Sermon 709. Kicking Against The Pricks
DELIVERED ON SUNDAY MORNING, SEPTEMBER 9, 1866, BY C. H. SPURGEON, AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"It is hard for you to kick against the pricks." Acts 9:5.
THIS expression is highly characteristic of the Savior from its figurative form. While He was on earth He spoke to the peoplein parables, and speaking out of Heaven, in this instance, He still adopts the parabolic style, as He did in Patmos, whenHe revealed Himself to John as walking among thegolden candlesticks. Here is a parable wrapped up in a few words-the parable of the ox that was willful, and being strickenwith the ox-goad, kicked against it and drove the ox-goad still deeper into its flesh-a very instructive simile, very naturaland unstrained likethe rest of the Savior's parables, and very full of meaning. It is plain, direct, appropriate, simple, and self-explaining,like the other parables of our Lord.
I recognize in the Speaker, who addressed Saul of Tarsus, the Man to whom the common people listened gladly, because of theinteresting manner in which He delivered His teachings. The great Master of simple metaphor, who here addresses the rebellionsSaul, clings to His chosen style and continuesto clothe truth in allegory. He does not say to Saul, "It is injurious to you to resist My appeals." That would be mereabstract fact-He puts it more pictorially-"It is hard for you to kick against the pricks."
Another feature of our Lord's Character is very manifest in this sentence. Observe the tenderness of the rebuke. It is not,"Oh, Saul, it is wicked, ungenerous, and mischievous of you to resist Me." There is no rebuke of that kind, unless it maybe implied in the expression, "Why do you persecuteMe?" But the Savior leaves Saul's conscience to say that and does not utter it Himself. Nor did Jesus say, "Saul, Saul,it is very hard for My people to bear your cruelties." Nor does He add, "It is very provoking to Me, and I shall before longstrike you in My wrath." No, it isnot, "It is hard for Me," but, "It is hard for you," as if the thoughts of the Savior were so set upon His poor, erring,but ignorant child that He felt, "As to what you do to My cause I will say nothing-but see what you are doing to yourself-youare losing joy andcomfort. You are injuring your own soul. You are sowing for yourself the seeds of future sorrow. It is hard for you."
Who but the Savior could have spoken after this fashion? I do not believe that the most tender-hearted of the Savior's ministershave been accustomed to look upon persecutors in that light! If we hear of tyrants breathing out threats and slaughter againstGod's people, we very readily say, "What awicked thing! What a cruel and unrighteous thing!" How seldom do we exclaim, "What a sad thing it is for the persecutor!"We add, perhaps, with a little sober vindictiveness, "What a terrible fate will be that man's!" But we feel but little deeppity for one whose terrible case itis to be an enemy to the sinner's Friend.
Alas, what a bitter portion the poor, ignorant, offending persecutor has chosen! May we be Christ-like enough to have pityupon him! The Savior looks at sin through the glass of compassion-we often look upon it through the lens of Pharisaic pride!Jesus, in the words before us, shines forthas the very same Savior who said to the woman taken in adultery, "Neither do I condemn you. Go and sin no more!" It wasa gentle voice which said, "It is hard for you to kick against the pricks."
We shall ask you to commence this discourse by praying that He who said, "Saul, Saul, why do you persecute Me?" may be pleasedto speak to some in this great assembly. And may He who turned the enemy into a friend do the like wonder with some men andwomen here! People of God, breathe that prayer!There is no need for you to speak it-the Searcher of all hearts knows your desire! Why should not gracious wonders be workedwhile we have such a God to deal with?
There are many reasons why it should be our desire and our prayer. The more grievous the offender may have been the greaterwill be the triumph of Divine Grace in his conversion, and the richer the consolation that shall come to the
Church, as it will be to us a greater proof of the power of the Grace of God in these latter days. Pray, then, that the proudsinner may be brought upon his knees today! We have in the text five things-an ox, an ox-goad, kicks against it, painful results,and a wise counsel.
I. We have in the parable of the text an ox. That ox is here employed as the picture of persecuting Saul and of all who arelike he. No other beast besides the ox is driven by an ox-goad, and therefore it must be the ox which is here meant as kickingagainst the pricks or goads when he is urgedonward by the driver. Alas, how low is man fallen that he can fitly be compared to a brute beast! "Oh," said the proud heart,"does God compare me to a beast?" Ah, my Friend, and it is the beast which has cause to complain rather than you-for whatbeast is that who hasrebelled against God? I never heard of such!
The beast acknowledges God and bows its neck to man, whom God appoints to be its ruler. The beast fulfils its Maker's purpose.It lives and it dies, and both in life and death it answers the end for which God sent it into the world. But as for you,you want only to run against God, and when youknow His will you do the contrary. And though He has addressed you with words of love and tenderness as He does some ofyou every Sunday, yet you will not hear, but reject what He says, and go on in your rebellious ways! Do not be angry if Godshould compare you to a beast, for ifyou knew yourself you would compare yourself to one, too. Even holy David once said, "So foolish was I and ignorant, I wasas a beast before You."
Penitent sinners have frequently wished that they had been beasts rather than men, for they have felt as if sin had degradedtheir nature below the degradation of the meanest reptile that creeps upon its belly. Oh, Soul, if you know yourself you willnot be angry for being thus compared, butsmiting upon your breast like the publican, you will confess yourself unworthy to lift so much as your eyes to Heaven. Butcourage! Though God compares the unregenerate and rebellious sinner to a beast, yet it is to a valuable animal-it is to acreature which is an object ofproperty and possesses value.
The text does not liken a man to a wild beast without an owner, but to an ox for which its master cares, and for which hehas paid a price. The ox is bought with money-it is often dearly purchased. When God compared Saul to an ox, he did as goodas say to him, "You are acting like a wildbull, running against Me and goring My people. But still you are precious in My sight, and are purchased with a price.""I," says Jesus, "I whom you persecute, I redeemed you, not with corruptible things, as with silver and gold, but with Myown precious blood. You are Mine, and Iwill not let you go. You are Mine, and I will break you in-I will curb that stubborn will of yours.
"Why do you kick against Me, for I mean to subdue you to do My work. It is vain for you to strive and struggle, for I havebought you and I will have you. I have paid for you too dearly to let you be lost. I have looked upon you as Mine too longto let you go astray from Me any more. I will haveyou, and therefore bow at once, for your will shall not long stand out against Mine."
There are some in this house whose conduct might make them comparable to beasts, but I hope they are the objects of God'seternal love and of the purchase of the Savior's Atonement and they are, therefore, not likened to the wild beasts of theforest that go to their dens uncared for-but toan ox which is written down among the wealth of its possessor. Our Lord Jesus also compared Saul here to the ox becausethe ox is an animal that is dependent upon its master for the supply of its needs. Here you will remember the Prophet Isaiahsaid, "The ox knows its owner, and theass its master's crib." The ox receives its fodder from its master's hand, and knows the hand that feeds it.
You who are an enemy to God this morning, do you not know that you are His creature and that you are the object of His dailyProvidence? The breath which is in your nostrils and in mine comes from the Most High. He formed us of clay, and His Omnipotencekeeps together the particles of dust thatmake our frame. But for His preservation we should at once go back to Mother Earth, and the place that knows us would knowus no more forever. Dear Hearer, have we not been worse than oxen? We have not known the hand that feeds us! Have we not kickedagainst the God from whom allour mercies have been flowing? Oh, then, we must be worse than beasts if we do not feel a pang of conscience at the thoughtof God's kindness and our ingratitude!
To be indebted to God for twenty, thirty, forty, fifty, sixty, seventy years of mercy and yet never to be grateful to Him!To have received life, breath, and strength from Him, and today to receive the Gospel from His hands and yet to go our wayindifferent and careless! This is a crime to bedetested and abominated! An ox is a creature of which service is rightly demanded. As every man who keeps an ox expectsit to serve him, so also does God expect of those creatures whose needs He supplies that they should do His bidding. Why shouldGod keep them, and they do Him noservice? Would you yourself fodder an ox that would not plow if you use it for such work? Or would you feed a horse thatwould never be a beast of draft to you? Would you keep even a dog if it did not follow at your heels and flatter you? If thecur snapped at you and howled at youas you do, O Sinner, against your Maker, you would soon have done with feeding him!
Take heed lest God have done with feeding you-for if He gets no service out of you He will not forever spare you. We are likethe ox-we must either serve or die-we must either plow or bleed. The bullock which is not good for its master in the furrowsshall soon be good for thebutcher in the shop. And the man who will not serve God in life shall before long have to acknowledge His justice in thepangs of death and to show to wondering worlds what the judgments of God are in the terrors of eternity.
The ox was also selected as a picture of Saul because of its perverseness. The bullock is not easily made accustomed to theyoke. It is not easy to train an ox to do one's bidding. Therefore a very rough and cruel instrument was used by the Easternfarmer-a long stick with a sharp prong atthe end which he drove into the stubborn ox to compel it to move. The ox was sometimes very perverse, and when it set itsneck to go its own way it was not easy for the farmer to make it move in another, and therefore the strokes of the ox-goadwere sharp and many. Ah, how perverseare our wills! They are more stubborn, surely, than the ox. We will not go in the right way. We choose the wrong naturally.We go to the fire of sin and we put our finger in it-and we burn it-but we do not learn better. We then thrust our hands intoit, and though wesuffer for it, we return and plunge our arm into the flame.
There are some who are suffering at this very day for their sins. The sins of their youth are in their bones, and yet theystagger to their lusts again. Like the moth that flies to the candle and having singed its wings drops down in pain and agony,and only gets strength enough to fly up to thecandle again, so do some men with their sins. But while we are swift to sin, how slow we are to righteousness! Parents sometimescomplain that they cannot teach their children, they are so willful. Ah, if they were as willful as we are towards God, weshould have cause enough tocomplain. The teacher says, "I have taught this child nineteen times, and he will not learn." But God has taught us nineteenthousand times- "Line upon line, and precept upon precept, here a little and there a little"!
Every day has had its word and every night its sentence-and yet we are like the deaf adder which will not hear the voice ofthe charmer, though he charms ever so wisely. This is humbling, but it is true. God makes us feel it to be true and puts usin a proper frame of mind on account of it.Yet remember there is this thing about the ox-though thus a perverse animal-it is a creature which can be of great serviceto its master. When the ox becomes docile and puts its neck to the yoke and plows in patient earnestness, it is one of themost valuable possessionsof the Oriental farmer. What would he do without it?
The patient ox in the East is very largely used in draft as well as in tillage. It is one of the most precious things thata poor man has in the East-to possess that admirably laborious and patient animal. When man once gives his heart to his Master-whenonce this brutish heart isconquered by Divine Grace and becomes a servant of God-of what use he is! Do you see the labor and zeal of Paul? Why, henever grew weary! He was an ox that never fretted under the yoke. He went to the end of many a long furrow and back again,and to the end again. No stripeshindered him. No prisons stopped him. He was not afraid of death itself! He crossed the boisterous sea-no mean feat in thosedays of unskilled navigation. He traversed the equally dangerous land, suffering perils from robbers, from rivers, from wildbeasts, and from falsebrethren.
Like a strong ox he plowed a heavy soil from morning to evening without complaint. He left no work undone, but he could sayat the close of his career, "I have fought a good fight. I have finished my course. I have kept the faith!" Oh, what a vastamount of good might be done by some of those whoare now doing so much mischief! When a sinner is really convicted of sin he cannot think that God Himself can ever makeanything of him-but you do not know. Look at that swearing fellow on Elstow Green-the gypsy tinker-who would think that hismischievous handwould ever write of the Celestial City, of the land Beulah, and of the blessed progress of the Pilgrim?
Just look at that poor fellow sold as a slave, a prey to everything that is evil! It is John Newton-who would expect to hearhim in the pulpit of St. Mary Woolnoth, telling of the mighty Grace of God? Ah, but the Lord can thus get a double victoryover Satan, not merely by capturing Satan'sbest men, but by transforming them into captains in the army of the Cross. May God grant that some here, who have been likethe ox for perverseness and stubbornness, and whose final doom would be to be felled by the pole-axe of death, may be subduedby the great lion tamer, who cansurely tame the ox!
May Jesus come and put His yoke upon your necks, for "His yoke is easy and His burden is light." And from this day forth mayyou serve in the kingdom of King Jesus, to the praise of the glory of His Divine Grace.
II. In the second place, in this little parable which is so full of teaching, we have THE OX-GOAD. No doubt it is a cruelinstrument, but it is one which was thought by the Oriental farmer to be necessary for the stubborn nature of the ox. Whenhe wanted to make his ox go he just drove the goadinto it from behind-not walking by the side of it, as we would probably do here-but keeping to the handle of the plow andthen pricking the ox from behind.
Our God has many ways of goading us, but He does not use the goad with us where gentler means will avail. I should think thata kind farmer would speak to his ox, and might get it into such a condition that it would know what it was to do and be obedientto his word. Now God brings His people intosuch a state as that. He says, "I will guide you with My eyes." And He says, "Be not as the horse, or as the mule, whichhave no understanding-whose mouth must be held with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto you." He might also have said,"Be you not as the ox, which hasneed to feel the ox-goad or else it will not stir."
God does not come to blows with men till He has first tried words with them. It is a word and a blow with man-but there isoften a long space between the word and the blow with God. It is, "Turn! Turn! Why will you die?" before He comes with theexecutioner's axe. Before the tree is cut downthere is a time of sparing in which it is dug about, in hopes it may bring forth fruit. But when words are of no avail,then the Lord, in tender mercy, if He means to save the soul, adopts sharper means, and comes from words, to blows, and thenwounds. Some of you know how God willwound us when He means to save us. The Psalmist describes it as being broken in pieces. He groans over "the bones whichYou have broken." For God does give such cuffs by the hand of Providence, and such blows by the law upon the conscience thatHe appears as if He were cruel andwould utterly slay us!
And, indeed, He will kill us in order that He may save us! He will break us in pieces that He may bind us up! And He willwound us that He may come, in all His power, to heal. Let us for a minute or two think about this ox-goad, and how you andI have felt it, and how some are feeling it today andyet kicking against it. Some of us felt the ox-goad when we were children. Under the government of our parents and friendswe were often very restive, and felt it hard to sin. We wanted to go after our own devices, but our parents loved us, andthey would not permit it. Perhaps theywere stern. It may be that they chastened us after their own pleasure, as we thought, though if we were wise we might haveperceived that it was for our profit.
And how some of us kicked and struggled against a mother's tears! And how irksome was a father's good advice! Many men showed,in their childhood, what they were made of by their early rebellions against the holy admonitions of loving and anxious parents.Oh, young offenders, yours is no smallresponsibility! Oh how the young heart can rebel! I speak experimentally when I say I believe a young child's heart is capableof as thorough and deep-seated rebellion against God and right as the heart of the oldest man. And though the child may notbe able either by word or deedto express what he feels, there are evil moments with some children when passion seems as if it would choke them, and theirravings or sullenness prove that a child's nature is inclined to evil and is most undoubtedly fallen from its birth. In lookingback we see that the goad wasused upon us even as children.
Since that time some of you have felt the irksome goad in the good advice of friends with whom you have been situated. Youdo not like to be talked to about religion, some of you. You have half a mind to shift your lodgings to get away from godlypeople who pester you. You would gladly get anothersituation, for you work at a bench close by the side of a Christian man and he makes sinning uncomfortable to you. He speaksto you very tenderly and plainly, and you jest at him, and put it off, but still he does make it an uneasy thing for you tobe what you are. Oh, how gratefulyou ought to be for this, and yet I should not wonder but what you are kicking at it.
These are all goads which God uses. He is saying to you, "You stubborn ox-like man, you shall not go to perdition." He hassent these warnings to you first by one, and then by another, with a view to your good. Every doctrine, and every part ofthe teachings of God's Word acts like a goad tounconverted men. I have known people come in here-curiosity has brought them to hear the preacher-and his sermon has madethem feel so angry that they could almost have knocked him down, but yet they could not help coming again. Why did they come?They could not tell youwhy, but they could not stop! And yet they hated the Truth of God they heard.
Many of you know, before you were converted, that anger was just your first state of feeling when you heard the Gospel. Ifeel rather glad when I hear that I have made some people angry. I think within myself, "Well, they were not asleep at anyrate, and they gave the sermon some sort of thought."When a man thinks enough about the Truth of God to begin to fight against it, I am in hope that the Truth will give hima shaking and never let him go till it has fairly beaten him into better things. Angry feeling is better than no feeling,and enmity to the Truth may be lookedupon with more hope than indifference!
Now what a goad to some men is the doctrine of the Cross! They cannot hear of the wounds of Jesus and sin pleasantly. To somethe doctrine of the punishment of sin is like the file to the viper-they are always breaking their teeth by gnawing at it.There is no part of Scripture which, rightlyunderstood, is not a goad to the sinner, saying to him unmistakably, "Sinner, turn, turn from your wicked ways, for whywill you die?" At times the Lord will goad us in another way, namely, by personal afflictions. Perhaps he sends a sicknessand lays the strong man moaning upon hisbed. Possibly it is a failure in business, a loss of property, a disappointment in marriage, the death of friends, or agradual decay of the constitution, or the loss of a limb or an eye. Loud voices these, if men had ears to hear.
God does not come to lopping His trees until a stern remedy is needed. Some of you have had so many afflictions that the Lordmight well enquire, "Why should you be stricken any more? You will revolt more and more: the whole head is sick, and the wholeheart faint," and you are full of wounds andputrefying sores. Oh the mischief that sin has done in some glaring cases! I know a man at the present moment, a man I said,but alas, poor wretched mortal, he looks hardly like a man! I saw him in rags, shivering in the drenching rain but yesterday.He came of reputable parents. Iknew his relatives well. He had some four hundred pounds or more left him a few years ago. As soon as ever he could gethold of it he came to London and in about a month he spent it-all in a hideous whirlwind of evil.
He went back a beggar and in rags, full of horrible sickness, loathsome and an outcast. Since that time he has been so oftenaided by his friends that they have entirely given him up, and now this poor wretch with scarcely enough rags to hide hisnakedness, has no eyes left to pity him and no handsto help him. He has been helped again, and again, and again. But to help him appears to be useless, for at the very firstopportunity he returns to his old sins. The workhouse, the hospital, the grave are his portion-for he seems unable to riseto the dignity of labor, and noone will harbor him. I could fairly cry at the sight of him, but what can be done for him if he will destroy himself byhis sins? If you say to him, "Why do your friends not notice you?" he will tell you, "They cannot notice me."
He has brought his mother to the grave. He has worn out everybody who has pitied him, for his life has been so thoroughlybad that it excites no pity-and disgusts his own relatives. For the love of the Lord Jesus I will help this unhappy man again,and intend tomorrow to see him washed,clothed and fed, and put in a way of livelihood. But I have very slender hope of being of any lasting service to him, forhe has been tried so often. Yet I never saw a wretch in such misery. He is emaciated, ragged, and has known hunger and coldand nakedness month after month.Unless he mends his ways this will be his lot till he dies. We have more than enough of such cases who cross our path, butthis one outdoes them all.
Now I know that some of these forlorn persons sometimes steal into the Tabernacle, and if such are here let me ask you, Whatis to be done with you? You put even the best and most tender of persons out of patience with you. Trouble has no power tobreak you, and kindness no influence to melt you.Oh, while there is a remedy, may God apply it to you, poor guilty souls! There are some who have felt these goadings tothe most fearful extent till they have lost all, and yet they cling to their sins! I would to God that saints would clingto Christ half as earnestly as sinnerscling to the devil! If we were as willing to suffer for God as some are to suffer for their lusts, what perseverance andzeal would be seen on all sides!
The goad is used yet farther. When God has goaded a man with afflictions, and pains, and all the doctrines of the Gospel,sometimes He stirs him with the common operations of the Holy Spirit in his conscience. Saul was being goaded at that verymoment when Christ spoke, and said, "Why do youpersecute Me?" Ah, and take care you do not resist these goadings. "See that you refuse not Him that speaks. For if theyescaped not who refused Him that spoke on earth, much more shall not we escape, if we turn away from Him that speaks fromHeaven." I believe that the Holy Spiritoften, by what we call the common operations which He exercises upon the hearts of men, deals with men's consciences sofar as to arouse and warn them, but they quench the Spirit. They, as Stephen says, resist the Spirit as did their fathers.
It is a sin which may be committed, and where it is committed often, and long, at last the Holy Dove departs never to return-andsuch a soul is given up. It may be that some man or woman here is the subject of these inward strivings- may they end in effectualcalling and not lead toincreased damnation, as they must do except the soul be brought to saving repentance.
III. In the third place-and here let conscience be awake-we have to speak about THE KICKS. "It is hard for you to kick againstthe pricks." The ox, when wounded, is so very foolish as to dash its foot against the goad, and consequently drives it deeperinto himself and hurts himselfeven more. This is the natural manner of men till God makes something more than beasts of them. Man is sure, like the ox,to kick against the pricks. How can we do this? Even when we were children we rebelled against our teachers.
When we were but little and were being instructed in the things of God, it is possible that we did not like religion. Prayerwas distasteful, Sunday was dull, and the House of God wearisome. Therefore we kicked against them. As some of you grew upwho are now present, you took to sneering at thosewho kindly advised you. Many young men, the moment they get a word of counsel from any person, treat that person at onceas an enemy and vow that they will take no further notice of such a "cant," as they will call him. That is a common way ofkicking against the pricks. Manysinners, when the Word of God is too hot for them, take to caviling at it.
When a sermon comes home, what is the easiest way of getting rid of the impression? Why, begin disputing over it! If any ofyou have felt any power in the sermon at any time, and you do not want to get a blessing, begin to raise an objection to somepoint of doctrine or expression of the minister.Do not dwell on that part which you felt was good and was meant for you, but give your thoughts to that which you can quarrelover and the sermon will be of no use to you. Satan will be glad if you begin to blame the preacher when you ought to haveblamed yourself! If you cavil atGospel doctrines, if you quibble about the high points and the low points, and say, "Well, I do not see how predestinationand free will can agree," all that will be a snare to you-to prevent your coming to Christ.
Satan does not care whether he drags you down to Hell as a Calvinist or as an Arminian, so long as he can get you there! Hedoes not care whether you are orthodox or heterodox as long as he can make sure of you. A man who is reproved by a sermonwill perhaps feel that if it is true he must give uphis drunkenness. "But," says he, "I will not give up my drunkenness. I do not want to do that, and therefore I do not believethat the sermon is true." Or another says, "If this is correct, I must shut up my shop on Sunday and so lose my Sunday's profits.I cannot afford to losemoney and therefore I will abuse the preacher."
The guilty conscience cries, "I will pick a hole in the minister's coat because he has found one in mine. If what he saysis true, I must mend my ways. But I do not intend to do that, therefore I will try and find some fault with the Truth whichis taught, or with the man who teaches it." There aremany individuals who are so angry at God through their sin that they have come to persecute God's people. They cannot burnthem, they cannot shut them up in prison-but they vex them with cruel mocking. They twist their innocent actions into somethingwrong, and then they throwit in their teeth. They even sit down and wantonly invent falsehoods against the innocent, and utter libelous things againstthe people of God, because they have a conviction that the saints are better than themselves. It seems to be the natural suggestionof our fallen nature thatwhen goodness rebukes us we straightway try to prove that it is not goodness in order that our conscience may be quieted.
Certain profane men have gone so far as to kick at God Himself. They do not hesitate in their malice-they proclaim it in plainplump oaths-and dare their Maker to do most terrible things to them! Mind that He does not answer you, Blasphemer! He is ahearer of prayer, and when you prayto Him to damn you, He may, one of these days, do it, Sinner! Do not ask Him again lest He should do it at once. He hasa way of doing what men ask Him to do! Do not trifle with Him. It is His mighty mercy that has prevented Him from destroyingyou long ago!
This is your way of kicking against the pricks, but I hope that since God has brought you here He means to stop your rebellionstoday. I pray He may, and that no longer you may kick against Him, but turn to Him and say, "Lord, what will you have me todo?"
IV. Time fails us, and we must therefore speak briefly upon THE RESULT OF KICKING AGAINST THE PRICKS. Christ says, "It ishard for you." Friend, let me hold you by the buttonhole and talk to you. It has been very hard for your mother that you shouldhave gone on as you have done. For her sake,think! With some of you it has been very hard for your families. Drunkenness clothes a man's children in rags as well ashimself. It has been hard in some cases with even your neighbors and your employers-they had a deal to put up with-but thatis not the matter ofconsideration this morning. It is hard for you.
Oh, young man, you know that sin does not make you happy. You have had your swing of it and you are miserable this morning.Oh no, there is no bliss to be found in evil. At last the Truth of God is beginning to dawn upon your mind. Instead of happinessyou have found unrest and dissatisfaction. Youare afraid of cholera-afraid to die. You would run almost anywhere to escape an infectious disease because you know whereyour portion will be when you enter into another world. This is the effect of your kicking against the pricks. You have broughtyourself into an unhappyand uneasy state of mind till you sometimes wish that you had never been born.
Do you know what will very likely be your history if you run into sin and persist in it? You will make your present afflictionsgrow worse and cause your present losses to accumulate upon you. You are kicking against the pricks, and are making the woundsalready received ten times worse! And itwill always be so long as you keep on kicking. It is possible that you may get into such a state of mind that you will,by-and-by be ready to die by suicide because of remorse. It is hard for you, young man, to be such a sinner as you are now,but how hard it will be! I could weepwhen I think of how hard your sins will be for you if you are ever converted. He that is converted to God finds it hardto have been a sinner so long. His repentance is bitter in proportion to the greatness of his sin. "Alas," he says, "thatI should ever have so revolted againstthe God that loved me with such a love!"
Those who are saved late in life feel that their sins will be their plague till they die. A man does not go and plunge intothe ditch of sin without bearing the stench of its vileness in his memory all his life. An old song that you used to singin your carnal days will come up and defile yourcloset prayers and perhaps the recollection of some unholy scene in which you had a part in your younger days will troubleyou even when you are at the sacramental table! The Apostle Paul always bore the memory of his sin, for he says, "I was theleast of the Apostles because Ipersecuted the Church of God."
He always felt that. And who knows but that the stripes and imprisonment that he had to bear himself must often have broughtthe tears into his eyes when he endured them as he thought, "I persecuted them in their synagogue, and I compelled them toblaspheme, and now I am called to suffer the samethings myself." The past life of a regenerate man will always be his grief. "God forgives me," said one, "but I can neverforgive myself." It is blotted out of God's book, I know, but it can never be blotted out of mine. I shall remember to mydying day what a sinner I have been.
But ah, Friends, if tears might come into my eyes at the recollection of how you will feel if you are converted, I would gladlyweep tears of blood as I think of what you will feel if you die unconverted! All these kicks against the pricks will be amongyour sharpest stings when you feel thejudgment of God in another world. "Remember," says Conscience, "you were warned-you did not sin without knowing it was sin-youdid not choose the downward path without understanding it to be the path that led to ruin. You felt the pricks of warning,but you kickedagainst them and now you receive your portion in the lake that burns with fire and brimstone! You suffer with this aggravationabove all others-that you knew your duty but you did it not."
That great Italian poet, whose marvelous mind so singularly pictured the lost in their everlasting dwelling place, writesover the portals of Hell, "All hope abandon you who enter here!" Ah, it is the Hell of Hell that there is no hope there! Butwhile there is no hope of the future, there areunutterable regrets for the past. My Hearers, I often feel it a very solemn thing to preach to you. And the more earnestlyI am able to preach, the more solemn it becomes, because if this Gospel is not "a savor of life unto life" to you, it willbe "a savor of death unto death" toyour souls. You may make it a holiday to visit the Tabernacle and hear me preach. You may come up from the country and hastenhere to see this place as one of the sights of London-but it is no holiday to me to preach to your souls-and no child's playto have thisresponsibility upon my shoulders, to deal faithfully with your hearts and consciences!
I have been a goad, I hope, to many of you, and you have tried hard to continue what you are while a loving heart has triedto bring you into a better mind. But by-and-by the goad will become a sword! The very Gospel which warns will be the Gospelthat smites. "God shall judge theworld"-how?-"according to my Gospel," says the Apostle Paul. It is according to the Gospel that you shall be judged at thelast if you reject it and perish in your sins. This is the result of kicking against the pricks.
V. Then the last thing is THE GOOD COUNSEL. It is just this-since it is hard for you to kick against the pricks, and thereis nothing to be got by it, cease, oh cease from your evil way! Why should you do it? If it made you happy to be sinners,I could almost pardon you. If it were aprofitable thing, I might almost excuse you! But it is such an unsatisfactory thing, and the happiness is so transient-suchmere scum upon the pot-that I cannot excuse you if you will follow it. Your grapes are gall, your wine is wormwood, your musicis discord, yourmirth is misery-why then follow after them?
O sensible, thoughtful man, kick against the pricks no more! If you do not become a Christian, do not be a persecutor. Thereis no need to make your eternal portion worse. Suppose you think that the Gospel is not true? At any rate do not fight againstit, for if it is of God you cannot prevailagainst it. And if it is not, it will go down without you. Do not, however, think that we ask you to cease from wrath becausewe are afraid of you. The Gospel is like an anvil- you may hammer it and it will break your hammer, but itself remain unbroken!You may stumble againstthis stone and you will be broken, but you cannot break or remove the stone.
Woe unto you if that stone falls upon you, for on whomever this stone shall fall it will grind him to powder! Stop and think.If we can get men to think we may have good hope of them. At any rate, religion is worth a thought. If you must and will goto Hell, go there with your eyes open, and do notbe deceived. Eternity must be such a weighty thing that it is surely worth a thought. If the devil is worthy to be yourmaster, consider his claims and serve him thoughtfully. If sin, and drunkenness, and money getting, and Sabbath-breaking arethe best things for you, think themover and give a reason for the hope that is in you.
There are some of us who think you foolish. Justify your conduct, then, and get an answer ready. Oh, if you would but think,you would soon say, "No, no, no, I know there is a God. I know I have sinned, I know that He must punish me. There is mercyin Jesus, I will find it." Let me say to you,Sinner, yield your heart to the goadings of Divine love, for, "it is hard for you to kick against the pricks." Oh, thinknot that the Savior's blood will be unable to cleanse you! Not your worthiness, but your unworthiness attracts His attention!Not your strength, but yourweakness! Not your riches, but your poverty! He came to save just such as you are. Lost one, but loved one, trust in Him!Cast yourself now upon Him, having nothing of your own. Come and rest in Him. He will not cast you away.
He has never cast any soul away, however filthy its previous life may have been, and He will not begin today to reject sinners.He that comes unto Him He will in no wise cast out. "Ho, everyone that thirsts, come to the waters, and he that has no money,come, buy, and eat! Yes, come, buy wine andmilk without money and without price." Why do you kick against the pricks? "Why do you spend money for that which is notbread, and your labor for that which satisfies not? Hearken diligently unto Me, and eat that which is good, and let your souldelight itself in fatness." "Whoeverbelieve that Jesus is the Christ is born of God."
Trust Jesus with your whole heart! Trust in Jesus, and your sins, which are many, are forgiven you! This is the Gospel thatwe are bid to preach, "He that believes and is baptized shall be saved." May God the Holy Spirit give you Divine Grace tobe obedient, and unto Him shall be glory. Amen.