaseto lament that he had persecuted the disciples of Christ.
6. And he, trembling and astonished. Finding that Jesus, whom he thought to be dead and buried, and those followers he wasso violently opposing, was yet alive-
6-8. Said, Lord, what will You have me to do? And the Lord said to him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be toldyou what you must do. And the men which journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing no man. And Saularose from the earth and when his eyes were opened, he saw no men: but they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.So the proud persecutor, who was going to Damascus as a conqueror to crush the saints of God was, himself, led into the cityas a captive, to be forever afterwards the slave of Jesus Christ!
9. And he was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink What passed through that mind which was darkened tonatural light, but was being filled with spiritual light, we can well guess. I mean, those of us who have experienced trueconviction of sin. In those three days, he lived his life of opposition to the Lord Jesus over again-what heart-break he musthave felt and what anguish of soul-and what holy resolves he must have made during his three days' blindness and fasting!
10, 11. And there was a certain disciple at Damascus named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias.
And he said, Behold, I am here Lord. And the Lord said to him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, andenquire in the house of Judas for one called, Saul of Tarsus: for, behold, he prays. [See Sermon #16, Volume Paul's First
PRAYER.] He had been a praying man for most of his life, for he
was a devout Jew and, according to his light, he had lived up to his knowledge. But now he was praying in the Christian senseof the term, drawing near to God through the very Christ whom he had in his ignorance and unbelief persecuted! How many prayersof unregenerate men, who know not Christ, and are not constrained by His love, go for nothing! When they first from the heartconfess their sin and cry to God for mercy, then they begin to really pray!
12-16. And has seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight.Then Ananias answered Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he has done to Your saints at Jerusalem: and herehe has authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on Your name. But the Lord said unto him, go your way: for heis a chosen vessel unto Me, to bear My name before the gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel: for I will show himhow great things he must suffer for My name's sake. [See Sermon #944, Volume 16-an encouraging lesson FROM PAUL'S CONVERSION.]Ananias said to the Lord, "I have
heard by many of this man, how much evil he has done to Your saints at Jerusalem." And now the Lord says to Ananias, in responseto that, "I will show him how great things he must suffer for My name's sake." As he had made others suffer for Christ's name'ssake, he must, himself, suffer in the same way. Yet in this he was greatly favored, for it is one of the highest honors thatthe Lord Jesus Christ can put upon His chosen ones that they should be called to suffer for His name's sake!
17-21. And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house and putting his hands on him, said, Brother Saul, the Lord, evenJesus, that appeared unto you in the way as you came, has sent me that you might receive your sight and be filled with theHoly Spirit And immediately there fell from his eyes, as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, andwas baptized. And when he had received food, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which wereat Damascus. And straightway he preached Christ in the synagogues, that He is the Son of God. But all that heard him wereamazed I should like to have heard one of those first sermons of the Apostle and to have seen the astonishment of the peopleas they listened to the converted persecutor-"All that heard him were amazed"-
21, 22. And said; is not this he that destroyed them who called on this name in Jerusalem, and came here for that intent,that he might bring them bound unto the chief priests? But Saul increased the more in strength and confounded the Jews whichdwelt at Damascus, proving that this is very Christ.
Chapter 22:1, 2. Men, brethren, and fathers, hear you my defense which I make now unto you. (And when they heard that he spokein the Hebrew tongue to them, they kept the more silent) And he said- Men like to be addressed in their own language. Theygive the more heed to the message if it is spoken to them in words that they can understand.
3-9. I am verily a man which am a Jew, born in Tarsus, a city in Cilicia, yet brought up in this city at the feet of Gamaliel,and taught according to the perfect manner of the Law of the fathers, and was zealous toward God, as you all are this day.And I persecuted this Way unto the death, binding and delivering into prisons both men and women. As also the high priestdoes bear me witness, and all the estate of the elders: from whom also I received letters unto the brethren and went to Damascus,to bring them which were there bound unto Jerusalem to be punished. And it came to pass that, as I made my journey, and wascome near unto Damascus about noon, suddenly there shone from Heaven a great light round about me. And I fell to the groundand heard a Voice saying to me, Saul, Saul, Why do you persecute Me? And I answered, Who are You, Lord? And He said to me,I am Jesus of Nazareth, whom you persecute. And they that were with me saw indeed the light, and were afraid; but they heardnot the voice of Him that spoke to me. Paul's companions could not help sensing that extraordinary light and though they didnot understand what it was, they were alarmed by it. They
also heard a supernatural sound, but they could not comprehend what the voice of Jesus said to their leader as he lay prostrateupon the ground.
10-12. And I said, What shall I do, Lord? And the Lord said to me, Arise, and go into Damascus; and there it shall be toldyou of all things which are appointed for you to do. And when I could not see for the glory of that light, being led by thehand of them that were with me, I came into Damascus. And one Ananias, a devout man according to the Law, having a good reportof all the Jews which dwelt there. These particulars concerning the character of Ananias do not appear in the former partof the narrative. Paul was endeavoring to conciliate his hearers and, therefore, he mentioned that Ananias was a devout Jew,having a good report of all his brethren who dwelt in Damascus.
13, 14. Came unto me, and stood, and said unto me, Brother Saul, receive your sight. And the same hour I looked up upon him.And he said, The God of our Fathers has chosen you, that you should know His will, and see that Just One and should hear thevoice of His mouth. If Paul was to be an Apostle, it was necessary that he should see the Lord Christ, for one of the qualificationsof an Apostle was that he should be able to bear witness, from his eyesight, and from his hearing, to the existence of theLord Jesus Christ. Therefore it was that Saul did, at that time, "see that Just One," and did "hear the voice of His mouth."
15, 16. For you shall be His witness unto all men of what you have seen and heard. And now why do you tarry? Arise, and bebaptized, and wash away your sins, calling on the name of the Lord. These two things were necessary- first, he was to be baptizedon profession of his faith in Jesus. And then he was to have in his soul a vivid consciousness that his sins were all washedaway. This was not baptismal regeneration, for he was already regenerate! It was, however, the obedience to the Lord's command,which brought with it a sweet reassurance of the forgiveness of his sins.