Sermon 622. Traveling Expenses On The Two Great Roads
DELIVERED ON SUNDAY MORNING, APRIL 2, 1865, BY C. H. SPURGEON, AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"So he paid the fare." Jonah 1:3.
AS a general rule, wherever we go, whatever we do, we must "pay the fare." Expenditure is connected with every act, work andoperation. The sun does not constantly flood this world and all its sister spheres with light and heat without some kind ofconsumption within itself. Nor does the earthyield her fruits of harvest except at the cost of the matter of which it is composed. By the force of wind and frost, thevery "Mountain falling comes to nothing and the rock is removed out of his place" (Job 14:18). The rivers do not reach the sea without wearing away their banksand cutting channels in the earth through which their floods may flow. The raindrops, the generous gifts of Heaven, havefirst been loaned from the treasury of the great deep. The air itself is constantly in process of consumption, and were itnot that a fresh supply is daily beingproduced, even the atmosphere would become exhausted.
All the processes of Nature involve a constant expenditure of power. Ponderous as is the engine of creation and little asit shows the fretting power of age, it is certain that in the whole of its machinery, from its most stupendous wheel downto its smallest valve, it is daily and necessarilyexperiencing an appointed amount of wear and tear. It is assuredly so with regard to the lesser world of man. The body cannotmove a limb or contract a muscle without expense. The lifting of my hand, the pointing of my finger, the motion of my tongue,the stirring of my brain inthought all cost something and make a draught upon the inner store of strength-you cannot so much as gaze upon the worldaround you without some wear and tear of that marvelous optical instrument by which outward sights are brought to the inwardmind.
Friction operates on flesh and bone and sinew and a higher friction acts on mind and intellect and passion, for even thesegrow weak with strain and age-"the fare"-Nature sternly demands before she will loose her cable or spread her sail to thebreeze. He quarrels with God's laws whoexpects something for nothing and hopes to be served without offering a just remuneration and to find friends without showinghimself friendly. We must pay our fare, for the universe requires it-we will pay it cheerfully-for we are honest men.
This general rule of expenditure holds good when we enter the world of morals and commune with spiritual things. Man pluckedthe forbidden fruit and dearly was that apple paid for in the fall of all our race. The Lord redeemed us in His boundlesslove, but not without a price-the free mercyof God cannot work its way among men except Heaven's best treasure is spent to purchase men from bondage. Expense occurseverywhere in our salvation-"The price of pardon was the Savior's blood." "To buy our souls it cost His own."-
"There's never a gift His hand bestows, But cost His heart a groan."
Nor is it so in the kingdom of Heaven only, for even if a man would pursue a foolhardy voyage across the sea of rebellionin the ship of sin to the horrible land of perdition, he must "pay the fare." Sinners, for that which is not bread, must spendtheir money and for that which profits not, mustpay their labor. He who would be saved must take care to sit down and count the cost, lest, after having begun to build,he should not be able to finish it. But let him not think that he is alone in his expending, for the transgressor's bill ofcosts is no light one! War of any sortis costly, but ungodly men will find that a war with Heaven is the dearest of all. God's House, like the palace of Solomon,needs a large income to sustain its daily feasting-but it is not like the house of evil which makes a beggar of every manthat comes within its doors.
I. I shall, this morning, commence my discourse by endeavoring to direct your attention to THE COST OF TRAVELLING ON THE BROADROAD TO HELL. Phocian paid for the poison which killed him-and the sinner pays dearly for the sin which proves his ruin. Theworldling often taunts the Christianbecause he expends his money on his religion. The Christian may well reply to the sinner, "I wish that your taunts weremore true, for I fear that I do not spend one-tenth as much in the service of God as you do in the service of your vices."Very few except the most generous ofChristians could venture to say that they spend as much upon their God as profligates squander upon their lusts.
1. Let us begin to add up the bill! We are met at once with a heavy item. The man who makes the world his idol and forgetsGod, has at once, at the start of his voyage, to pay down and place in a sinking fund all hope of God's favor and all expectationof the blessings which it brings. He cannotrun contrary to God's will and command and then expect that God will be his Friend and prosper his designs! If I set myselfup in rebellion against Heaven's great King, I cannot suppose that He will make it His constant care to promote my interests,nor dare I dream that He will aidand abet me in my designs of evil.
"With the obstinate You will show Yourself obstinate" (Psa. 18:26), is the revelation of Scripture. "If you walk contrary to Me, I will walk contrary to you," is the voice of the God of Sinai.The man throws down the glove of battle against the Lord and his Creator will let him know that it is,"Woe unto him that strives with his Maker." Long-suffering is Jehovah and He does not smite the rebel with speedy ruin,but still it is written, "God is angry with the wicked every day: if he turns not He will whet His sword, He has bent Hisbow and made it ready." The good man seesa gracious Providence smiling at his side-he knows that, " all things work together for good to them that love God."
And although the wheels of Providence are too high for him to understand their revolutions, yet he knows that they are fullof eyes, marking the wisdom and care of his Father in Heaven. He sings with rapture-
"Your ways, O Lord, with wise design, Are framed upon Your Throne above. And every dark and bending line Meets in the centerof Your love." The Almighty God is the Believer's refuge and beneath His wings he finds perpetual shelter. Not so the sinner.In the court of Providence he is an outlaw andcan claim no right of protection. How shall Providence care for him who cares not for God? He is under its ban and he shall,before long, learn that, "They that plow iniquity and sow wickedness, reap the same. By the blast of God they perish and bythe breath of His nostrils arethey consumed."
The ungodly cannot claim the privilege which Eliphaz ascribes to the righteous-"He shall deliver you in six troubles: yes,in seven there shall no evil touch you. At destruction and famine you shall laugh: neither shall you be afraid of the beastsof the earth. For you shall be in league withthe stones of the field: and the beasts of the field shall be at peace with you." On the contrary, Providence may justlyremind him of his sins and say, "Call now, if there is any that will answer you. And to which of the saints will you turn?"
Our gracious God has given no charge to His angels to keep the sinner in all his ways. Those ministering spirits have no commissionto bear him up lest he dash his foot against a stone. Rather, the forces of Nature are restrained by almighty mercy, or elsethe very stars in their courses and thewaters in the rivers would fight against the wicked, as they did against Sisera in days of yore.
The Christian has the Presence of God also to rejoice in. Mungo Park, when lost in the wilderness, observed a tiny piece ofmoss, and marking how beautifully it was fashioned, he recollected, "God is here! My Father is here!" So does the Christian.He is never out of his Father's House andconsequently he is forevermore at home. The lines of Thompson are ours, not as poetry merely, but as matter of fact-
" Should Fate command me to the farthest verge Of the green earth, to distant barbarous climes, Rivers unknown to song, wherefirst the sun Gilds Indian mountains, or his setting beam Flames on the Atlantic isles; 'tis naught to me Since God is everpresent, ever felt, In the void waste as in thecity full And where He vital breathes, there must be joy. When even at last the solemn hour shall come, And wing my mysticflight to future worlds, I cheerfully wil obey. There with new powers
Will rising wonders sing. Icannotgo
Where UNIVERSAL LOVE not smiles around, Sustaining all yon orbs and all their sons, From seeming evil still educing good.And better there again and better still, In infinite progression."
It is not so with the sinner? The presence of God is to him dreadful. If there were some valley of confusion where God's poweris not known, its congenial desolation would become the sinner's Heaven-the place where God's Presence shall gleam upon himwith irresistible force will be his Hell.Moreover, the sinner gives up every promise of God in choosing the road to perdition. There is not a word in this Book ofDivine Love which can breathe comfort into the sinner's ear while he chooses his own ways. It is a book of threats and ofcurses to the impenitent. It woos as amother would call her wandering child-it has a gentle voice forever broken, and contrite spirit-but it thunders like Sinai'sown self against every hardened sinner who will not turn from his wicked way.
O Unbeliever, you have renounced, by the very fact of your remaining without God and without Christ, all possession in therich promises of God! You have sunk the immense capital upon the interest of which the Christian lives in time and in theenjoyment of which he hopes to be blest throughouteternity. You who know how to add, mark this one item of expenditure to begin with, and guess how heavy is the fare of sin!
2. In the next place, they who follow the course of sin make a great expenditure of their time. However, that I dare say theydo not think much of, for time to them is a mere drug of no clear value. Many of the ungodly seek after pastimes, kill-timesand all sorts of inventions by which they mayget rid of time, which to us appear sadly too little for our daily work. The precious privilege of existence is to thema nuisance. The pictured gallery of life is to them a prison or corridor through which they would hasten as speedily as maybe, forgetting its end and where itleads.
Ah, Brothers and Sisters, if they were wise they would comprehend that time is the stuff which life is made of and that thislife is the only season in which we can be made qualified for the enjoyments of eternity. If men understood it, they wouldsooner cast pearls to swine than give their days tosin and their nights to rioting. If time is the chrysalis of eternity, who but a fool would treat it with contempt?
He is the worst of prodigals who wastes that most precious of all treasures, his time! But what hours does fashion demand?What days will the debauched and the profligate give to their sensual indulgence? But what am I saying? It is needless tosingle out the more bold of transgressors-therule is universal-the sinner's life is all waste, for it is uncon-secrated by faith, unblest by God and is therefore alllavished for nothing on shadows and dreams.
3. It must not be forgotten that some ungodly men expend a deal of labor to gratify their evil desires. The way to Hell maybe downhill, but it is not all smooth. There are Hills Difficulty even for the ungodly. "The way of transgressors is hard."Therefore the Savior says, "Come unto Me, all youthat labor and are heavy laden," for sinners labor and their sins prove to be a heavy burden. The same Hebrew word and thesame Greek word, stands both for "laboring," and for "sin," for sinning is often hard.
As the Prophet says, "The people labor in the very fire and weary themselves for vanity." Though men call sin pleasure, whodoes not know that it often jades and wearies the man worse than the hardest toil! How the proud man toils for honor! Howthe miser pinches himself for gold! How the thiefexhausts his ingenuity to get at another man's wealth! How hard is the harlot's drudgery! How heavy is the yoke of Satan!
4. Sinners, again, are frequently put by their sins to a great expense of their actual substance. Their money finds feather'sfor its wings in the gratification of their desires. Who can be a drunkard without coming to poverty or lessening his estate?Who fills the cup to the brim without beforelong clothing himself with rags and bringing his household to poverty? The prodigal wasted his substance in riotous living-whocan do otherwise if he entertains a host of greedy sins? God only knows how much of the poverty of this land is due to nothingelse but drunkenness.
No doubt there always will be some poverty which may claim our charity, for the poor shall never cease out of the land. Butstill, it is to be feared that three-fourths of all the poverty of this great city is to be traced more or less directly tothe gin palace and the beer shops. Drunkenness is a"reedy sin and like the horseleech it cries, 'Give, give.' " England, with all its liberality, does not give anything likeso much to the cause of missions, or for the maintenance of religion, as men spend in intoxication.
Then look at other sins, how costly they are! Consider those amusements of the world which many defend as being no offenseto public morals, but which the spiritual avoid as being unfit occupations for heirs of Heaven. Even these are far from beinginexpensive. I noticed yesterday an advertisementin the newspaper for boxes at the opera, for a certain term, to be let for two hundred guineas! What would people thinkif a pew in any place of worship were only to be had on terms of so heavy a subscription? Why, that sum would pay the chargesall the year round of full many aplace of worship!
And yet this amount represents probably but a portion of the expense involved in attendance at the theater. There are fargreater drains upon the purse than those implied in missionary societies, ministers, chapels and Bible-women. Who has notheard how fast debauchery burns the candle at bothends? Is it not said of the prodigal, that he devoured his living with harlots? This sin has brought many a man of wealthand fortune down to shiver like a beggar on a dunghill! "Remove your way far from her and come not near the door of her house...leststrangers be filled withyour wealth and your labors be in the house of a stranger." He who sins must pay the fare.
5. Nor is this all. Those men who go far into sin and carry out the desires of their hearts soon find that there is an expenseof health. How many a man has rottenness in his bones and disease in his heart's core brought on by gluttony, drunkennessand vice? Well may men pray that they may bedelivered from the sins of their youth and their former transgressions, for they are in a sad plight who mourn at the lastwhen their flesh and their body are consumed. It is not God who has thickly sown this world with disease and sorrow-man'siniquity has done it. Men castdarnel and cockle into the furrows of life and when they spring up, they complain of the appointments of God, whereas, theyare the result of their own sins!
And there is no injustice in the rule, that whatever a man sows, that shall he also reap. "Can a man take fire in his bosomand his clothes not be burned? Can one go upon hot coals and his feet not be burned?" "His bones are full of the sins of hisyouth which shall lie down with him in the dust."The fare, the full fare of sin's voyage, must be paid.
6. Another expense and that one which ought not to be forgotten, is the loss of peace of mind. A man cannot indulge in sinand yet go to his bed with a quiet conscience. At least, if he can do so, this callousness is of itself a still greater evil.For the most part, men start back at the ghosts oftheir own crimes. "Terrors make the wicked afraid on every side and drive them to their feet." Even the respectable sinnerwhose life is outwardly moral, but whose heart is far from God, cannot avoid some qualms and disturbance of mind.
If I am not one with God, if I am not washed in Jesus' blood, if I am not sanctified by God's Holy Spirit, there is an achingvoid within me which the world can never fill. There is an inward monitor which tells me, "There is something that you need,a something that the world cannot give you whichyou cannot earn for yourself. How is it that you are living in the neglect of it?" "A dreadful sound is in his ears: inprosperity the Destroyer shall come upon him...He wanders abroad for bread, saying, Where is it? He knows that the day ofdarkness is ready at his hand."
Until I was saved by Divine Grace, I can truly say I had no lasting peace. But now my peace is like a river. How a trumpetwill often blanch the sinner's cheek! The cholera comes and how the man trembles because death is at work next door! How fearfulhe is when he stands at the grave's brink andlooks down upon the coffin of some companion with whom he has spent many a boisterous hour! Ah, you cannot have peace! Youcannot have peace till you have Christ! You cannot be truly happy till you have given your souls to Jesus!
The apple may look fair, but it is rotten within. You may talk of joy, but you know it not if you know not Jesus. Surely tolose this priceless pearl is an item in the bill of no mean magnitude-
Peace has sweets That Hybla never knew. It sleeps on down
Culled gently from beneath the cherub's wing.
Who would throw this away for vexing, mocking, deceiving, lying vanities?
7. The worst expense, however, we have only hinted at. The man who goes to Hell must pay the fare in another way-he loseshis soul. What that loss may be no mortal tongue can tell. If one could come again from the pit, as once the rich man proposed,perhaps he might tell us in dolorous toneswhat it is to be cast out from God into the place where there is not a drop of water to cool the fire-tormented tongue.But it is not for us even to conceive what the place of torment may be.
It is enough to hear and profit by the question of the Savior-"What shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and losehis own soul?" What is Caesar the better for his dominions? What is Croesus the better for his wealth? What is the philosopherthe better for his wisdom, now that heis cast away from the favor of God forever? In fact, the greater the wretched beings were on earth, the more terrible willtheir doom be in eternity, when, looking from their beds of flame, the lesser sinners shall cry, "Are you become like oneof us? Is the lofty one brought low?Is the proud one humbled? Is the boaster made to feel in the torment of this fire that he is no greater than the rest ofus?"
I say, the more honor and dignity and glory the man obtained on earth, the more terrible his shame and disgrace when, hissoul being lost, he is cast into the pit forever! Let us, then, if we have been deluded by the pleasures of sin, or have beentempted in any way to forget God because we havethought that the way of the flesh was easy-let us think awhile that we shall have to pay the fare and that the fare is fartoo expensive to be paid by men of understanding. We dare not risk soul and body, life and death, Heaven and Hell, judgmentand eternity merely for thesake of those paltry, passing, delusive joys which are all that the world can pretend to offer.
II. Let us change our strain and say a little upon THE EXPENSE OF AVOIDING DUTY. Jonah's duty was to go to Nineveh and preachthe Word-he preferred not to go-he therefore shirked the work, went down to Joppa and paid his fare to go to Tarshish. I hopewe are not in the habit of doingthe same, but yet there are occasions when even God's servants shrink from duty and seem willing to forget that where Godcalls they are bound to go.
Possibly this remark may apply to some minister who may come under the Word. He is called to bear his protest against a certainsin and he thinks to himself, "If I so speak, some of those who hear me will never come again. I may lose rich subscribers.I will not say a word on that point." Or, hehas it laid upon him to cry against the monstrous evils in the State Church-but he puts his finger to his lips and remainssilent, inwardly calculating-"I had better hold my peace on that subject, for I may risk my popularity."
Such a minister should reflect that it is a very expensive thing to try to fly to Tarshish when you ought to go to Nineveh,for a man cannot avoid duty without expense. I have known good people who will say, "I know so-and-so is what I ought to do,but still, you see, the path is very difficult andI do not feel called upon to make so great a sacrifice." Well, Friend, if you do not make the sacrifice when God demandsit of you, He has other ways of taking away your treasured goods. In the long run you will find it far more expensive to shunthe work and will of God than atonce to give yourself to it. You will be a loser by your prudence! You shall find that the Scriptural rule holds good, "Hethat would lose his life shall save it, but he that would save his life shall lose it."
If you are willing to be a loser for Christ you shall be a gainer! But if you insist upon being held harmless and try at allcosts to make provision for the flesh, then you shall find that before long you will have to pay the fare to your own grievoushurt and injury. What did Jonah lose? Jonah hadto pay as part of his fare the presence and comfortable enjoyment of God's love. He went down into the bottom of the vesseland hid himself from sight. I think I see him. That Jonah, who a few days after walked with all the boldness of a lion throughthe streets of Nineveh, crying,"Yet forty days and Nineveh shall be overthrown!" That Jonah who bearded Nineveh's haughty monarch and was not afraid totell him that in forty days his city would be overthrown!
That Jonah goes sneaking down among the goods at the bottom of the hold for fear anybody should see him and there hides hiscoward, craven head. Poor Jonah, you have lost the hallowed fellowship of your God! You have lost His Presence and consequentlyyour courage has all oozed out of you! This isa dear price which you have paid for shunning Nineveh!
When you and I serve our Lord Jesus as Believers should do, we can remember that our God is with us and though we have thewhole world against us, if we have God with us what does it matter? But oh, the minute we start back and begin to seek ourown inventions and appeal to our own wisdom, we areall at sea without a pilot and our great Helper withdraws from us. Then may we bitterly lament and groan out, "O my God,where have You gone? How could I have been so foolish as to shun Your service and in this way to lose all the brightness ofYour face? This is a price too high!Let me return to my allegiance and to Your Presence."
In the next place, Jonah lost all peace of mind. When he was in Nineveh, crying, "Yet forty days and Nineveh shall be overthrown,"he was not afraid of the edge of the sword, nor of the tyrant's rage-he felt that he was doing God's work and he knew thatwhen on God's errands he was perfectlysafe. His heart beat gently, like that of a man in a happy, tranquil frame of mind wearing the herb called heart's easein his bosom. But now, down there, in the hold of the vessel, his heart is palpitating-he does not know what may happen anduntil sleep happily comes in toease the distress of his mind he is like a poor hunted staff, panting with alarm.
These were two great things to lose-God's Presence and his own peace of mind-but these were not all his damage and injury!He was now brought into great peril-he must be thrown into the sea. In all likelihood he will meet with a watery grave. Hadhe gone to Nineveh that would nothave occurred. He would have been under the care of God's special Providence there, but now the winds and waves threatenhim. With what a splash he falls into the deep! As we see him engulfed let us, with holy caution, shun the dangerous way ofdisobedience. Other men may escape thechastisements of God in this world, but not the Lord's own children. "You only have I known of all the families of the earth,therefore I will punish you for your iniquities."
Now, too, he is brought into great affliction of soul. He tells us that he, "cried by reason of affliction." He compares hisstate to the "belly of Hell." He was brought into such depths of distress, a miracle interposed to save his life-but not tocheer his spirit. Like the Savior, of whomhe was a type, he was exceedingly sorrowful and very heavy, almost unto death.
Sin soon destroys a Believer's comfort. It is the deadly upas tree from whose leaves distil deadly drops which destroy thelife of joy and peace. Jonah, too, had lost everything upon which he might have drawn for comfort in any other case. He couldnot turn to the promise of God that He would keephim, for he was not in God's ways. He could not say, "Lord, I am Your servant," for then conscience would have said, "Yes,and a pretty servant, too!" He could not say, "Lord, I am on Your errand!" for conscience would have said, "No, you are onyour own!" He could not say, "Lord, Imeet with these difficulties in the discharge of my duty, therefore help me through them"-no, for there would have beena reply, "You are not here in the discharge of duty.
"You flew in the teeth of the Most High. You sought to escape from a little difficulty-you tried to get away from the Presenceof God altogether and you have prepared all this for yourself. If the draught is bitter, you mixed it. If the fruit is sharp,you planted the tree. If this harvest isterrible, you sowed the seed-you are reaping your own deeds-you are being filled with your own ways." Poor Jonah, poorJonah, to be in such a state as this!
Then here is another point-he had to go to Nineveh after all-and so will you. You may kick, but when God means you to do Hiswork, you will be made to do it. The ox-goad has been thrust into you already because you hate the yoke. You do not like itand you kick against it and the onlyresult is that it is driven further into you. Saul, Saul, it is hard for you to kick against the pricks, for with all yourkicking and rebelling you will have to go where you were originally ordered to go. You might as well go at first-you willgo with better Grace. You willgo with your Master's comfortable Presence-and you will have to go one way or another.
Many men have found this true. They have struggled against duty and perhaps year after year they have drawn back from it,finding miserable excuses for their consciences. But they never prospered in business, they could not get on in the world,they had trouble on trouble and at last it came tothis-they had to go back to the very place where they were ten or twenty years ago. And there they discharged the duty whichthey had been so long seeking to avoid which had proved a burdensome stone to them until they were rid of it by yielding toits demands.
Now, my dear Brothers, do not play the Jonah, for you will have to pay the fare of it. If you know your duty, do it. I maybe speaking very pointedly to some of you. "I should have to sever the bonds of many a fond connection." Do it for Christ'ssake. "I should have to leave the camp and gooutside of it, take up a very heavy cross and bear Christ's reproach." You may as well do it now as by-and-by, for you willhave to do it.
"But," says one, "this business of mine-I have nothing left to live upon. I feel it is a bad business, but I do not like togive it up just yet." You will have to do so sooner or later. You may as well do it now, before, like Jonah, you have hadto pay for your wit. Remember, "The fear of theLord is the beginning of wisdom and a good understanding have all they that keep His commandments." May God the Holy Spiritgive you the wisdom which comes from above which will lead you to sit as a child at the feet of Jesus and learn His ways.
"Be you not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding, whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lestthey come near unto you." "But hearken diligently unto His commandments and then shall your peace be like a river and yourrighteousness like the waves of the sea."
III. A few words upon another point-there is AN EXPENSE CONNECTED WITH GOING TO HEAVEN. It is estimated at a very high rateby some who say that the road is good enough, but the tolls are too high. Others pretend to believe that religion is onlya scheme for putting money into ministers'pockets, whereas I can truly say for one, that what I receive for my ministry is not a tenth of what I could readily earnin an engagement infinitely less laborious and harassing than my present position. Although, let it be added, I would notleave my ministry for ten thousandworlds.
Let us think over this matter of expense and begin with an old story. "An aged couple, in the vicinity of London, who, inthe early part of life, were poor, but who, by the blessing of God upon their industry, enjoyed a comfortable independencyin their old age, were called upon by a Christianminister who solicited their contributions to a charity. The old lady was disposed to make out some excuse and to answerin the negative, both for her husband and herself. And therefore replied, "Why, Sir, we have lost a great deal by religionsince we began. My husband knows thatvery well." And being wishful to obtain her husband's consent to the assertion, she said, "Have we not, Thomas?"
Thomas, after a long and solemn pause, replied, "Yes, Mary, we have lost a great deal by our religion! I have lost a greatdeal by my religion. Before I got religion, Mary, I had got a water pail in which I carried water and that you know I lostmany years ago. And then I had an old slouched hat, apatched old coat and mended shoes and stockings. But I have lost them, also, long ago. And, Mary, you know that poor asI was, I had a habit of getting drunk and quarrelling with you. And that you know I have lost.
"And then I had a burdened conscience and a wicked heart. And then I had ten thousand guilty feelings and fears. But all arelost, completely lost and, like a millstone, cast into the deepest sea. And, Mary, you have been a loser, too, though notso great a loser as myself. Before we got religion,Mary, you had a washing tray in which you washed for hire. And God Almighty blessed your industry-but since we got religion-youhave lost your washing tray. And you had a gown and bonnet much the worse for wear, though they were all you had to wear.But you have lostthem long ago.
"And you had many an aching heart concerning me, at times. But those you happily have lost. And I could even wish that youhad lost as much as I have lost and even more-for what we lose by our religion, Mary-will be our eternal gain." We need notadd the preacher did not go away withoutsubstantial proof that Thomas deemed his losses for religion his most weighty obligations to the goodness of Almighty Godas the richest gift of Divine Grace on earth and the most authentic pledge of Glory in the world to come!
If some of us were to look back upon what religion has cost us we might cast up the amount with very much the same result.Where were you apt to spend your Sundays once, some of you? Where would some few of you have been on other occa-sions?-atthe race course, at the theater-yes, andin the brothel. But now you are washed and cleansed and sanctified and rejoicing in Christ Jesus. This is what your religionhas cost you-the giving up of nothing that made you truly happy-but only renouncing that which pretended to make you happybut which was ruiningyour soul forever!
The first expense of religion is that it takes away from men spurious joys and gives them real ones. It takes away from themshadows and gives them substance. Then, again, the expense of your religion has been this-some of you have given a good dealof your time to the cause of Christ. Othersof you have devoted a considerable portion of your money to it, but after all that you or any of us have ever given, I amsure we can say religion has cost us nothing which we did not give cheerfully- and it has asked of us nothing which it wasnot our happiness to render! Wehave felt a greater joy in giving than in withhold-ing-a greater bliss in serving God than in being idle. Moreover our liberalityhas always been repaid to us with interest, for our God will be in no man's debt.
Here is a specimen of what has been our experience from the pen of a tradesman: "Some years ago I heard a sermon from thewords, 'Bring you all the tithes into the storehouse' (Mal. 3:10). I cannot describe how my mind was impressed with the manner in which Jehovah here condescended to challengeHis people when He says, 'And prove Me now,' etc. Suffice it to say that the subject made such an impression that I foundit my duty to do more for the cause of God than I ever had done. I did so, and on closing that year's accounts, I found thatI had gained more than in any twoyears preceding it. Some time afterwards I thought the Redeemer's cause had an additional claim, as the place in which weworshipped Him needed some repairs. The sum I then gave was L20. And in a very little time afterwards I received L40 whichI had long given up as lost."
Our Master's service is our liberty. We count it our joy to run in the way of His commandments. And if the worldling pitiesus and says, "Poor man, how he must deny himself!" We reply, "In one sense it is true, but in another, our best self is fedand satisfied and feasted when we deny self. Theduties we perform are not performed as duties, but as privileges. We do not run into them at all because we feel forcedto do so, but because we love them. We confess that religion has cost us our spirit, our soul, our body. And our only regretis we have not more that we can giveto the cause of Christ. We think we can stand at the foot of the Savior's Cross and say-
"Now for the love I bear His name, What was my gain I count my loss. My former pride I call my shame, And nail my glory to His Cross. Yes, and I must and will esteem All things but loss forJesus' sake may my soul be found in Him, And of His righteousness partake!"
Religion, then, takes away from us nothing but what we are glad to lose. And it asks nothing of us but what we are too gladto give. And it returns to us in ten thousand ways all that it takes from us. It gives us blessings of the upper and of thenether springs. It comforts us in life, it cheersus in death. It makes us so happy that we can say with Watts-
"I would not change my blessed estate For all the world calls good or great; And while my faith can keep her hold, 1 envy not the sinner's gold."
IV. In the last place, THE TRUE FARE OF GODLINESS IS ALREADY PAID-NOT BY US-BUT BY OUR LORD JESUS. Jonah paid his fare fromJoppa to Tarshish, but I never find that he paid any fare back. The conveyance which brought him to land was far cheaper thanthe ship of Tarshish, though notquite so comfortable. He came back to land with no expense to himself whatever!
So we must pay much and do much in order to be cast away-but the way of eternal life and salvation is perfectly free. WhenJonah was thrown out into the midst of the sea, the whale did not swallow him because he was a man of money, or because hewas a man of merit-he was just a needy,destitute sinner, subject to the wrath of God as expressed in that tempest and in that storm and in that boiling sea. Andthere came the friendly fish which carried him into a living grave for three days that his life might be preserved.
And this is very much like our salvation-salvation by death and burial with Jesus. We flee away. We trust by our self-righteousnessto escape from the tempest of God's wrath, but we cannot. At last we feel that we are cast right out into the sea to perishand God's anger, as we think, is hotagainst us. There is no good thing in us, nothing upon which we can rely. We see no hope of escape. Just then the deathof Christ, which was our greatest crime-which seems as though it would destroy us- takes us into its friendly shelter andin it we go to the bottoms ofthe mountains.
In it we descend till all the waves and billows of God's wrath have rolled over us. And in it we are securely landed, to praisethe name and love of God. When our extremity comes and there is none to help, then God prepares the way of deliverance forus, His people. Hear me for one moment, myBrothers and Sisters, this morning. We have sinned! God help us to feel the sin! Grievously have we offended against Godby flying in His face and going where He would not have us go!
Can we return? We have paid our fare to go to the place of destruction, but we have no means to pay our fare to Heaven. Penniless,stripped of all hope in ourselves, is there any way by which we can return-by which we can find eternal life? There is! Thereis-if we give ourselves upwholly to God, confessing our sins and if our soul rests alone upon the finished work of the great salvation provided inChrist Jesus. We need not fear because we have nothing. Our God, who has everything, asks nothing from us. He does not saveus because we are righteous, butbecause He is gracious. He will not deliver us because there is something good in us-but because there is everything goodin Himself.
Let me say to those of you who are sleeping this morning, careless of your fate-If you sleep much longer, you may wake upwhere your waking will be terrible. What are you doing, O you Sleepers! Rise! I remind you of your future doom, of your presentdanger. O Spirit of God, arouse them! Andif awakened, you cry, "What must I do to be saved?" The answer comes, "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and you shall besaved."
Though you can see no means of escape, yet there is a means provided by God! And when you are cast out from the ship, haveleft all other confidence and think that God's sea of wrath will cover you up-then Christ, who has been prepared of old asour great Deliverer, shall take you and bearyou safely to the land of eternal Glory. I would God that you were made to forsake the way of the Destroyer and led in theway of peace, that He might have all the praise forever. May He bless these poor, feeble, but well-intended remarks, for Jesus'sake. Amen.