LivePrayerSermon 955. A Singular But Needful Question
(No. 955)
DELIVERED ON LORD'S-DAY MORNING, OCTOBER 16, 1870,
BY C H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"Will you be made whole?" John 5:6.
JESUS spoke to the impotent man who had been afflicted for thirty-eight years, and enquired of him, "Will you be made whole?"It seems a very strange question to ask. Who would not be made whole? Would the poor man have been lying at the pool if hehad not been anxious for healing? Must there not have been in the very look of his face, as he gazed upon the Savior, an answerto that question, superseding all necessity of saying it? Yet as our Lord spoke no superfluous words, it may be that He perceivedthat the paralysis of the man's body had, to a very painful degree, benumbed his mind and brought on a paralysis of his will.
He had hoped till his heart was sick. He had waited till despondency had dried up his spirits. And now it had almost cometo this, that he scarcely cared whether he was made whole or not. The bow had been bent so long that all its elasticity wasdestroyed. He had hungered till appetite, itself, was gone. He was now listless, with an indifference made up of sullen repiningat his disappointments and blank hopelessness for the future. The Savior touched a chord which needed to vibrate when He enquiredas to his will. He aroused, by that question, a dormant faculty whose vigorous exercise, it may be, was one of the first essentialsto a cure. "Will you be made whole?" was the enquiry of a profound investigation, the scientific probe of a great Physician,the resurrection from the grave of a great master power of manhood.
Now, in the matter of preaching the Gospel today, it may seem almost an impertinent question for me to put to each one ofyou gathered here who as yet are not saved, "Will you be made whole?" "Surely," you will reply, "everyone desires salvation."Believe me, I am not quite so certain as you are of the truth of that statement. "But our being here," says one, "our havingbeen here so long, and our attentive listening to the Gospel go to prove that we are willing enough to be made whole if wecould but discover where health is to be found, and what is that balm of Gilead of which so much is
said."
And yet I should not wonder if there are many here who through having waited so long are beginning to be paralyzed in theironce earnest desires. And others, who having been here so long and never having been very anxious, at last have come to occupythese pews as a mere matter of custom-they have no hearty will towards the wholeness of soul which the Good Physician is alwaysprepared to give to those who seek His help. I am persuaded that instead of the question being an unnecessary one, it is inevery congregation one of the first to be pressed upon the hearer's attention.
To get a truthful answer to this enquiry from the inmost soul of every hearer is my object now, believing that it will bea very healthful thing to you-even if you are honestly compelled to give a negative answer. It will at least expose the conditionof the heart to itself, and that may be helpful towards something better. As God may help me, I shall labor to press uponyou very earnestly this question this morning, O unsaved Man or Woman, "Will you be made whole?"
I. This question is necessary to be put, in the first place, because IT IS A QUESTION NOT ALWAYS UNDERSTOOD. It is not thesame as this question, "Will you be saved from going to Hell?" Everyone answers, "Yes," to that. "Will you be saved so asto go to Heaven?" At once, without deliberation, everyone says, "Yes." For the harps of gold, for the songs of blessedness,for the eternity of immortality-we have all a heart and a strong desire-but that, you see, is not the question.
Heaven and its joys come out of what is proposed in our question, as a result, as a consequence-but that is not the matterin hand just now. We are not now saying to the thief, "Will you have your imprisonment remitted?" We are putting it to himin another shape-"Are you willing to be made an honest man?" We are not now saying to the murderer, "Are you anxious to escapethe gallows?" We know his reply. The question we are putting to him is, "Will you be made righteous, upright, kind, forgiving,so as to give up all this evil of yours?"
It is not, "Are you willing to sit at the festival of mercy, and eat and drink as those do who are in health?" But, "Are you,yourself, willing to be made spiritually healthful, to pass through those Divine processes by which the foul disease of sinmay be cast out, and the healthiness of sanctified manhood may be restored to you?"
To help you to know what that question means, let me remind you that there never were but two men who were whole, perfectlywhole. And those may be called the two Adams-the first and the Second Adam. These both showed us in their own persons whata man would be if he were whole. The first Adam in the garden-we should all be willing to be in Paradise with him! We shouldall be delighted to walk beneath those never-withering boughs, and gather ever-luscious fruits, without toil, without suffering,without disease, without death.
We all should be glad enough to welcome the return of the primeval gladness of Eden, but that is not the question. It is,should we be willing to be made mentally and morally what Adam was before his sin brought disease into manhood? And what wasAdam? Why, he was a man who knew his God, knew many things beside, but mainly and chiefly knew his God. His delight was towalk with God, to commune with Him, to speak with Him as a man speaks with his friend- until he fell he was one whose willwas submitted to the will of his Creator, anxious and desirous not to violate that will, but in all things to do what hisLord should bid him.
He was placed in the garden to till the ground, to keep and dress the garden, and he did all that with joy. He was a whole,a sound man. His whole enjoyment consisted in his God. It was his one object as a living creature to do the will of Him thatmade him. He knew nothing of rioting and drunkenness. For him there were no lascivious songs or wanton deeds. The flash ofdebauchery and the glitter of profligacy were far from him. He was pure, upright, chaste, obedient. How would you like tobe made like he, Sinner-you who are doing your own will-you who have sought out many inventions? You who find happiness inthis sin and the other filthiness, would you be willing to come back and find your happiness in your God, and from now onserve Him, and none beside?
Ah, perhaps you say, blindly, "Yes," and it is possible you know not what you say. If the truth were more clearly before you,you would obstinately refuse to be made whole. Life would, under such an aspect, seem to you tame, joyless, slavish. Withoutthe fire of lust, the excitement of drink, the laughter of folly, and the pomp of pride, what would existence be to many?To them our ideal of sound manhood is but another name for bondage and misery.
Take the other instance of a Man who was whole. It was Jesus, the Second Adam. Dwelling here among the sons of men, not ina Paradise, but in the midst of obloquy, temptation, and suffering, yet was He a whole, sound Man. Sicknesses He took uponHimself, as to His body-and our sins were reckoned to Him as our Substitute. But in Him was no sin. The prince of this worldsearched Him through and through, but could find no unsoundness in Him. The perfection of our Savior's manhood consisted inthis-that He was "holy, harmless, undefiled, separate from sinners."
He was holy, that is, in its root, the same thing as "whole." He was a complete, perfect, uninjured, untainted Man. He waswhole towards His God. It was His meat and drink to do the will of God that sent Him. Jesus as Man was man as God would haveman-perfectly conformed to His right position. He was as He came from the Maker's hand, without blot, without loss, withoutexcrescence of evil, and without the absence of any good thing. He was whole and holy. Therefore he was harmless, never inflictingill on others in word or deed.
He was undefiled, never affected by the influences that surrounded Him so as to become false to His God or unkind to man.He was undefiled, though blasphemy passed through or by His ear, yet it never polluted His heart. Though He saw the lust andwickedness of man carried to its climax, yet He Himself shook off the viper into the fire and remained without spot, and blameless.He was also separate from sinners, not drawing around Him a Pharisaic cordon, and saying, "Stand by, for I am holier thanyou," but eating with them and yet separate from them.
And never more separate than when His benignant hand touched them, and when He entered most deeply into sympathy with themin their sorrows. He was separate by His own mental elevation, moral superiority, and spiritual grandeur. Now, would you wishto be like Jesus?
There is a question. Probably if you were, it would involve in you much of His experience. You would be laughed at, you wouldbe scoffed. You, too, would be persecuted, and unless Providence restrained your foe, you also might be brought to death.But taking Christ for All and All-would you be willing to be made like He-to have torn away from yourself much real evil whichyou now admire, and to have implanted in you much real good, which perhaps at this moment you do not appreciate? Would yoube willing now to be made whole?
I can imagine that you say, "I want to be like Jesus, I anxiously desire it," and yet permit me gently and affectionatelyto whisper in your ear that if you knew what I meant, if you knew what Jesus was, I am not so sure that your will would veryvehemently incline that way. I am afraid that many a struggle, and many a rebellion would arise in your heart if the processwere being carried on towards making you whole as Jesus Christ was whole.
Still further, to illustrate the meaning of the question, "Will you be made whole?" let me remind you that when a man is whole,complete, and what a man should be, there are certain evil propensities which are expelled, and certain moral qualities whichhe is sure to possess. For instance, if a man is made whole before God he is made honest before men. No man can be said tobe whole while he is still guilty of injustice in his trading, in his thinking, in his conversation, or in his actions towardshis neighbors.
Sinner, you have been in the habit of perpetrating in your business much that would not stand the tests of God's all-searchingeye. You often say in your trading things that are not true. You excuse them by the assertion that others do the same. I amnot here to listen to your excuse, but I am about to ask you earnestly, "Will you be made whole?" Are you desirous to be madefrom this time a thoroughly, strictly, punctiliously honest man? No more lying puffs! No more exaggerations! No more overreaching,and taking of advantage! Come now, what do you think of this state of things?
Why, there are some who could not carry on their business at this rate-"the trade is rotten, and if you do not fall into itspractices you cannot make a living! The district is low and beggarly, and none can thrive in it but cheats. We should haveto shut up the shop if we were perfectly honest." "Why," cries one, "I should be eaten up alive in this age of competition.I cannot believe that we are to be so excessively conscientious." I see how it is, you do not want to be made whole.
He who is quite whole becomes in all respects a sober man. "Not that which goes into the mouth defiles a man. But that whichcomes out of the mouth, this defiles a man." And, "the kingdom of God stands not in meats or drinks," yet still both in meatand drink men do frequently sin, and especially in the sin of drunkenness. Now I suppose there is no drunkard but what atleast, when he is sober, anxiously desires to be saved. But Drunkard, understand the question, it is not this-would you goto Heaven? But this-would you give up your drunkenness, and no longer delight yourself in those cups of excess? Now what doyou say?
Would you, from this moment, have done with all this rioting and wantonness, and cast them all away? Perhaps in the morningsome would say, "Yes," when the eyes are red, and the woe of excess is on them. But how about the eventide when the merrycompany surrounds the man, and the wine sparkles in the cup? Would he, then, be made whole, and renounce that which ruinshis body and his soul? Ah, no. Many say, "Yes, I would be made whole," but they do not mean it. They are like the dog thatreturns to its vomit, and the sow that was washed, to her wallowing in the mire.
To be made whole involves in a man the production of universal truthfulness. Now, there are persons who cannot stand to speakthe truth. To them two must always be twenty. To their eyesight the faults of any neighbor are crimes, and the virtues ofany, except their special favorites, are always tinged with vice. Naturally they have a malicious judgment towards others.They are envious of anything that is honorable in their fellow man. Now, what do you say, Sir? Are you willing to be madewhole and from this hour to speak nothing but the truth towards God and towards man? I am afraid many a tongue that is glibnow would have little to say if it said nothing but truth. And many a man might, and would, if he were honest enough to sayit, refuse the benediction of being made perfectly truthful.
So in the matter of forgiveness. A man who is made whole can forgive even to seventy times seven. When you cannot forgivean injury, it is because your soul is sick. When a wrong is resented strongly, you are ill for the moment. When it is resistedconstantly, you have a chronic disease upon you. Some persons are so far from wishing to know how to forgive that they wouldalmost pray that they might live and die to gratify the passion of revenge. They would follow the man who has done them aninjury through this world and the other, too, and be damned with him if they might have the satisfaction of seeing him amidstthe flames.
Sweet is revenge to many men, and it is useless for a man to say, "I would be made whole," while he still cultivates malice,and bears ill-will towards his fellow man. I might thus pass over one after another of the virtues and the vices, and showthat my text is not quite such a simple question, after all, as some people think. There are some men who are afflicted witha miserly, grasping disposition. If they were whole they would be generous, they would be kind to the poor, they would beready to give of their substance to the Lord's work.
But would they be made whole if it were left to their choice this morning? Ah, no. They think generosity to be weakness andcharity sheer folly. "What is the good of having money and giving it away?" they say. "What can be the good of getting itbut to hold it?" And, "He is the wise man who can hold it fastest and part with as little of it as may be." The man does notwant to be made whole, Sir. He counts his paralyzed hand and ossified heart to be the marks of health. He reckons himselfto be the only mentally healthy man about, though his narrow-mindedness and soul-starvation are visible
to all.
He is a very skeleton and an anatomy of sickness. And yet he believes himself to be the paragon of health. Those who admiretheir failings have evidently no wish to be free from them. "What a beautiful cataract I have in my eye," says one. "Whata precious carbuncle decorates my limb," says another. "What a delightful bend this is in my leg," says a third. "What a comelyhump adorns my back," says another. Men do not speak thus concerning their bodily diseases, or we should think them mad. Butthey often glory in their shame, and rejoice in their iniquities. Whenever you meet with a man who has a fault which he mentallyelevates into a virtue, you have a man who would not wish to be made whole, and who would scorn the physician's visit if hewaited at his door. And such persons are common in every street.
Let me also remark, if a man is made whole there are not only moral virtues which will abound in him, but spiritual Graces.For a man who is whole is sound in spirit as well as in outward character. What then, would happen to a man if he were madewhole in his spirit? I reply, first, You see that Pharisee there, he is thanking God that he is quite as good as he shouldbe, and a great deal better than most people. Now, if that man is ever made whole, he will say, "God be merciful to me a sinner."
But if I were to ask him whether he would like to change places with the publican, he would reply, "Why should I? He is adegraded and debased wretch. The language which he uses is very appropriate for him, I am glad he uses it. It would be verydegrading to me to make the same confession as he does, and I do not intend doing it." The man does not want to be made whole-hethinks he is whole already. He that is made whole becomes a self-renouncing man. Paul was whole when he said, "Not havingmy own righteousness, which is of the Law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of Godby faith."
When he counted his own righteousness to be but dung, that he might win Christ and be found in Him, he was a whole man. Sicklymen think their own righteousness good enough, and wrap themselves in it, and stick a little sham jewelry of ceremony andoutward form on it, and then conclude that they are right enough for Heaven. They are in such a fever of pride that they raveabout their fancied goodness, while real goodness they call cant and hypocrisy.
He that is whole spiritually is a man of habitual prayer. He is accustomed to feel constant gratitude, and so to exhibit continualpraise. He is a man of abiding consecration-whatever he does he does it unto God, seeking God's glory in it. His mind is fixedupon things unseen and eternal. His heart is not enslaved by the things that are seen, for he knows that they are vanity.
Now, if we were to appeal to many, and they fully knew what we meant by it, and say, "Would you be made whole? Would you fromthis hour become a prayerful man, a praiseful man, a holy man, a God-serving man?" I believe that the majority, even of ourcongregations, if they spoke honestly, would say, "No. We do not want to be made whole. We would like to go to Heaven, butwe do not want this. We desire to escape from Hell, but we do not wish to practice all this Puritan precision which you callholiness.
"No. We would enjoy ourselves with sinners first, and go to Heaven with the saints last. The poison is too sweet to give up,but we, too, will have the antidote by-and-by. We would gladly breakfast with the devil, and sup with Christ. We are in nohurry to be made pure, our tastes for the present lead us in another direction."
II. So, having explained the question, I shall, as strength holds out, go on to notice in the second place, that THIS
QUESTION IS CAPABLE OF A GREAT MANY REPLIES, and therefore it is the more necessary that it should be
asked and answered.
1. First, there are some here whose only reply to this question may be called no answer at all, that is to say, they do notwant to hear or consider anything of the sort. "Will you be made whole?" "Well, yes, no-we do not quite know what to say.We do not want to be bothered about it. We are young people. There is plenty of time for us to think of these things. We arebusiness people, we have something else to do besides worrying our minds with religion. We are
wealthy persons, we really must not be expected to look at these things, as poor and coarse-minded persons are required
to do."
Or, "We are sickly, and really, our attendance to our health takes up too much time to allow us to be troubled with theologicaldifficulties." Anything, I see, to put away the one thing necessary from your thoughts. The poor soul is most precious, andyet least esteemed. Oh, how some of you trifle with your souls! How you play with your immortal interests! I did so once myself.If tears of blood could express my regret for having so done, I would gladly weep them. For the loss of time which comes througha long carelessness with regard to our soul's interests is something very solemn-a loss of time which even mercy cannot restoreto us-which even the Grace of God cannot give back.
I would, young people, that these things were on your minds. Oh, how earnestly I would that these questions were seen by youto be important! Yes, pressingly important-overwhelmingly important to you-so that you could not shake off religious enquiry,nor keep away from your spirit the loving pressure of the Holy Spirit who would arouse you. Would to God that you were madewise enough to desire the noble development of spiritual life, and the destruction of everything detrimental to your bestwelfare.
Be considerate, I pray you, concerning the first and chief question. Do not give it the go around. Your dying hour may bemuch nearer than you think. The tomorrow in which you hope to consider these things may never arrive. I would put it to youagain-if anything is deferred let it be something that may safely wait. If anything is postponed let it not be an eternalthing, a spiritual thing, but, "seek you first the kingdom of God and His righteousness."
Now, there are some persons who have had a great deal of religious concern and have not shaken it off, and yet their answerto this question, "Will you be made whole?" is not a very earnest one. Years ago they were aroused. When they heard a sermonthey used to treasure up every word. Their prayers were importunate, and their desires were eager, but they have not obeyedthe command which says, "Believe in Christ and live."
They have become habituated to unbelieving misery, to a continuance beneath the burden of sin which they will persist in carryingwhile there is a dear Savior waiting to relieve them of the burden. And now at this time their answer to the question is neitherone thing nor the other. They groan out feebly, "I wish I did wish. I would that I did will. But oh I my heart is hard -
'If anything is felt it is only pain To find I cannot feel.' I will to will, but scarcely dare say I will."
See to what a state you have brought yourself, and may God help you now to make a desperate effort with that will of yours-mayHis quickening Spirit bless this affectionate word to your heart, and may you say, "Ah, yes, out of my deep despair, out ofthe pit wherein there is no water, I do yet cry to You, my God! Out of the belly of Hell do I desire deliverance. I will,I will, I would be saved! O give me Grace that I may be made whole." May none of you continue to be numbered with those whovirtually give no answer to the question.
2. And, secondly, there are too many who give very evasive replies to the question. To them I must speak. Will you be madewhole? My dear Hearers, I am anxious to put this question to every unconverted one, but I anticipate that from several I shallget no distinct reply. I shall hear one say, "How am I to know whether I am God's elect or not?" Beloved, that is not thequestion. That question cannot be answered at this stage of the proceedings-it shall be answered by-and-
by.
Meanwhile, why do you need to bring up that subject, except to blind your eyes to the solemn enquiry which the text wouldraise? Will you, or will you not, be made whole? Come, Man, do not shirk the question! Come to it, and face it like a man!Are you willing to be reconciled to God, and to be obedient to Him, or not? Say yes or no, and speak out. If you wish to beGod's foe, and to love sin and unrighteousness, say so! Be honest with yourself, and see yourself in the true light? But if,indeed, you would be purified from sin and be made holy, say so-it will be no great thing, after all, to say nothing, at anyrate, to boast of. It is but a will, and that is nothing in which to glory.
"Well," says another, "I have not the power to cease from sin." Again I say that is not the question. There must evermorebe drawn a distinction between the will and the power. God will give the power, rest assured, in proportion as He gives thewill. It is because our will is not there that the power is not there. When a feeble will comes, a feeble power comes. Butwhen the will becomes intense then the power becomes intense, too. They rise and fall together. But that is
not the query. I do not say, "What can you do?" but "What would you be?" Would you be holy? Are you earnestly, honestly anxiousto be, this day, set free from the power of sin? There is the question, and I do pray you, for your soul's sake, look intoyour heart and answer this enquiry as in the sight of God.
"But I have been so guilty in the past," says one, "my former sins alarm me." Again, though I am glad you have a sense ofyour sin, I would remind you that this is not the question. It is not how sick you are, but are you willing to be made whole?I know you are a sinner, and a much worse one than you think yourself to be. However black your sin is to your own eyes, itis ten times more black to God's eyes, and you are an utterly condemned and lost sinner by nature.
But the question, now, is, "Will you be made whole?" It is not, "Will you have the past forgiven, and be delivered from thepenalty of it?" Of course you would! But would you be set free from the lusts that have been your delight, from the sins thathave been your darlings? Would you be delivered from the desires of your flesh and of your mind, the things that your hearthungers after? Would you be made as the saints are, as God is-holy, set free from sin? Is that the yearning of your spirit,or is it not?
3. Now, I shall pass on to observe that there are a great many persons who practically say, "No," to this. They do not evadeit, but they honestly say, "No." No, I must retract that word. I question whether they honestly say, "No," they virtuallysay, "No," by their actions. "I would be made whole," says one, and yet when Divine service is over he goes back to his sin.A man says he would be cured of his disease, and yet he indulges again in that which gave the disease-is he untruthful orinsane?
The eating of a certain meat may be the cause of disease-the doctor tells the patient so. He says he desires to be healed,and yet he falls back, at once, upon the very dish that caused his sickness. He is a liar, is he not? And he that says hewould be made whole, and yet dallies with his old sin-does he not lie to himself, and his God? When a man would be made wholehe frequents the places where healing is given. Yet there are some who very seldom go up to the House of God. They go, perhaps,but once on the Sunday.
They now and then hear the Gospel, or attend places because they are called places of worship-but the Gospel is not preached,the conscience is never harrowed, the demands of God's Law and the promises of God's Gospel are never fully insisted on. Yetare they quite content with having gone there, and think they have done well. They are like a man who, being sick, does notgo to the physician who understands the case, but calls in at any quack's shop where there is a profession made of curing,though never one was cured. Such a person does not desire to be made whole. He would not act so if he did.
How many, again, hear the Gospel but do not hear it attentively! A telegram on the Exchange-they read it with both their eyes-willthere be a rise or fall of stocks? An article from which they may judge of the general current of trade-how they devour itwith their minds, they suck in the meaning, and then go and practice what they have gathered from it.
A sermon heard, and lo, the minister is judged as to how he preached it-as if a man reading a telegram should say the capitalletter was not well inked on the press, or the dot on the "I" had dropped off the letter. Or as if a man reading an articleof business should simply criticize the style of the article, instead of seeking to get at its meaning, and act upon its advice.Oh, how men will hear and think it to be the height of perfection to say they liked or disapproved of the sermon! As if theGod-sent preacher cared one whit whether you did or did not like his sermon-his business being not to please your tastes-butto save your souls! Not to win your approbation, but to win your hearts for Jesus, and bring you to be reconciled to God.
Liking is hardly to be thought of in the question-seldom enough is a patient enamored of a surgeon's scalpel. The surgeonwho conscientiously removes the proud flesh, or prevents a wound from healing too rapidly, cannot expect admiration for hisuse of the knife while the sufferer yet feels it. Nor does the preacher, when faithfully declaring the Truth of God, expectmen to commend him with their tastes. If their consciences commend him it is enough.
Ah, my Hearers, you give us listless hearing, critical hearing, anything but practical hearing, and all this goes to provethat, after all, though you crowd our houses of prayer, you do not want to be made whole! Too many take up the Gospel as aman of reading may take up a surgery book to amuse himself with a smattering of the art, but not to find out what will touchhis own case, or remove his own sickness.
So you do with this Bible-you read it as a sacred volume, but not as bearing upon your own best interests. How little youknow of deep, earnest, heart-longing to find Jesus! To be reconciled to God, and to be delivered from the wrath to come! Thereare men who both by their non-hearing and their hearing, say, "We do not want to be made whole."
Many there are, again, who do not desire to be made whole because being made whole would involve their losing their presentposition in society. They do not want to part with their ungodly gains or wicked companions. Religion would involve them insome degree of persecution. They would not like to be sneered at as a Methodist or Presbyterian. They could not afford togo to Heaven if the road were a little rough. They would prefer to go to Hell so long as the road which leads there is smoothand pleasant.
They count it better to be lost with the approbation of fools than to be saved with the derision of the wicked. They thinkit inconvenient to be gracious, irksome to be pious, disreputable to be devout, foolish to be too exact. They would gladlyhave the crown without the fight, the reward without the service. They would enjoy the sweets of soul health, but not losethe advantages of associating with the leprous and defiled. Alas, poor fools!
4. Thank God, there are some who can say, "Yes, yes, I would be made whole." And of their case I am going to speak now.
III. WHEREVER AN HONEST, AFFIRMATIVE ANSWER IS GIVEN TO THIS QUESTION, WE MAY CONCLUDE THAT THERE IS A WORK OF GRACE COMMENCEDIN THE SOUL. If any one of my hearers can earnestly say, "Yes, my great longing is to be set free from sin," my dear Friend,I am thrice happy to be privileged to speak to you this morning!
If you say, "It is not fear of punishment, sin is punishment enough for me. If I could be in Heaven and yet be a sinner suchas I am, it would be no Heaven to me. I want to be clear from every fault both of thought, and word, and deed, and if I couldbe perfect I should be perfectly happy, even if I were sick and poor." Well, if the Lord has made you long after holiness,there is in your heart already the embryo of Divine Grace, the seed of everlasting life. Before long you shall rejoice thatyou are born again, and are passed from death unto life.
"Oh," you say, "I wish I could see that, I wish I could feel it!" I do not believe that any utterly graceless person evercould have hearty, earnest, intense longings after holiness for its own sake. Now if you would get the joy and peace thatis to come out of this fact, I have to say to you very much what Jesus said to the poor man at Bethesda-he said, "Take upyour bed, and walk." So now, this morning, hear the Words of the Lord-trust right now, at once, in the finished work of JesusChrist, who as a Substitute was punished for your guilt.
Rely on Him, and you shall be a joyous as well as a saved soul. "Have I the power to believe in Christ?" says one. I answer,"Yes, you have the power. I would not say to every man, 'You have the power to exercise faith,' for the lack of will is thedeath of moral power. But if you are willing you have the right, you have the privilege, you have the power, to believe thatJesus died for you-that God, who has made you to long after holiness-has prepared holiness for you- and the instrument bywhich He will work it in you now is your faith.
The same Spirit who in you works to will, is in you working to do of His own good pleasure. "Look, then, to Christ and besaved." I pray that some of you may come to perfect peace this morning, by looking to Christ. "I want holiness," you say.Yes, and it may seem a strange thing, but true is it, that while you look after holiness in yourself you will never have it,but if you look away from yourself to Christ, then holiness will come unto you. Even now, that very desire of yours has cometo you from Him. It is the beginning of the new birth in your soul. Look, I pray you, away, right away, even from your bestdesires-to Christ on the Cross-and this day shall be the day of your salvation.
It may seem a very little thing to have a desire, but yet such a desire as I have described is no little thing. It is morethan human nature ever produced of itself, and only God the Eternal Spirit can implant it. I am persuaded that a living, savingfaith always goes with it, and sooner or later comes to the surface, and brings joy and peace!
IV. But now, lastly, WHERE THIS QUESTION IS ANSWERED IN THE NEGATIVE, I must remind you, IT INVOLVES MOST FEARFUL SIN. I couldwish I had not to preach on this last point, but I must, painful as it is. There are some here, there are many elsewhere,who are not willing to be made whole. You, my unconverted Brethren, are thus unwilling. Face that, now, I pray you, as youwill have to face it soon.
It is just this. You prefer yourself to God. You prefer to please yourself before pleasing Him. You prefer sin to holiness.Look at it closely and fairly. Sin is your own choice, your own present deliberate choice. You are now making it,
and have often made it, and will, I fear, continue to make it, if God's Grace does not prevent it. Look it in the face, forsoon, on a dying bed, you will see the whole matter in the light of eternity. You will then discover that you preferred thepleasures of this life to Heaven.
You preferred the gaieties and amusements, and self-righteousnesses, and prides, and self-wills of a few fleeting years tothe Glory and the bliss of perfectly obeying Christ, and being in His Presence forever. Oh, when you come to die, and certainlywhen you live in another state, you will curse yourself for having made such a choice as this! When you lie dying unsaved,it will come to you thus, "I am not here an unsaved man unwillingly-I would not be made whole-I willed not to be a Believer,I willed to be impenitent. I heard the Gospel, I had it put before me, but I deliberately willed to put it behind me and toremain what I am. I find now I am dying unforgiven and unholy, and that of choice."
Remember, no spiritually unsound man can enter Heaven. He must be made whole, or be shut out of Glory. We cannot stand inthe most holy place until we are made perfect. Then you, O unhealed soul, remaining as you are, will never stand in God'sPresence-and you choose, you deliberately choose never to be admitted to the courts of Paradise! Furthermore, and oh, howthis will strike you in a short time (how short I know not, nor do you)-there being no entrance into Heaven for you, you havingelected not to enter Heaven-there will remain but one other thing, namely, for you to be driven from His Presence into theeternal burnings of His wrath!
This will surely be one of the stings of Hell, that you perish of your own accord. How will you cry, "I chose this, I chosethis! Fool that I was, I willed this!" For what is Hell? It is sin full-blown. Sin is evil in the conception, Hell is sinin its development. What thoughts will be yours in Hell? "I chose that which has involved me in a misery from which therenever can be any escape. In a death out of which there can be no deliverance. I must die to God, to holiness, to happiness,and exist forever in that everlasting death, that eternal punishment, and all because I would have it so, and as the resultof my own free will."
Do look that in the face, I pray you. It seems to me to be the most dreadful element about the whole of the lost sinner'scase. If I could, when cast into Hell, say, "I am here because of God's decree, and for no other reason," I could find somethingwith which to harden my spirit to endure the misery of my lost condition. But if I shall be compelled in Hell to feel thatmy ruin is of myself altogether and only, and that I perish for my own sin-my personal rejection of Christ- then is Hell,Hell indeed. These flames, are they of my own kindling? This prison house, is it my own building? That door so fast as neverto open, is it my own barring? Then the last relic of consolation is taken away from my soul forever.
But, my dear Hearer, I hope you say, "I do desire to be made whole." Then let me again remind you that the place to find thefulfillment of that desire is at the foot of the Cross. Stand there and hope in the great Redeemer for there is some lifein you already, the dying Savior will increase it! Stand at the foot of the Cross where falls the precious drops of blood-viewthe flowing of His soul-redeeming blood, and hope, no, BELIEVE that He shed that blood for you, and you are saved! Go yourway, you who would be made whole, for Jesus says, "I will, be you clean."